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so sad... damn sad... T.T coz ITP placement result is out.. not even 1 bit close to wad I expect.. feel so cheated... dun see any benefits at all... cheap labour, far from home, long distance from mrt, start work early.. wad else?? my only consolation is it's an international company.. I've no clue wad e company does exactly.. what's a vacation exchange programme anw??

my dream is to help design & maintain JJFC website one day.. den I'll make alot of nice nice banner and flash for JJFC.. =) but now, I'm juz an anonymous member who haben got her membership card & t-shirt yet.. =(

after being cheated tis afternoon, since I'm in raffles, so meet shian for dinner.. went swensens coz we really dunno where to go..

show shian e piapia adidas shoes tt I wan! I like it alot! =) getting it soon or near new year ba... $109.. thanks samsung in advance for giving me new shoes! *muawkz!!!* XD so I'll have a piapia blog, piapia bag, piapia hp strap, piapia wallet, piapia esprit shirt.. and a piapia new shoes! I dun mind if shian wan buy me piapia undies too! =P

人。。。总有那么一回吧？

累了一整天，终于可以休息了。 听着mp3里播出的 “残废”，闭上了双眼。才没多久，在听着歌当儿，好像隐隐约约听见了雨声敲打着车窗。。 滴答滴答。。。 睁开眼睛看， 外面真的下起雨了喔！ 继续闭上眼睛，脑海里一直想着听着的歌和雨天。。。 有点凄凉的感觉。。。

“最怕你突然要挽回。。。回到了原点。。。 原点却又像终点。。。然后多痛一遍。。。”

到站了。 雨也停了。 哇！ 才不过十分钟的时间罢了。。 好快喔。。 天空不作美， 天气也如此地变化无常。。 嗨。。。 真是感慨。。。

人也是如此罢。。。 是我变了？ 还是周围的事物变了？ 我真的好像知道。。。 有些时候， 会觉得有些事忽然好像离我好远了， 而有些也是我不再关心了。。 是这样吗？ 最近更是如此。。 是不是应该注意什么了呢？是否再回到原点， 找回最初的自己？

放弃？脱离？ 这一切都应该有属于自己的答案吧？

内心世界

很多时候, 我真的不了解... 不了解的事情很多很多... 是我吗? 还是因为其他因素?

为什么一切就不能如此简单呢? 为何就是那么地复杂? 是我单纯? 还是天真?

在我心中隐藏了一个秘密.. 当大家以为都过去了, 我也没有否认.. 只是因为我知道, 有些事情真的是不会发生的.. 事实往往并非我所想的.. 我能得到的, 并不是我想要的.. 我想要的呢, 却可能永远都得不到.. 其实, 我也没有奢望什么, 只是希望能拥有那一点点, 我也会满足了..

我可能看起来很糊涂, 所以大家都以为有很多事情我都不知道.. 其实我知道的, 有很多很多.. 不说,不代表不知道. 只是不想说而已.. 而不想说... 是因为知道太多...

不相信永远, 因为永远真的很遥远..

Why??

come to think of it.. am I supposed to say it's ironic?? or am I supposed to say I dun have e face?? I dun feel good keeping it a secret.. wad's wrong wif all tis? to wad it's reduced to now.. it's supposed to be sth happy.. but y dun I feel so? and yet, I've to do it secretly? is thr so much to hide from others? or izit I cant take anymore from others??

I know I've been throwing temper now and then tis few days.. I know I shldn't.. and worst, mayb at e wrong person.. but can I help it? I juz feel so suppressed from e treatment I've been receiving.. am I wrong? am I wrong for being who I am? am I even more wrong for sth tt I cant control??

I dun talk dun mean I've nth to say.. I dun talk is coz I have no wish to say it out.. look ard me.. get wad I mean?

after looking upon so much, I've understood wad has caused me to fail. 1 word..

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suay!

finally done wif ecm! for now only.. still got some parts need to ask cher la.. so sianz rite.. took off today to do assignments at home.. how sad huh..

somemore so suay y'day saw my sales rep @ expo thr, when supposedly she tot I doing assignment somewhere since I told her I not working coz of tt.. dunno she got see me not, coz I dragged jacq away, den jacq say my sales rep was looking @ her tt time. so u know how close rite, jq & ck was standing near my sales rep? juz e opp of a wagon k! and where got so suay rite! I dun go she nv go, I go den she go at e time I go! haiz.. pray pray.. she nv see me.. dun wan disappoint her coz my mama say she din manage to get a promoter to replace me today.. make me feel so bad le lo... coz nearing x'mas le ma, sales will b better & I'm taking off when she needs me at tis point of time.. T.T

*wo bu shi gu yi de!!!*

need a break soon! to study and have fun.. overwhelming wif assignments, yet like so slack.. time to reflect.. dun wanna see bad grades on my result slip tis sem sia! dun wanna disappoint so many ppl la.. but y am I still slacking like siao??!! argh!!! time to buck up le.. or my wish of getting diploma wif merit will fly away.. T.T

5300

I wanna buy new phone! haha! I've set my eyes on nokia 5300!

nono.. it's not coz it's e phone advertised on kenji's mv..

it's a lil bad to abandon my present hp isn't it?? coz it's not even a yr old!!! but u know how irritating is my ok button rite? how sad u cant use my hp as a calculater, juz coz e only = button is e ok button..

hmm... wait til I've earned enuff next yr.. haha... I tink I'll definitely change my hp next yr.. for now, it's 5300 tt I wan.. mayb I'm weird, coz alot ppl would pick song ericsson. but I stil like 5300 design.. I mean e red/white one anw.. or mayb there'll b another by next yr tt I like??

dunno!

aiya... someone get me 5300 for x'mas! haha... den I wun have to wait & tink so much..

kbox @ clementi

got back wssd test today.. unexpected to have done so well.. but it's coz e paper was mark veri leniently la.. so I tink everyone did quite well too... so end up wad I predicted was totally e opp! coz I tot I'll do badly in wssd & e best in sdt.. anw, I score e lousiest in rwps out of e 4 msts tis sem.. and I know I shld not say lousy here, coz everyone in e class know my rwps results la.. lol... and and and! I score e best in wssd! LOL!

went to kbox @ clementi wif jiahui after sch.. wad a bad experience! lousy service! spoiled our so high mood down thr la! so next time anyone wan go kbox, pls avoid clementi.. I wanna complain!!!

Complaints:
1. Nobody around can be seen to serve u even from far.
2. Press "0" for service on e phone, but no one picks up.
3. Ash tray delivered 1 hour later. (it's not a matter coz i dun smoke. but wad if I smoke?)
4. Told us we're NOT SUPPOSED to order this drink not included in student package, AFTER we drank almost empty. ( like it's my fault u nv said tt earlier??)
5. Bill took a long time. nvm.. when we tot it's long, came back to confirm we gave him $30 for e $25+ bill. ( I tot if I gave u $20, obvious u'll say it's not enuff in a paiseh manner?)
6. Bill took almost half hr in all.

Well, when e girl came in wif a stack of bills, e guy juz pop his head over e stack of bills & askus to sing our last song. and I gladly told e girl, we sang finish le, JUST waiting for e bill to b returned. wasted my $2+ on service charge. not i wan kei gao la.. but dey dun deserve it!

anw, on a happier note.. I sang my "ming tian guo hou" finally! haha... and of coz we sang lots & lots of JJ songs.. haha.. we sang mostly w/o vocals la.. and it's really bad sounding coz we nv really "kai sang" til veri later of e session. haha... den can hear me sing alot out of tune.. haha.. damn funny la.. we stood up to sing ok! den ppl walk pass we damn paiseh la! anw, both of us were obsessed wif "zui jin" & "Love Story" tt we k both songs 3x!! haha...

okie! time to start planning for e next kbox trip! lol!!! but den but den! I'll rmb to go lot1 or somewhere else in e future! haha..

Work@katong! =))

went back to katong work last weekend. received a msg from my sales rep early sat morning. ask me go guide e new boy. was e only promoter w/o apron thr.. haha... okie la.. sales was considered gd. mayb near x'mas le, tt's y veri bz lo.. e place was almost in chaos liao sia..

mayb aso hols now, Isetan got alot of new promoters.. from wad I know is mostly Os grads lo.. duno wad to say lo.. I tink e batch after our dragon yr is really atrocious & daring.. can u imagine e boys can play in front of e floor manager?! lucky e floor manager is nice @ katong la.. only warn them to stop playing.. if it's tampines de wor, dunno where dey're now..

now we all think my sales rep is so biased sia... and when e new boy says, it's so funny! coz he tried to call my sales rep 2 days many many times b4 I went to help him, but to no avail.. not even once u know.. wif his own hp or e company phone.. we aso not sure y la... den sun he tried call again.. stil cant lo.. so he ask me help him call her. so I went in e storeroom to call.. after 2 rings my sales rep pick up le! wahaha!! den when I hang up e call, e boy complained to e lian tong auntie, we laugh til bu ke yi!!! seriously, dun tink it's conincident la.. coz I called 3x, all 3x my sales rep picked up. and from past experience, if my sale rep nv pick up, she'll call me back de.. haiz... I juz have to say... poor boy! haha...

I really miss katong so much! haha... miss e ppl thr aso! juz dun miss e malay supervisor la.. lol...

**some things cant b helped.. age does matter to me here... and only 2 days of knowing.. how much understanding has been gained? pls understand, I do not hate, but neither do I wan things to go beyond.. it's juz a mutual feeling afterall.**

many tots`````

muscle ache when I woke up today! ouch! how come leh? ?_?

went to orchard wif qun after sch today.. qun wan go taka look look, me wan search for wallet. had lunch at mos burger den go shop shop lo.. taka & far east.. oh ya! so happy to see yin wen @ far east.. haha.. since VJC harmo concert ba? miss her alot. now tt As's over, shall ask her out soon! after shopping qun went back to sch fer astro den I go home lo..

paiseh ar.. dun ever go shopping wif zx if u cant take e risk.. haha... coz zx veri fussy.. wan buy thing den muz find veri long.. tis not nice tt not nice.. juz like everything wun satisfy me.. haha.. so by now u shld know.. zx din manage to buy her wallet & notebook she's supposed to get at all.. haha..

stil tinking abt wad voucher I shld exchange fer my points leh... hmm... wad shld I get leh?? *think think*

dunno wad I'm thinking aso lehz.. din even realize As is almost ending til tis few days.. when I realize tt fact, alot of tots swim in my mind.. mixed feelings.. how shld I say? am I really happy in poly rite now? I tot I was.. really.. poly life has make me grown & I enjoy wad I'm learning rite now.. I'm can say I'm doing well in poly.. my results r gd, but tt's wad I'm depressed abt too.. even if my results r gd, it dun mean I'll score As in every single module, like wad everyone expect me to get.. I'm not a perfectionist.. I've my weaknesses too.. it's rather depressing to hear wad ppl've said.. I cant thrash someone wif my As.. I dun make use of my gd results to get sth I wan.. and I've definitely nv ever fake to say my results r not gd.. but tt's how awful ppl can say..

how many ppl have understood how I feel really? to many, it's not of a concern.. think.. wad some ppl have said.. I come poly to snatch places wif others.. I shld stayed in JC instead.

think again.. from my point of view.. poly wasn't my 1st choice.. yes.. u think it's so easy to make e decision to transfer from JC to poly? how many ppl know how hard I cried to make tt decision 1 1/2yr ago? now tt As's almost over.. looking at so many of my friends in JC finally ending their 2yrs of struggle.. it's nv easy.. looking at many friends finishing As & graduating from JCs, most probably going to uni next yr.. but me? I know I wanna go to uni. but I'm 1yr slower than them.. who dun wan to take e shortest path to uni? who dun wan to graduate wif so many friends of urs? I know I've chosen to take this longer path myself.. I've nv regretted for my choice..

but pls dun make me regret.. by saying mean things tt u'll nv ever understand from my point of view.. somehow, u may have hurt me unintentionally alr..

BMTC & stuff

time to get a new wallet! e button thr spoiled le.. might as well la.. have been using it since sec3. though I keep changing wallets here & dere sometimes.. but den hor... now wallets like all same same pattern de, dun like at all.. if anyone sees a woodstock wallet, pls tell me k? =P

postponed kbox session wif jiahui.. =( coz I sick she bz wif project.. haiz... nvm! still got next wk! haha...

when's my last blog entry written? eh.. let me check..

okie, tue.. once again, I've got wad I've gotten last time.. happy la.. ^^ den got back sdt paper.. so weird I dreamt tt I got 90 e nite b4.. haha.. but no la.. I din get 90, juz close to it.. was proud of my use case diagram! hehe.. I only lost 1 mark for tt.. unexpected la.. coz tt 1 mark was not mentioned on question paper. >.<

wed hor... ponned wssd & gems.. wad?!?! zx pon lessons?! of coz not la! it's no choice coz been "forced" to go pulau tekong for BMTC visit.

from sp to changi ferry terminal.. wif renee, jac & others.. ok la, last time sec sch cher say e facilities thr improved alot compared to e past.. but din expect it to b so nice! look quite like sg normal sch building lo.. e weather thr is higher than over here la.. went on e island for a small talk, den tour ard e center.. got to see their bunks too.. saw alot of "ah bin ges"! haha.. but nv see handsome de la.. wa... like sound so despo! haha... den took ferry back, took e bus to expo & went home.

and renee! dun say I like e tall tall cher who went BMTC wif us la! he's definitely not my type.. somemore hair so sum sum... I wan small eyes wif dimples de! wahaha...

today.. supposed to get back rwps paper, but cher say she haben finish marking.. did some presentation practice in class lo.. den write headings for our report.. after sch went exam office wif ck & qun coz ck wan new copy of his result slip. wa! so expensive lo! 1 result slip $3.15.. no wonder sch so rich! haha... den went sk wif qun.. pei her go xiu1 mei mao.. den went to take photos for our resume on tt instant photo machine.. after tt go library borrow books for tmr's wssd prac. see! we so hardworking k! keke...

time to catch wif my shows again! byebye~~

kbox@@

forget to say, happy b'day to ck! lol...

eh... trying to clear my shows sehz.. hehe... no time for maple for e time being la..

ask jiahui juz now. we can kbox tis fri! hope nth last min come up la.. so muz faster do ELIT le... hehe... time to go crazy!! yippee!!!

I tink it's not wise to turn things until so jue sometimes.. wad benefits do u get leh? and to say things until so du.. does it make u happier by making me angry for tt little moment? when supposedly compliments turn out as insult from ur mouth, it shows how obvious u're jealous. wad for? it dun make much difference to me anw. wad affects me for a day is going to affect u for life.

Another thing, I really really HATE ppl to comment on my results. yes, my results is gd, so? dun keep harping on how many DISTs or As I've got.. tt's my own business.. seriously..

if u can do better, prove it.. stop whining like a baby when u're juz a big fat sore loser. is tt all u can? I'm an attention seeker, so wad? did I juz stole all e limelight from u? den too bad.. tt's ur own problem... at least I'm capable of doing so.. and come on, make more ppl love me like u do untentionally as always..

we juz love losers, dun we? =)

Ni WeN wO, MinG tiAn gUo HoU hUi rU hE~~

I'm back! 1 week nv update le! keke...

veri bz last week & tis week lo.. e-learning week. study week. assignment week. if u're thinking all tis happen over 3 weeks... wrong! it's all cramped in 1 week! stressed sehz..

den went for class bbq last sat.. lazy to type la.. pls refer to jiaqun's blog. hehe...

finally mst over le! yippee! juz hope dun do too badly can le ba.. I wan to accumulate my ADs & As! aiming for 1AD & 1A each tis sem! but I tink my Bs, B+s also piling up la.. >.<"'

went for elective & itp talk in e afternoon. elective.. computer forensic sounds so interesting! I've decided to choose computer forensic & ethical hacking as my 1st choice le! but so lame la.. wad 1st come 1st serve de.. siao! itp.. sounds so rushed la.. today brief, mon muz submit resume le! >.< dun even know how to write leh! help!!! dun even know how to write leh! help!!!

tmr will be working @ Isetan Tampines le.. new environment. hope everything works well.. coz heard tt e manager here no gd de.. die liao.. but no choice, is I request de, coz nearer ma.. my sales rep told my mama Isetan katong ppl actu wanna ask me go back, den keep complaining say e new boy who replaced me no gd, duno many things, den muz b told to do his stuff.. heard tt dey praised me lehz! XD.. hehe... so happy! see how ba... coz if I go back means e boy will lose his job lo..

I changed my blog song again! "Ming Tian Guo Hou".. super duper nice rite!!! totally fall in love wif kenji & e song! haha!

watched e mv aso actu, but dun really like it.. coz it's like, e mv got jesus, church, bible.. wad's gotta do wif all tis man? dun really understand izit trying to convey la.. it's like e girl & kenji is an item in e mv I tink.. e girl was holding e bible, saying, "Bu Yao!" to 3 bad guys.. den dunno is kena offended, molested or raped by them la, coz it only show she screamed pitifully.. in e church somemore! den kenji wan go reason & fight out wif e bad guys. but he got beaten up terribly by a whole gang instead la.. den kenji forced himself to ride his motorcycle back to e girl lo.. den kenji reached a place where e girl was sitting on a bench. den kenji went to sit wif her. e mv ended by showing kenji died when he dropped e bible lo.. okie la, tis part quite touching, coz kenji die aso muz die until he get back to e girl lo. but can someone enlighten me abt e christian part? izit trying to say it's gd or bad? but stil, kenji rocks!

kbox!! is our kbox session stil on next fri, jiahui?? I wan sing kenji's new songs! wo xiang xing bao zhe, ni de shou jiu wen luan le~~~ hehe... I wan sing JJ's songs aso! it's time for both of us to go crazy together again! haha!

Bloggie!

haben blog for veri long sehz! last entry was like last month?! haha... either too bz or too lazy to blog la.. alr in e middle of e-learning week wor.. so sianz wor.. abit slack tis sem lo.. time to study!!!

hmm... dun really rmb e details of wad happen last few weeks la.. so events I'm going to mention is going to be rather jumbled up.

last last fri.. went kushin bo for lunch.. veri full.. dessert craze too! haha... jac bought her ipod too at suntec.

last last weekend... went for work hor... shuai ge not working.. haha... but lynn is back to work for tt weekend! keke... so happy! miss her alot lehz! told me she was late for work & supervisor called her sales rep. haha... aiya... e rules juz keep changing, veri hard to keep up de lo.. very lucky for me lo.. coz so nice e supervisor wan ask ricky call my sales rep aso, but I so happen to walk in take stock. haha... dey shifted me to demo tis train set beside tis tp guy who's in charge of demo-ing his rc helicopter & plane.. so sianz lo.. when I stand there, nobody wan come look at my train.. den when I go stock up, kids come mess up my display.. tp guy is friendly, but I've to keep siaming his rc plane when he demo. haha...

sch... rwps test.. crazy... really.. 2hr is not enuff.. u've got no time to tink. was writing rubbishg towards e end. hope wun do tt badly.. elit assignment postponed to week 9. heng... but stil bz wif completing ecm & sdt assignment lo.. realize I've seldom go home early tis few weeks.. wahaha... dialogue session.. was late for 10min le, coz e com time we using was wrong. lucky e last batch haben come out. so suay chose e wrong seat. directly in front of e director lo! so paiseh sia... somemore our class only got me.. aso dunno wad to say la..

went vivocity last fri wif qun, ck, jac.. big. big. and big.. e place is nice. but I tink can get lost.. haha...

e-elearning week. 50 mcqs for my gems, CH&C.. multiple attempts.. u know tt's like I tink 15-20% of our assessment.. so cool.. 1st attempt was 94.. not tt bad.. but I do til full marks la.. completed vdg2 & elit.. coz e rest need to read up or write alot lo.. so sianz lo.. went & will b going to qun's house do assignment tis few days to complete our vdg2 assignment.

watch kenji's nan yong mv last nite! super nice! coz he went on hei she hui to pick some meimeis for e mv. gui gui got chosen to act as his gf. guigui & kenji is so cute can!

I tink my life is so boring sia.. time for me to go read up on my sdt chap 4 liao.. keke...

Media Sneak~

was reading huiyi's blog den she mentioned dan fei bi jiao hong. haha.. so lame...

dan fei bi jiao hong rawks! damn funny threesome! keke...

for those who dunno, dan fei bi jiao hong is yu bai's band grp. coz u know yu bai has tis dan yuan 百分百大對抗, where dey compete wif singers, juz for fun la.. den at 1st is 1 vs 1.. but now got alot of band/group appearing, so dey form tis funny grp juz to make it grp vs grp. haha... xiao zhong is e leader, everytime coming wif a funny hairstyle & can nv follow up wad other 2 r doing.. haha... xiao gui is e lead singer, coz tt time as he said, he dunno how to play any instrument, so no choice.. wahaha! xiao zhu is e best la!

anw, dey claim to b veri famous in e nether world, where dey hold alot of super successful concerts at midnite! haha.. so it's naturally I'm their fan! LOL! coz all my "friends" r thr to see them! hahahaha.... e album tt dey claim to break sales record is called "yi lu hao zou".. if u understand wad tt means! dey aso got "webbie" called www.看到鬼.com.tw.. read as, www.kuatiogui.com.tw lo.. haha.. hotline if not wrong is many zeros.. lol! oh ya oh ya! dey invented tis veri famous hit song called wang qing samba wu. wif dance.. totally amused by e part where dey hold each other's head & turn in a line! cool sia! if u miss it, dun worry sia.. almost every 百分百大對抗 dey have for band/grp, dey'll definitely get e real band/grp to dance at least once! I saw energy & if not wrong fei lun hai do b4! super funny!

okie, enuff abt dan fei bi jiao hong..

next news.. heard tt Lingzhi is leaving 93.3fm, in fact moving away from e radio industry.. actu quite sad la.. it's such a sudden news la, juz 1, 2 days b4 she leaving den announce. bet alot of listener sure super sad de. coz I used to love to listen to "Yin Yue Ri Ji".. not tt I dun love now, juz tt I seldom have time to listen anymore. learn many facts of life from this program. now tt she's going, I heard dey're not going to cont it anymore but replace wif another program going to b hosted by peifen.

somemore not long ago den take photo wif Lingzhi together wif Jiahui @ JJ's autograph. den now like so fast leaving le. time realli flies sia..

oh yes, though Lingzhi is leaving, pls support peifen's program too! it's called大头芬的世界, airing mon, wed, fri nites at 8.30pm, repeats on tue, thu and following mon at 11.30am. it's veri cute lo.. e program is abt 大头芬's blog, so I happen to read upon 大头芬's blog. so cute! haha.. if wan to know e story of 大头芬 from e start, can read e past entries from datoufen.blogspot.com. hehe...

oh ya, e program got tis familiar saying as e intro. rmb e da tou, da tou, xia yu bu chou? haha.. so ke ai rite..

Buddism...

was late for gems juz now, so was walking at a fast pace wif suet to lt 6. on e way saw edmond & chaoyu. of coz got waved to both of them. den near lt 6 le, got a malay guy promptly say hi to me. strange, he's definitely looking into my direction when he said hi. I tot might b suet's friend. den I turn back & suet tot I'm so popular, coz she aso tot he's my friend! I swear! tt malay guy wasn't my friend! it's juz strange, really! coz he's wif a bunch of guys, and none of them was laughing as if he's joking at all. his friends juz look.. yeah, normal..

so can someone tell me if I know tis malay guy @ CLS block in some way?

well... go disturb eileen & co while waiting for e STAR training to start. den some ppl r juz so greedy.. juz sign name to take e freebies given to us..

during refreshment, coz I'm wif class 21 ppl, so I was taking care of their bags @ e bench coz I wasn't eating. den tis girl approach me ask me do a survey.. u know.. I seriously dunno how to reject tis ppl.. so I said ok.. oh gosh.. e survey was juz an appetizer can.. actu she was trying to tell me to believe in God, believe in Jesus. well... I juz had her reading e whole booklet to me w/o retiliating.. haiz... I muz learn to be more firm & reject.. I muz b more forceful in the future.. even 21 ppl were teaching me how to avoid these ppl. I'm such a failure in tis kinda situation.. >.<

mayb alot ppl dunno, but I'm believed to b a "pan dang" child. not tt I obsessly believe in buddhism, but it seems tt I cant change e fact I'm a Buddhist. coz rite, in actual fact, many incidents tt happened to me make me cant deny tis fact. since young, if I walk past other ppl's funerals & I dun get cleansed by pomela leaves, I'll get sick e very next day. and funnily, everytime sick is not juz fever or wad, it'll b vomiting always. sometimes muz even go temple pray pray b4 I'll get well. it happened so many times tt I can do nth but somehow believe it. tt's y from young my mama make sure I'll walk 1 big round juz to get to sch if there's a funeral nearby.

den hor.. I'm from a Christian sch ma.. so bible knowledge is a lower sec sub. I'm surprised tt my mama even let me enrol into a christian sch. I usually keep my bible in e sch. it's compulsory to buy if u dunno. coz bad things juz happen if I had my bible at home. I dunno how to explain la.. but accidents happen when I had my bible at home. keep me thinking... den tt time my relative tried to influence my mama to b a Christian & leave some holy brochure in my house. tt period b4 we gave back e brochures to my relative, bad luck seems to occur in my family. my mama even lost her 10 odd yr job during tt period.

now, isn't tt freaky?? eek...

Selamat Hari Raya!

realized I've got 2 cuts on my left 4th finger & e back of my right hand. accidentally got cut during work on sun de. lol.. I know e cut exist on my left 4th finger, but din know e other one exist til today. hmm.. muz b looking at shuai ge too much. =X

okie, okie... I shan blog on shuai ge today. haha.. or else I'll juz b too obsessed.

anw, Selamat Hari Raya Aidifitri!

ok.. wadever it means. juz enjoy ur holidays, all Muslims. keke..

well... went to e market in e morning to have brunch. it's nice to browse at those small stalls at e side occasionally. I got a woodstock purse! hehe... cute.. got some chocs too! really miss those days of going for brunch wif my family after I've been working.

helped explain to zhenhao on how to get started on drawing use case diagram for assignment. did our use case spec. watched my videos. shall catch up wif these really soon. my HD is full. chat on msn.

did I do e rite thing? I've asked a few ppl, dey think I've done e rite thing, and I shld have realise it earlier. really? coz I've been feeling I'm a bad girl. is it coz I'm not used to it? is it true I'll get immune to it when I'm used to it? if it's true, I really wish I can get used to it soon. have been thinking alot.. I wan things to b e way it is rite now. to tell ppl wad I really wan.. I wanna live as me, me, and me.

I love shuai ges~~~ XD

Happy Deepavali! though I dun really like indians.. =.=

I dun care if u scold me a racist or wadeva. I'm not against them. juz tt I had too many bad experience wif some indians. I know there r kind indians out thr, I've seen some of them. but it's juz those who tarnish indians' image for them. blame them..
so if any indians read my blog, promise not to touch me ok..

well... while I was copying ECM tt time, I realize I'm stupid.. do I have to do it in a rush? No.. tue's public holiday! haiz.. shld have copy it at a later time next wk.. lol...

anw, back to today..

well well well... did I mention abt tis shuai ge @ work? I guess nv. haha! shuai ge wif small eyes. my type! lol.. from here on, I'll call him shuai ge. lol... fell in love wif him! no la no la.. joking nia.. cannot anyhow la.. ppl got gf liao.. haha.. anw, his gf looks like jiaqun's 2nd sis, but prettier. qun's sis is pretty too. juz tt she's tt bit prettier. shuai ge & mei nu.. compatible..

yah... u know though it's public holidays today... but it's damn boring @ work today.. den u know we got sell tis magnetic drawing board wif a magnet drawing pen?? e one where u push a thing across to erase wad u've drawn to redraw.. if u've childhood days, u know wad I talking la.. Tai Sing(e company I'm working for) de is abit lousy la, so I played wif e auntie's de. haha... so I doodled & erased & doodled.. I drew tis sth den someone called me go do sth inside store. so I left e drawing thr lo. when I go back wan to doodle again, I realized shuai ge added a "cute!" under my drawing leh! haha.. I wun say how I know is shuai ge write de. muahaha... I tink shuai ge is bored too.

okie la.. it's all on shuai ge today. haha... tt's all for now!

Pissed---

Fucked up la! Dialogue session is shit! e whole process is a waste of time!

e written survey is lame enuff! now dey have tis pls-tell-me-I-am-more-stupid sch system! it's bad enuff lotus mail din generate a password for me k. fine! receive a mail from Mrs Tan saying I've got no password. and pls! make e website available! does it expect me to key in e "Page could not be found" webbie?! if it's for e 1st time, I dun care. but tis is e 3rd dialogue session survey form I've gotta key in, and also e 3rd time e website is not available!

den den! lecturers have to send me reminders to tell me I haben done my part. IS IT MY FAULT?! I got e survey form on mon morning 8.45am & I completed e form @ 3.15pm! no password, no website! yet reminders hinting I shld do my part soon. I feel like screaming into their faces now.

Ipod, songs, and....

bought my ipod nano y'day. silver de.. hehe... bz changing song titles today. where do my old mp3 go den? not sure lehz.. mayb give my mama or keep it ba.. hmm...

dun wish to talk abt sch stuff. dun ask.

we know.. we all know..

I'll learn to b selfish. I wan to b selfish. I'll b as selfish as ppl can expect me to be. soon, I'll b proud to say, "I'm selfish."

coz it doesn't pay to b nice. I dun wan to b kind anymore. I dun care if my kindness dun get paid back. but I always got "rewarded" for my kindness anyway. I had enuff of "rewards". Enuff! loads of them.

from now on, I shall pretend not to hear, not to see.

Yippee! Kenji woots!

yippee! got my Wu Ke Qun's album le! keke...

so now my blog song ish... 家的名字... hehe... nice wor...

kenji cut short hair le.. but stil as shuai la.. e cover pic is cool.. wahaha...

paiseh lor.. but JJ's stil e best k! keke...

anw, my mama finally relent & let me buy ipod! hehe... she din really object la, juz say dun waste $$ la.. den I say say say, she ok lo. hehe.. so perhaps go buy wif jac jac..

work today lo.. as usual.. kids fighting for toys.. zzz...

no yoga fer me tmr.. zzz...

eh... nth to blog le ba.. time to do ELIT tut le.. argh!

Wad A Bitch!

haiz.. so suay today can... >.<

went to work at noon. many things waiting for me to do. juz realized tt Tai Sing has no weekday promoter, so muz stock up empty spaces. of coz, 1st thing is to change my water tank. stock up. set up keba area. change batt. walk in. walk out.

yeah, told tt malay supervisor wad time I'm working tis weekend, as she said I'm supposed to. =.= den say I last week work morning on sun, cannot every week work morning on sun.. wtf.. end up my sales rep talk to her, so I'm working from 12 to 8 starting tmr every sun lo. =.= sian 1/2

ultimate unreasonable customer today. from korea somemore. =.= wad happen leh.. she brought her daughter come, wanting to exchange a RC car which is not in working condition. but den, it's e most basic to know u muz have e receipt to prove tt e product is from our company yeah? so she din have e receipt. obviously we cant change it for her ma.. she 1st approach Armi, den Armi cant do anything coz she dun have receipt. so Armi find me coz it's Tai Sing's product. I aso dunno wad to do aso, so approach my sales rep. my sales rep wanted to exchange for her de, since it's not working. but she realized e RC is like got scratches, den sth break from e back of e car le. if customer make spoil, we cant change it ma, so my sales rep say cant change liao.

u may b thinking wad's e diff hor? e diff is if it's e RC car not functioning, it's our fault & we shld exchange. coz u've to go home try den u know(though some ppl like to try on e spot aso can de). but if sth is broken, we dunno who broke it lor. it might b e customer accidentally drop den say wan change, who knows.. and obviously, when u buy sth, u'll choose 1 tt's not broken wad.. use ur brains!

anw, tt korean bitch refused to leave, so my sales rep sian 1/2 called e malay supervisor to settle. den e supervisor tried to explain.. but e korean bitch got very angry & shouted in korean shit. b4 we know, she threw e RC car on e floor & turn to walk off. so suay e RC car tio e supervisor's foot sia. so heng e RC car is my hp size nia. everyone standing thr shock tio.

still not enuff! when everyone's in shock by her action, she did it a 2nd time! tis time, I tink she realize she stil got e RC in hand, so she turn back & throw it even harder. now even a customer nearby got shock. but heng tis time nv hit anyone. mind u! e RC is twice as big as e car, wif 4 AA batt inside. can u imagine if it hit someone? =O

ridiculous can! it's a toy department. so many small kids ard! if u not happy, throw at us ok lo. but wad if it hit 1 of e innocent kids? stupid bitch la! e supervisor so angry go call security. actu she asked me follow e bitch de, but I blur blur tot she say she ownself follow & call at e same time. so by e time I went to search for her, she left Isetan le.

when I went back, 2 security were thr, plus e floor manager. e bitch gone. e malay supervisor told them wad happen & how it hit her foot. den we stil got e RC car ma, so e floor manager say keep it in case e bitch come back & ask for it. she stil make a joke say if she come back e supervisor can throw it back at her. lol...

so everything went back to normal. but after tt rite! everytime I c e supervisor, I'll hear her tell e story to someone & how e RC car hit her! seriously, e whole evening, whenever I go storeroom, cashier or somewhere, if I c her, I'll hear her doing tt! omg! den got a few times some promoters stil ask me wad happen lo. I think e whole toys department'ce heard her stories la! so e wad lo! repeating & repeating sia! e whole evening! she not tired de sia.. muz go tell so many ppl so tt everyone know izit..

but den, who cares! who knows how many ppl read my blog. mayb I've told my story once & even more ppl know it. mayb I've indirectly told more ppl than she did. haha!

juz realize I can save my bus fare from now. shld have thot of it earlier. today took PP shuttle bus to bedok & took mrt home. even faster than I take 31.

updates!

okok... time to blog.. too lazy to blog since last wk.. hmm... let me recall wad happen last wk...

06/10(fri)
I rmb. went kbox wif jiahui after sch! haha... so fun!

was supposed to meet jh @ 12.30pm de, but reach cck lot 1 early coz wssd ended early. so end up jh late coz she miss her bus. haha... went pizza hut for lunch & we ate slowly... was alr trying to eat veri slowly le, but jh stil eating soo slowly.. had to cut her pizza for her so she can eat faster. haha... but abit unappetizing la, coz u know zx dunno how to use knife de. haha...

so it's time for kbox! was telling jh jokingly say ask them dun give us room 32. haha.. end up e com system gave us room 7. haha.. so much diff can! shocked tio lehz.. tt time go wif leen room 32 e most can sit 3 ppl. but room 7 is veri spacious lo! can seat at least 7-9 ppl I tink. we 2 lie down, stretch our legs tink stil got space to sit lo. haha.. same no. of ppl went, but 2 diff size of room. nice nice! mayb coz veri little ppl tt day ba. hee...

1st & foremost! wad do u expect to c 2 crazy JJ fans do? of coz is pick alot of JJ's songs 1st! haha! and e whole session we're really crazy can! haha... halfway thru e session, we tried to sing w/o e original vocals. CMI! haha.. but we proved ourselves to b truly JJ fans la! haha.. coz only JJ's songs w/o his original vocal tt we din go outta tune or let yin piao away! haha.. and we found out JJ's signature hand posture in his MVs. haha!

break record! e last song we sang ended @7 on e dot. haha... wanted to have dinner b4 going back de, but both of us dun feel hungry leh.. bought some small snacks, but aso cant finish lo. shop awhile den we go home le.

me wan kbox & crazy wif jiahui again! =P

07/10(sat)
went back to Isetan Katong to work again. promised my sales rep to work weekends for her la.. hehe.. earn money... juz a few wks nia e whole place like changed alot le. wa... saw familiar faces of coz.. e chinese supervisor had a poor memory though, she dun rmb who I am alr. lol.. haha... new toys, old toys.. battery & screws again! hehe...
1st job was to change e dunno-how-many-days water tank water for my bath toys demo.. den cont on my hourly routine of batteries & screws.. crazy kids..

oh ya! saw tis jap kid who look like JJ! so cute can!

super hazy today lo.. hear it reach PSI 150. hmm...

08/10(sun)
work morning today. hate e malay supervisor la! so many rules tt I'm supposed to follow den nv tell me expect me to know! it's not my fault lo! say wad muz inform them in advance wad shift I'm working, like 1 day b4. den nv give ppl chance to explain jiu say I cannot come anyhow I wan de. pls lor! my shift is my sales rep assign me de rite! wan scold go scold her la! though I admit my mama request my sales rep to let me work morning shift on suns, but it's stil my sales rep's responsibility to tell her, not me rite! always nv give ppl chance to explain! den e chinese supervisor come & tell me e same thing, but she say it nicely & listen to me explain den let me know my sales rep nv inform her like I thot she'll do so. at least I know wad's happening ma, so I'll know wad to do next time ma.. so ridiculous de..

busier than e day b4, dunno y today so many spoiled kids, make trouble for others de.. some parents aso let them b, wad kinda parents r tis..

09/10(mon)
hmm... in sch whole day lo.. so tired after working during e weekend, so really cannot tahan during wssd fall asleep. haha... den no ELIT tut today, so we went lib to try to complete our RWPS lo.

went for our 1st yoga class today. got both indian & chinese instructor. wasn't so bad la.. but stil got some cannot do la. stiff bones. stretched to e limit liao lo.. started early, ended late. reach home late. yawnzzz.. super tiring day...


assignment due next week! argh! wad's life all abt now?! assignment dueing weeks after weeks. going crazy soon!

My Final Decision Made

to accept... to let go...

I quit CO. no more cello for now. final decision made this morning. relieved? sad? I'm not sure at all.

sometimes, u juz have to make choices in ur life. even if u dun wan to. CO. e cca I've been in for 1 1/2 yr of my poly life. I admit I'm not committed to CO at all. but stil, there's stil feeling for it. of coz, memories will b thr. choosing to quit CO is e best decision I can make I guess. 1st, I've too many commitment on alternate weds tt dun allow me to go for pracs tt only falls on weds. 2nd, due to not being able to commit to CO, my cello haben improve much at all. if my skill is going b b swaying at e same standard, let's not waste everyone's time anymore. so perhaps, it's e best decision to do so. anw, thanks to those who've helped me, encouraged me, for everything tt was given to me during tis 1 1/2yrs.

so wad's coming up for me next?

SMIT student ambassador, sem 2 SMIT dialogue session, yr3 elective talk.. juz realize only today tt SMIT's got 1 dialogue session per sem, unlike SB. zzz.. as for student ambassador, I've alr submitted e form to rachel, so pls stop calling my name alr lar, Mrs Tan. sooner or later I'm going to so prone to hearing her calling my name tt I'll get so used to it, I'll ignore it. get wad I mean? like when u're so used to sth, to e pt u dun feel e existence anymore. and really, it's alr starting. I din realize she's calling me for 1 or 2x alr. haha... so tiring me out, pls ask edmond to do sth too! lol...

time for bed.. tmr's 1st lesson @ 8.30am.

boring sat..

"前因后果". continue wad I've left off y'day.. hmm.. cause & effect. like.. wad u've done to get wad result? for eg.. e effect of someone noticed u. wad's e cause? ppl notice u coz u're attractive & dey like u? or... it can b ppl notice u coz u did sth bad tt has got their attention to stay away from u. get wad I mean? okie, nonsense time is over for today.

well.. supposed to work today. but I wan slack another weekend, so told my sales rep I'll start next wk. but den.. haiyo.. told her very early I'll start work on e 7th, but she keep forgetting. so explain & emphasize to her last nite.. lol.. anw, I got my salary into my bank acc le.. quite a great sum of $$ consider tt I worked 15 days tt time only.. so happy I'm rich again! hehe... btw, I aso juz realize last tue @ fc4 tt time, e guy whom I dunno his name, working @ Isetan toys on weekend only is from SP too. so qiao sia.. somemore I further realize on wed, he's from either DBIT or DIT de coz he attend same ELIT lecture as me. wow...

yeah, since no work. stay at home play maple since morning wif zm & co. stupid zm always take advantage of me. =.= stil wan bluff me into training for him. wait longer ok! 05S4o1 really has super amazing "吸引力", seriously. I dunno y. I swear I nv try to attract attention. ppl juz love to talk to "her" can.. even if "she" sit there diam diam.. when will I b as popular as 05? haha... okie.. off topic again..

time to start clearing my shows.. my HD is almost full.. haha.. muz faster watch le sia.. stil got more dls on e way. anw, last episode of Silence is on e list le.. muz watch muz watch! it's a nice show k! yah, after e completion of e last episode of Silence, it's time to lend my HD to shian & leen..

time for more "wo ai hei she hui"...

Weekend is here~~

end of 1st week of sch.

many changes in timetable & class venue. confusion.

hmm... let me see.. ELIT lecturer is damn kp, but he's gd at teaching I muz say. Agnes teaches SDT lectures, she's nice, as usual. GEMS lecturer is funny, had my 1st ever chinese lesson in SP. haha... love CH&C..

well... as for our new pt.. erm... omg.. it's juz so... how many times she can call me in juz a week? u dun use free incoming like tt?! oh yes! she damn scary when I talk on e phone wif her. it's not tt her tone is scary. it's her ending tt's scary. she juz tell me tell e class tis, tell this one wad. den I'll reply her, den wait for her to say sth else. den when she ends, she juz go suddenly, "BYE, Zhenxiu!". so abrupt tt I was caught by surprise twice outta 4x I talk to her on e phone. at least pls say sth like, oh, tt's all, bye. but so sudden! and together wif my name! next time mayb can call Edmond la huh, Mrs Tan. Quoted from wad u've said, "Give others a chance." yeah, tt's rite.

4 tasks of e week:
1. Inform class 21, 22, 23 abt change of venue for ECM lecture.
2. Inform e class abt e change of venue for VDG2 practical.
3. Buy ECM notes for e class.
4. Select 5 students(or scapegoats) for STAR.

BAH! all I can say is, tis sem class rep de job is going to b challenging??

"前因后果" - cause and effect. wad goes round come abt. or wadeva it is k.. retribution. is tt wad ppl get when dey do sth wrong? I dunno.. mayb some ppl really do. nah.. I talking nonsense.

200th post. start of sch.

my 200th post.

beginning of year 2 sem 2...

1st day of sch...

looking forward to sch starting b4 sch start...

it's veri sian now tt sch finally starts.. haiz..

boring modules.. weird lecturers.. new & old faces... 1st shock of e day: no com in our assigned com lab classroom. lol.. we learned abit of flash during vdg2.. omg.. confused.. sian 1/4.. no more module overview alone. module overview goes wif release of assignment. wtf.. wad is expected from me exactly? not yet even gone thru a proper lesson & there goes assignments. getting ridiculous.. sian 1/2.. >.<

argh.. am I going to survive tis sem? totally have no clue after e 1st day.. damn exhausted only after day 1.. day 2 coming up.. will tmr b a better day??

suddenly, I miss working @ Isetan toys. I miss vdg1, sapd, wsna.. haiz...

Tmr got sch! >.<

1 more day to sch reopen.

went out wif ash & qun today.

actu wan go auntie thr cut hair again, but qun couldn't contact e auntie e whole nite y'day. so no choice met qun @ cp den go tt cute cute shop we saw tt time cut lo.. argh! e auntie thr dunno how to cut de leh!! say my fringe wan cut slanted like last time, but go cut my front part slanted instead! say wan my hair thinner at e back, go cut my hair shorter! anyhow cut de lor! den my parting ming ming got line de rite! she dun follow my line cut de lo, she go cut anyhow she like. den I got my parting line thr for wad sia?! and my fringe is more of stepped instead of sloping down la! lucky not very obvious la, or I'm going to cry sia.. but it's damn obvious if u gonna comb my fringe to cover more of my face it's super obvious sia.. abit ugly sia.. now can only wait for my hair to grow back lo. wun go back again for a 2nd time! T.T auntie! next time I'm sure to go back ur house to cut de!! T.T

after cut hair, went orchard mrt meet ash. went breeks for lunch.. super hungry sia.. I ordered my baked pasta & ash & qun ordered ice-cream coz dey ate le.. after tt go walk walk.. ash wanted to buy pencil case, so we shun bian go places help her find lo.. haha.. but dun have nice de lehz.. went cine took neoprints & stil in search for pencil case. thx to qun hor, got another cherry to my neoprint collection lo.. =.= went bugis to cont finding pencil case & walk walk. super tired sia.. paiseh la.. but went out 4 days in a row le.. super tiring to me sia.. cannot tahan.. haha.. ash bought her pencil at e basement of bugis lo..

e world is so small la! was pretending to box qun den got a hand box me back. yuan lai is leng la! haha.. den on e way to mrt going home, saw tis guy who always come help set up for promo for my sales rep & wave to him. den walking rite behind him was chee seong! haha... dunno if dey know each other not la.. coz dey walking next to each other until when dey had to walk 1 front 1 behind ma.. lol.. if dey really know each other den really wow sia.. haha..

shopping wif leng! =P

2 more days to sch reopen.

went out wif leng today, coz go out wif her as it's her b'day last tue. was late coz I forgot to take money! haha.. but leng later than me. HAHA! met at bedok platform as usual lo. gave leng her prezzie. went city hall tis time.. was ssoo hungry sia.. went swensens for lunch.. there's tis screaming kid in e restuarant la.. den e screaming is always so sharp.. heng nv spoil our ears. haha.. I love e ice-cream we ordered. yummy!

saw suet @ work den went to say hello. walked to millenia walk thr c got things to shop ma.. there's tis kids central "1 min of fame" event held thr la.. den dey gave out free HL milk & swensens ice-cream if u ans a question la.. den we saw tis mother carrying a kids bag, inside got 3 milk & 4 ice-cream la! haha.. walk walk ard marina square den veri sian.. wanted to take e free shuttle bus to orchard, but muz wait super long la, so took e one to city hall mrt instead den took mrt to orchard lo.. walk walk ard taka.. den took 65 home outside lucky plaza.. super tired sia.. zzz...

kbox wif eileen!

hehe! went kbox wif leen today! finally after so long of "ok, let's go tmr but last min got things happen", we finally went today! yippee!!

was supposed to meet leen at 12pm de, but I took bus 67, so end up nearly 1pm den meet her.. took me exactly 100min to reach cck from tampines interchange k! nearly fainted la.. at 1st keep thinking y geylang tt stretch of road will nv end.. den end up e nv ending road was bukit timah road la.. e bus went on & on on bukit timah road like 45min?? haha.. no choice, got bus concession muz use or else waste my money lo.. T.T anw, met leen at cck mrt den went thr de kfc for lunch. coz stil early so walk ard lot 1 lo.. haha..

yeah! 2pm le! time to go kbox! haha.. thot e student package was 2pm to 7pm, but e person told us 2pm to 5pm lo.. mayb coz fri ba.. but nvm la.. coz 2 of us nia.. den nobody fight e mic wif us lo! muahaha... got room 32. wa... was abit paiseh la.. coz e room is like at e intersection point to other rooms & e cashier counter. like so many ppl walking pass la. how to sing?? haha.. aiya... anw, we start choosing e songs we wan sing. Cao Cao up 1st! haha.. but hor, we choose choose choose, we haben choose finish e song end le.. den no choice pick it to sing again at a later time. got my TIAN TIAN YE YE LEH!!! haha... so happy sia! coz at 1st thot dun have de lo.. dey even have qian li zhi wai so new de song, so we pick tt too. hehe... nice nice...

we sang over 5pm la, coz nobody chase us out ma.. den we dunno wad songs to pick, we actu picked 2 fong fei fei's songs! haha... and hey! leen & me actu know how to sing both of them! oops! sshh... dunno y, but I tried to imitate a-do sing "I do" den leen say very funny. she even say she shld've recorded down. haha.. next time I sing for u again la!

I went out to pay for e bill la.. guess wad? e room beside e cashier counter was singing Tian Tian Ye Ye too! nearly wanna laugh out la.. coz damn funny sia! e girl went " HHOOWW DOOO I LLIIVVEE WWIITTHHOOUUTT YYOUU~~" super loudly and she was actu sort of almost shouting instead of singing liao, even though e tune is stil thr.. den when I went back leen ask me can hear e "Cai Hong Tian Tang" tt was playing, which she purposely on louder than b4. cannot hear la.. all I hear is tt girl singing! haha.. den I ask leen dun believe go out listen aso.. haha... den we purposely walk 1 big round to go out to hear if an other rooms got ppl screaming instead of singing.. but dun have la.. walk ard lot 1 again b4 taking 67 home lo. =.=

I love kbox! so fun! anyone go kbox muz ask me go k? if I nv rmb wrongly, jiahui wan go wif me rite?! haha.. aiya.. anyone la.. juz rmb to call me next time!

outing wif laykim =P

got a new purple shirt today! haha... u nv c wrongly! it's P-U-R-P-L-E shirt! haha...

today was supposed to go out wif leng coz last tue her b'day, but we changed our plans to sat la.. so go out wif laykim instead lo..

miss e train when I reach tampines mrt la, so had to wait for another 7min. den I walked til e end of e platform to wait for e train. totally freak me out k.. juz b4 e train arrived, a guy wearing brown shirt & a pair of sunglasses smiled at me! I thot mayb his friend behind me or wad. muz b my illusions... but no lehz! den I took a seat in e train in e opp direction wif him 2 or 3 seats away lor.. den I caught him keep looking into my direction la.. damn obvious can, coz nobody beside me.. look nvm lor.. den he smile somemore lor! make me so paiseh faster look somewhere else.. den I think near bedok den he stop looking liao lo. super paiseh sia..

anw, alight at eunos & waited at e platform for laykim lo. den we went bugis have lunch liao go walk walk.. starting was walking like aimlessly la, coz we busy talking.. haha... so long nv see le of coz muz talk non-stop la.. haha... gossip gossip.. den we went on search for my purple shirt & jacket lo.. purple shirt to match my bag & stuff.. new jacket for sch, as in not to clash wif my purple bag, coz I think my green jacket's going to crash wif purple.. din find anything at bugis la..

after bugis no where go le so we walk to suntec thr bought my purple shirt @ giordano den go marina square.. got 1 part super funny & scary la.. I forget which shop le, but it's tt shop wif I.P zone S & K, etc, etc combined de. coz e shop no ppl mah, den we walk in. less than 1 min e salesppl thr greet u sia.. like... 5 or 6 of them?? scared dey keep following us la, den later we dun dare shop.. den we tou siao coz very funny when u see so many ppl greet u at 1 time.. veri weird la.. bought my jacket @ 1 of e shop in MS too.. was $49.90, but got discount so become $19 nia.. quite nice la.. actu dun think it's called a jacket?? or it is? nvm la.. juz call it jacket anw k? haha... can wear can le.. e auntie hor, stil help me check where got spoil not or wad, when I say no need la.. lol.. so nice..

after tt took train to orchard walk walk.. went to wheelock place buy laykim's digestive biscuits @ marks & spencers. laykim wanted to look fer a white top to match her pink skirt, but til now stil cannot find la.. haha... after tt took 65 home lo.. had a really great day wif laykim! I'll miss her de! ^^

New makeover Blog =))

finally done wif e makeover of my blog! ta-da! nice ma?? I totally fall in love wif background image can.. notice anything similar?? it's still JJ-themed! hehe...

firstly, thanks to qun coz she help me wif cs stuff & all e prob I've while changing e blog design. hehe.. hope she dun have a nitemare of JJ tonite.. =P owe her a treat! =))

okie la.. abit too over abt e purple theme over @ my friendster, my bag, blah blah.. now my blog too! haha.. bear wif it ppl! bear wif this crazy girl going crazy over purple! haha.. but it's a gd thing lehz, at least u get to c teenie bits of pink here & thr now u know.. haha.. juz weird coz I only find pink goes well wif purple.. lol...

back to normal now.. let's see, I haven blog fer a week, though many things happened la. so this entry of events might be jumbled here & thr lo..

1 more week to sch reopen. actu looking forward to it la. last sun end my working period. got sick on tt day too.. I'll really miss e ppl working thr wif me la.. though it's only 2weeks, but e feeling is thr lo. though got nasty ppl, but there's really many nice ppl ard to help out, making my work easier & make me love working thr. these ppl who I'll sure miss coz they're really nice to me. Armi, who's always so friendly & helpful, Reio, who's 2nd to tt, Ricky, young gd-looking indian who muz say hello whenever he walk pass me, Eugene, tt shuai ge who hates my sales rep but get along wif me, tt auntie over @ e toys department who talks wif me whenever we've nth to do.. paiseh la.. we know we're not supposed to slack @ work la, but which employee dun tou lan 1 la.. haha... okie, my heart belongs to Isetan toys wif all this fun ppl ard. =))

wad else.. oh ya.. now I think I'll still b working at Isetan toys, but @ Tampines, on weekends coz my sales rep ask if I wan. den I say okie lo.. it's fun! =))

hmm... wake up early to pick gems tis morning.. got my chinese idioms de, same class as suet. ^^ so tired sia.. quite busy e whole morning & afternoon, besides renovating my blog.. lucky today no CO, so busy...

look at my timetable.. I'm not going to complain.. after seeing eileen's & suet's timetable. I think I love my timetable la.. haha... at least it's not REALLY tt ridiculous la..

oh ya, y'day was leng's b'day! Happy 18th Birthday to my girl! hehe.. owe her a really big prezzie.. dunno whether she got time to go out wif me not.. >.< her ="))">

Gonna Miss Ya Lynn T.T

sorry for e late post. have been tt busy wif work recently.

Happy 18th birthday Eileen! love ya lots! I owe her a kbox treat as compensation of not being able to celebrate her b'day today.. =))

omg omg! tmr's e release of results. so scary la.. dun think I'm gonna do well tis sem la. but stil so scared.. dun think it's tt easy to repeat rite? but stil, there's a chance. so afraid to see my 1st C or D appear la.. blame it on myself for not worknig hard enuff. pray pray..

anw, my work promo ended last sun. had 2 promo in a row, 1st promo wif Glenn to help, 2nd promo had to manage alone. 2nd promo was tis Isetan annual 3-days Crazy Sale la, and it's really crazy can.. juz cant stand some types of ppl la..

1. kiasu ppl. dey take a bunch of kid clothes like no need money like tt. ok la, take liao dun wan pls put back. but dey juz leave it at other place tt we've got to pick up after them.

2. careless parents. look at e amt of kids tt got lost during tt 3 days compared to other days. some parents r nice, dey say sorry to trouble us, when we help them e lost kids find their parents. those I really cant stand are, dey din even say thank u, dey blame it on us staff for not taking care of their kids! hello?! I dun rmb Isetan employs any babysitter lor. y bring ur kids along when u cant take care of them urself? or rather, y have children when u're so irresponsible?

3. picky customers. excuse me, this is a SALE lehz.. some ppl hor.. really la.. alr so cheap liao.. stil ask, got new de not? tis one so lousy.. quality gd not? original price $15.90, now $12.90, so lil discount nia lor. stil got DISCOUNT RITE?? den some ppl worse, wan test toys c got spoil not. ok lo, tt's my job anyway mah.. test le den say dun wan buy! wad e hell la!

Isetan supervisor had some miscommunications wif my sales rep la, so end up I had to pack up myself on sun nite, so much confusion lor. end up dey had to get some Isetan staff to help out after dey packed up their own stuff.

tmr's Lynn's last day of work at Liferacer counter! so sad! tmr my off day so count as today's last day I'm seeing her. had dinner wif her tonite lo. gonna miss her can! she's a great friend to b wif! she's e 1st person I found in my 18 yr of life(besides my sis) wif e same initial as me can! TZX. haha... and we've got e same enemy lor! haha.. Lynn! I'll miss u alot alot de! T.T

Working is fun!

living e life full of batteries & screws! ever seen so many batteries & screws in & out so many toys?? shld have seen e boxes of of batteries being used up & throw away at e end of each day! haha...

and and and! if u're thinking tt toys department is a place to have fun & slack, u're totally wrong! u shld have seen e promoter selling soft toys beside me & me. she can stand thr staring into e space like nobody's business! but me rite, full attention muz b thr e whole time. if not hor, tis moment u see tis display toy, turn around for a min, it's no where nearby! kids shall b kids! wiser than ever! u can nv expect wad kinda things dey do can! can u imagine?? toys department is actu e noisiest & most busy department outta e whole Isetan. haha... thank goodness, actu tt's a nice part of e job too! though I sound like I'm complaining, but I'm loving my job very much! time passes very easily when u're busy. there's some nosiy naughty kids, but u c many cute & smart kids too! u know, some r really tt cute, u'll cant help but to love them!

finally after 4 days of full shift, I'm like so drop dead liao. was praying for morning shift on sun. I got my wish! I got 4 days of morning shift til thu! and tmr's Isetan stock taking so start work only at 11am. haha... so happy! I totally miss my com can! now I know I cant live w/o my com! and Glenn e sick boy is back to work. pls dun get sick again sia! he's sick when he report to work on e 3rd day, which is his 1st day of work. hai me muz work full when I'm supposed to work morning. den hor, though both he & liying r sort of my seniors, but I prefer working wif Glenn. coz liying dun really smile much, den she dun talk much. sometimes she juz stare at u den u'll keep thinking is thr anything wrong or wad.. abit stress lor.. like cant play a fool ard. but Glenn, u dun feel e stress thr. coz he hor, dunno ar, den dunno lor, nvm. lol! find him a nicer person to ask things if I dunno lo. he's really a sick boy, he cut his palm against a screwdriver while trying to pry out a battery today! lol!

omg! when has my blog turn into a guess who! site?! lucky it's not a guess & win contest sia. did I say til veri obviously? or some r juz purely gd at guessing? o.O someone actu guess correctly on who I'm talking abt on my previous entry~! lalala~~~

Work XD

"Patrick, Patrick, where r u?"

haha... today's my 1st day at work.. Patrick is someone I dunno la, but e toy turtle kept singing it.. haha.. I got to pick wad toys I wan to display mah, so I picked e purple turtle lo. hehe... but hor! dunno which customer go break e head!! so dumb ass! den rite... display de toys r battery operated de mah, so muz keep changin batteries.. some toys even worse, customer wan try, den muz screw here screw there b4 u can put batteries. screw until siao lo.. den I learnt to tie my 1st balloon! haha... no choice muz tie balloons for kids if dey ask for it. got some accomplishment la, but my poor finger peeled & bleed as a result. lol...

and den... stop guessing who r e 4 ppl tt I mentioned on e last post la. if I wanna let u know, I wun have put W, M, Y, Z le rite.. but there's no doubt some stupid person guess it's all guys.. yes, all guys.. so? does tt mean anything? lol... and e only thing I shall mention is, outta e 4 ppl, 3 of which I owe them alot, really alot.. haiz...

and hor, yah la... THAT stupid person... win le lo... lol... pei fu u sia.. stop thinking on my behalf! haha... yah la, sth she said is rite.. perhaps I'm fake in some sense. but do I have a choice? let me put it in an easier way to understand.. on 1 point of view, it seems to b I'm controlling my temper & tolerate certain ppl veri well. on e other point of view, I seem to b very fake tt's all. for myself, I'm thinking, if u know e situation & wanna say I'm fake, tt's fine. I, myself, understand I dun wan to have conflict for petty stuff. I dun wan to get into quarrels for meaningless things. y get everything so flared up? if I'm fake, den take it as I'm fake lo.. anw, I'm not e one having some unreasonable problems.. and thanks to THAT stupid person ar.. brighten my mind! XD

1, 2, 3, 4

exam's over since thu.. now's holidays.. hmm.. alr went out rite after exam on thu, den on fri, & today.. today go celebrate khay's b'day. hee... Happy birthday to Zhenhui too! so many so many things to say.. but cannot type all here la.. or veri boring liao.. hmm.. like so many things to blog.. but dun really rmb.. I'm really forgetful.. hehe... nvm, juz post abt my lil thots ...

have been really thinking alot... wad have really affect me alot recently.. it's all abt friendship & relationship.. sometimes, I juz feel tt some things juz dun have a choice. yes, mayb they have.. it's a yes or no question. u take it, or u leave it. it's so hard to choose things in life.. so complicated.. to gain or to lose, tt's e question.. where's e risk? life ahead seems so far to me.. wad r my choices now? will I regret wif e path I pick for myself?

to W, I really have nth more to say.. I'm sorry tt our friendship have to end up in this way.. I dun really wish for all tis to happen. I've to say, thanks for loving me, but I'm not e one for u. many things may have been taken for granted.. I'm not worth ur love. for wad tt have been spoken, it has all already been said. I guess wad has to be understooded would have been understooded by now.. we juz have to realize we've not understand each other better, when I thot we know us best. for wad I didn't understand, love & hatred is juz a line away. I'm really sorry for not being able to fall in easily. still, thanks for ur friendship all this while. even if it has to end tis way.

to H, I really have to confess, my guilty conscience towards treating u. for e length of time we've known each other, for e time we've been tt close, before. 3 years.. 3 years is not veri long. but u've seen me thru my kiddy-ness to my growing up.. these 3 yrs is 1 of e impt turning points in my life. so often I used to confide to u, so strong e sense of ownership to keep u to only me & myself. my mind juz keep telling me, "You're my friend. Only mine. I dun wan others to know u." seems selfish huh? yeah, I am. but I cant help but feel tis way. it's from tt time, when I tell u not to do sth I dislike, I begged u not to do so. u told me u know wad to do. tt moment, I know my trust haven been lost. but all has to happen. I was kept in e dark for u to do tt thing I've so wanted u not to do. but u still do it. tt point of time, I felt so betrayed! and words din get out of ur mouth, truth has to come out from wad I dislike. and coz of tt strong sense of ownership, e feeling of betrayal got so overpowered, I tell myself, I hate u, I wun forgive u! so slowly, I distanced myself from u, w/o u knowing it til now.. I ignore ur sms-es, giving all sorts of excuses when replying to ur chats.. I know we cant keep tt close anymore. I know all this seems silly, and i understand nth it's ur fault at all. u've no wrong! but I juz cant get myself to forget abt tt feeling of betrayal, when I know tt betrayal physically dun exist at all. I'm really sorry for e way I've been treating u so coldly, even though u believe all e excuses I gave as reasons. only today, it reminds me to make up for u. I will, someday..

to Y, I dunno wad to say.. not tt I dunno wad to say, but it's juz tt I cant say out. for tis & for tt. ppl keep saying I'm silly, but I dun care.. wad matter most? I've no idea.. to think wad tt seems to b endless. I dunno if I've made e right choice, juz gladly hoping I wun regret someday. for my cowardness, I've to make it up wif my determination & positiveness. I'm sure I'll make it! =)

to Z, u're my apple rite now.. =P thanks for being there for me, be it lameness or tiny little stuff. I know u love to pamper me, and yet I stil always bully u. hee.. but u stil care for me as much rite? u juz cant help making me happy & I juz cant help bullying u. yet we know this is our chemistry. for one's a big nasty bully, one's an lovable apple! I hope tt our chemistry wun dissolve forever, we shall stay happy as we're rite now. wad do I have to say rite now? I love my Apple very much for caring for me! *wink* =P

F.I.R. woots!

finally bought my ext HD today.. thanks to ck & jq.. me noob @ this kinda stuff >.<

exam coming le.. so scared sia... mayb coz of INSE.. I always scared of INSE.. not as if I dun understand la.. but I juz dun like INSE tis type of module lor.. haiz... 4 more days sia.. >.< inse ="X">.< pray pray...

anw, dun u juz love faye's voice?? so nice can! F.I.R. really rocks la... muz listen muz listen!!! 1234567 is nice, Ni Hen Ai Ta also nice... XD

Song: 1234567
请不要走 带走我的所有
请带我走 生活全都要走

今天 自我感觉突然又出现
浮现 过去梦中的画面
哭泣 原来是我伪装
别向那一面 竟是我们曾经
拥有的笑脸 有谁能为我
减轻了伤痛 撒向了海中
让重新再来过

请不要走 带走我的所有
请带我走 如果真的要走
从来就不肯承认
你是我心中最爱的那个人
请不要走 别在我面前走
我的温柔 有一天你会懂
曾深爱过一个人
今生今世就已经属于
那个人

笑容没了
距离有了
快乐也走了
还是真心死了
彼此不信任了 ....

thanks jiahui for being there for me.. other than tt, I dunno wad to say anymore..

Wad is love & friendship?

If u've been more persistent, would I have relented then? would I be by ur side rite now? would I be happier in any way?

I thot u've understood. I thot u would've gotten over it by now. all this while, we've been going wif my wish. I'm happy. isn't tt all u wan from me? I nv knew it was nv enuff, I've nv realized feelings juz cant lie.

u know how I feel for him, and how I feel for u. it's different, for wad I've told u since e beginning. y can't feelings get clearer than it shld b? am I wrong already? wad shld I do?

all it seems like now, is tt I'm standing in e middle of a bridge wif u & him at e opp end of it. if the distance btw him & me get closer, u'll b further away. I'm so scared. he hasn't seen me on his end, but u saw me. all this while, I've been thinking, if I haben reach his side and going to fall off e bridge, at least u'll rush to reach out for me. but now it seems like if I've chosen to go closer to his side, I'm going to lose u forever. as a close friend. u know I dun wan tt to happen. y juz cant u let me b greedy to have both parties?

I've nv felt tt friendship can become so weak w/o both of us supporting. mayb I've been selfish. all I wanted is to maintain tt pure strong friendship btw us. I've nv thot abt ur feelings. but y aren't u holding on to it anymore? I thot u care, but it doesn't seem tt way not anymore. it leaves me feeling so helpless now.

Test, Assignments, Presentation! Time Zoom!

Of all modules, I'm actually studying my SAPD 1st. haha... feel weird huh... but I dun have e feeling of wanting to study other modules actually. not even VDG1. hey man... wad's wrong wif zx?? SAPD is almost Java! crazy me actually wanting to study it. and most imptly, not falling asleep to it! omg! I'm actually taking pride in my SAPD outta e 6 modules including GEMS. uh-uh... now u bet, if I din score at least a B+ for SAPD, I guess I'll b damn sad la...

2 assignments, 2 tests, 2 presentation. all due next week. so cram yeah... gotten my seat no. for exam too juz now.. it's like tis term pass so fast, it's e peak period now. dunno for how many weeks, I've been seeing jiaqun everyday. haha... I'm not complaining la.. but it means we've been doing assignments so long tt I've to see her everyday. can even joke tt I see her more than my mama see me lor. haha.. it's true la! half of my 2nd year is almost gone! wa... did I juz survived thru all tt? amazing!

hmm... wad have not come has gotta come. real soon. rite? *wink*

is tt all I wan?

is tt all I wan? am I satisfied wif wad I have now? ppl keep telling me things shld change.. but wad's e risk? can I afford to make things change? nobody can foresee wad's in front of me. nether can I. they tell me not to wait for things to happen themselves, but make them happen instead. I know it's wad I shld do. but how?

perhaps I'm juz a coward. I'm too scared to see e results. they keep telling me, changes can make me happy. but it's not 100% u know. wad if things dun change e way I wanted? wad if I hurt myself in e process of changing things? wad if things aren't any better than b4? wad if? wad if...

so come to think now, there's so much to consider, too much tt I dun think I wan to change my life. realli, I'm satisfied to be juz waiting, like always.

Tired out.....

I'm sorry for not keeping my promise.. but dey understand y... it's juz so hard to keep it going, after taking it for so long..

dey understand I cry for a reason. but at least dey know I cry for a different reason. dey tell me things shld change. but how? it's become a norm, we all know tt. it's juz so hard to change it now. e person who make me cry has nv known tt she has hurt me so deeply, leaving a scar in my heart. I've bring it so far.. too far... tt I cannot reach out anymore... when I finally break down, she didn't know tt, only dey who feel e pain for me understand I cry for a reason...

heal it & seal it... if ever one day I seal it, it'll b e day we all know we shall drift apart... real far...

18 le! 1st month JJFC member

double celebration! hehe... it's my birthday! and I'm officially JJFC member for 1 month! lol... 18 le wor... hmm... of legal age.. wa... sounds so old suddenly.. haha... as for e feeling of being JJFC member a month, besides haven gotten my tee, all r great! made many friends & having lots of fun! haha...

went out wif leng to orchard y'day.. so long nv go out together le.. miss her alot! yeah, she's e 1st one to celebrate my b'day. =P feel so bad last yr ALMOST forgot her b'day.. haha... coz during exam period ma.. cannot blame hor... anw, leng say wilbur pan look like woodstock o.O izit??

as for today, met wei early in e morning b4 sch. den go sch. e usual class clique bought me a big birthday cookie, a necklace, a magnet woodstock & a box of sweets. thanks guys! was rushing SAPD so during lunch no time celebrate, so wait til after INSE tutorial den celebrate in e class. haha.. after sch actu went woodlands library looking for INSE resources! fancy going to library on my b'day! how great! aiya.. pls admit I'm guai. haha...

really thankful to who celebrated for me, given me their wishes, even those who sent me an sms to wish me! hee... I really wanna say a big thank you to all! I've got my wishes of disney piglet, woodstock in e form of stickers & magnet. though it's stil not complete.. I'm very happy le! =P

as for e not complete part, I'm not actu complaining. coz I understand it's not easy to get.. it's not anyone who can fulfil tis wish of mine. I know for sure, if it meant to be, it'll be. hehe...

Random Stuff(From Jiahui's blog)

You are 67% Leo

How Leo Are You?

Your Birthdate: July 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you' kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

tell me...

cherish wad u have now... how? am I doing e right thing? always been thinking I'm silly & naive. but isn't it wad I've insisted for so long rite? I've said I would wait.. but how long? it's a non-existence promise to myself. wad would u do?

Ugliest of the Ugliest

End of VDG assignment 1! yeah! Start of SCT assignment! Boo~~!

well... ugly cheenas I muz say! not tt I wanna condemn them, but their actions are utterly disgraceful! 1 is even enuff, but there's like over hundreds of them! imagine being overwhelmed by uncountable of them! argh! totally disgusted sia!

this was actually wad happen la.. was actually anticipating for y'day event @ padang coz JJ'll b there. but it's so disappointing we din even get to see JJ when we left. it's a gd thing rather, coz I think if we'd stayed, we'll be totally squashed flat. a few of us JJFC members went there early to book seats. but it dun matter at all, coz everything happen when Tanya came out to rehearse. some ppl in e front stood up to watch, so ppl behind took e chance to shift & squeeze in wherever there's gap. I'm not kidding, mostly r cheenas, telling from e accent dey spoke. it wasn't so bad in e 1st place. e situation went uncontrollable after a few singers appeared to rehearse! some ppl even fell over can! and when ppl fell over, wad do u do? help them up? NO! these cheenas juz keep taking chances to squeeze even more! if u've seen e siuation, we're really squash from our original spot to e sides, leaving no gap. really, everyone was like touching someone in front, behind, and even beside u! even worse! these cheenas dun care abt others! so fugly! dey just step over ur belongings like nobody's business can! when u shout at them telling them to stop pushing, dey juz retort u back. as if dey're right! omg can! bunch of idiots!

couldn't really care less. anw, me, jiahui, xinyi & huiting went out of the terrible messy crowd when karina felt sick. pls la! seriously, who can tahan all these squashing abt. perhaps only this ugly cheenas. dey wun even give a way for a sick person can! until xinyi shouted who wan to b responsible if someone faint den dey give a way. assholes! brought karina to raffles city rest lo. seeing or not seeing JJ is not impt anymore la, our life is more impt. like wad xinyi said, we can see JJ many times in futre, but we only have 1 life lor.

Seriously, if Singaporeans live up to the reputation of kiasu-ness, wad abt these cheenas? I think dey're worse than us can! competitive, kiasu, unreasonable! wth lor! time to time we try to change our impression abt them. but time to time, dey aso show us the ugly side of them. no wonder there's this issue abt study mums juz recently. I felt pity for them when dey lost their jobs overnite, but there's this issue over we shldn't pity them due to many factors. now perhaps I understand y. now think, if we pity them, who pity us locals den?

anw, met shian & hl for class bbq la. might as well lo.. went to ck's house wif e rest after clearing up e bbq area to do vdg til veri late b4 we went home. it's fun lehz. haha... hmm... I'm abit tanned after 5hrs in e hot sun,but it's temporary la.. lol...

random posting

haha... long time no post.. too long nv post aso dunno wad to type le. all assignments & stuff lor. nvm.. I found this post, and hey! it's 77% true abt me. haha...
----------------JULY BABY --------------
-Fun to be with. -Secretive.
-Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
-Quiet unless excited or tensed.
-Takes pride in oneself.
-Has reputation.
-Easily consoled.
-Honest.
-Concerned about people's feelings.
-Tactful.
-Friendly.
-Approachable.
-Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
-Moody and easily hurt.
-Witty and sparkly.
-spazzy at times.
-Not revengeful.
-Forgiving but never forgets.
-dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
-Guides others physically and mentally.
-Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
-Caring and loving.
-Treats others equally.
-Strong sense of sympathy.
-Wary and sharp.
-Judges people through observations.
-Hardworking.
-No difficulties in studying.
-Loves to be alone.
-Always broods about the past and the old friends.
-Waits for friends.
-Never looks for friends.
-Not aggressive unless provoked.
-Loves to be loved.
-Easily hurt but takes long to recover.