WCD

juz come home after finishing discussing wcd wif goldie in library. e library is like a big maze lehz.. u can go crazy finding e project room. me & goldie start plotting our website, but there's like so many doubts, so tmr muz go sch ask cher... so tired after a long day at sch.. tmr got gems & cca somemore! faintz...

anw, xp's blog is ok le! haha...

Tink

Sometimes some ppl juz have to speak wif tact. though a person may not seem to mind wad u said, but u'll nv know... he or she may ignore wad u say, but wadever u said goes into e mind. dun always tink urself as veri funny trying to make a joke, mayb some other ppl may not tink it's funny at all.

And some ppl muz learn to interpret wad others have said. if u wan listen, pls understand e whole story b4 pinpointing at ppl of their wrongs. if not, dun even bother to give comments when u only have a side of e story.. sometimes e meaning of words r juz as simple as it is, dun need to think until so complicated. esp when things dun concern u.

Chill@SP =P

Sch is so fun today! coz got Chill@SP event whole day round in SP today. actu is sort of open house to those graduating sec sch students lor, but we can go c c aso. during CD we get to decide wad to do for community service, at 1st wan pick service de, coz painting like more fun mah, but cher say project more challenging, some say mayb easier to get at least B lor so choose project in e end. I'm anything de la actu... meaningful can le.. den after CD c Dbms stil got 10min away so me, pei shian, huiyi, goldie, eileen go down e plaza take a look. veri interesting... some of them got LOA so dun neede go dbms lesson. so sianz as usual la...

noon lesson jiu end le so hungry so go fc4 have lunch wif goldie, shian & leen.. after lunch go back plaza walk walk again.. saw alot of kelly fans chasing towards e road.. LoL... den shian going out wif hl, goldie going to work, so left me & leen lo. I got nth to do, but leen have to wait til 6plus den got band. so we slack in sch lo.. leen wan go watch band perform in convention centre so we went to sit at e "J" row. haha... nice performance, but not alot of ppl leh.. it's like tt de lor, cannot expect so many ppl aso.. I like e percussion performance e best, leen's meimei veri gd at playing percussion. haha.. den after percussion we left for main library do dbms hw together. 2 brains work better than 1 mah.. we did 1 copy den change abit of e contents b4 printing lo. after finishing go find qun at e foyer opp e library.. wa... get to c e sun wif dunno wad's tt call lo. veri interesting lo. saw yvonne there aso, din know she's from astro de, all I know she's a veri cute person to b wif. haha... so slack wif qun, leen, suet, jac lo... went fc5 give leaflets den go back foyer den go clubhouse take $$ den go dinner. band seniors so slack la... no time concept de lo. stil show wad example for e juniors.. lucky my CO cello seniors veri nice de lor.. always ask me tis & tt, den scare I wan borrow cello home practise den dun dare ask.. hmm...

after tt go home lor.. my les bought a same earphones as me! haha... gd gd! nice quality lehz... but my maple sucks.. cannot login PERMANENTLY.. keep loginning out every min... sianz...

Liu Xing Jiao Zhu MV

JJ totally rawkz!!! I post e Mv here for fun & viewing pleasure la.. but it takes time to load for those wan to watch ok? so pls wait patiently...

anw, b4 clicking e big play button on e screen, pls b so smart to click "stop" below JJ's hand ok?? unless u wan go crazy hearing 2 things at 1 go..

mY DaY

I'm e 1st dbit 21 student to reach wcd today.. LoL... coz nobody came so I go class wif my les, den tell her on e way aso lo.. took xp's breakfast den tinking wad to do to it at 1st, but nv la.. muz determined not to b sad! wcd was as usual fun! den after tt is dbms lo.. wa... she give a true & false quiz on dbms. it's either I dun understand her language or her q r too chim.. sat wif xp, crapped wif her again sia.. my les wan ask me pei her go pierce ear, coz she dun dare pierce herself. but my mama say cannot pierce le, so c how lor.. muz beware of xp de lor, hit ppl so hard..

after sch cannot go watch parry for talentime. coz muz walk til fc5 there print my gems photos. so follow my les clique go lunch since dey n e way aso.. printed my photos, $2 each sia.. but not as ex as CS basement de, $15 leh! den we crap all sort of shit.. xp is always at e wrong frequency de. u know, ppl r those SCV ch, muz pay $$ to watch de, but xp is those ch wif ants tt type... bought a new earphones at $9.90 near saa, sound quality veri gd leh.. den saw rachel lou on e way to idea centre. end up we suppsoed to meet cher at 2.40 so my grp we go bizIT lib. coz dey doing last min assignment lor.. I feel so slack so book a com do dbms prac5 lor. den chuan yang ask if I'm from malaysia or indonesia izit.. I look like meh?? anw, we met cher for 5min den go liao... wa... den go cello lo... play new things today wor...

both sad & happy

I'm feeling both sad & happy... for 2 things... how to say?? let's say e happy thing 1st...

I'm feel so glad tt some of my juniors stil rmb me.. these few days dey come & contact me lor. mayb it seems like a veri small thing la, but u know when someone who din contact u for a long time, den suddenly u receive their news, u'll have e same feelings too. I'm veri contented seriously, not many opportunities tt we can get together, but having friends who care even when dey're not around u means alot of things le..

the sad thing is, all a sudden, there's tis change in attitude... I dunno wad to say.. I'm abit caught by surprise too.. it's even sadder than not being together.. coz it's e 1st time I got tis cold attitude.. mayb others, I dun care... but... it's u... nv ever, nv... like all a sudden dun wan to tok to me de... juz last wkend we stil happily sms-ing wif each other. y e sudden change?? I realli dun understand. it realli upset me alot... I stil care alot even though I seem like I dun care anmore, u know... pls give me an ans.. tell me we're ok...

JJ RaWkZz!!!

finally finish my gems assignment! considered la.. coz realli dunno wad to write lor.. haha... so anyhow crap sia..

it's raining e whole day today lor.. den muz walk carefully coz my sandals veri slippery wor.. was late for acc again la.. but stil dun care de la... den after tt is dbms, got do her hw okie.. so guai rite... actu tink she wan praise us, but den dunno she saw e 22 ppl face den she say she dunno wad she wan to say le. haha... went to support goldie for talentime during break. den e mike got prob again. but goldie realli sang veri well la.. 3 cheers for goldie, khay & parry! parry is tmr la. but cheer 1st lor, coz our class so talented! LoL... after lunch is fom mah, den I nv sit wif our class de. I went up to sit wif xueping, coz we sharing secrets mah... haha... den halfway thru I nv copy finish e slides cher jiu change slide le. so I not happy jiu do e box u ar action. so suay let cher c tio den he dunno say wad la. haha.. not intended to let him c de lehz.. den xueping tell me alot of jokes lor. she says I'm e 1st person who tink she tell jokes funny. wahaha... we tok alot of nonsense la, den she say ash say we veri noisy. haha... tt's e purpose ritez... den fom tutorial interesting la.. nt much things actu, but stil fun la..

den after sch went suet's outlet to have dinner, wif jac, suet, leen, qun, khay & ck.. wa.. e menu say mini, den e portion so big lor. eat til so full lehz.. haha... den ck was trying to time his drinking speed. khay was e funny one la, she keep laughing den pui back e water inside her cup, make us all laugh lor.. eileen den need to rush back to sch for band so me, khay & he go 1st lor. den khay wanted to know how to sing jiang nan coz alot of ppl sang tt in talentime. den I was telling her it's "quan quan yuan yuan quan quan", den leen was trying to bluff her into "yuan yuan quan quan yuan yuan". den khay tot I bluff her lor! so I tell her nvm ask her next time go sing leen's version & c wad ppl say den she realize bluff her de is leen. I sent khay e song juz now, den she say she prefer JJ to jay! Yeah!! JJ rawkz!!!

Today & The Day b4 Today

20/11 - went to marina square wif amanda lo. e last time we go out was during zpop. yeah... went shop ard marina square. we've telepathy lor! we keep giving e same comments & said e same ting for e things we saw. haha... stop copying me amanda! den took photo fer my gems assignment lor. after tt we went suntec meet qun, ck, th, shian lor.. coz ck's b'day so dey go suntec walk walk we aso follow.. abit paiseh abt some things la... qun wan buy mahjong cards, but nv sell lo.. after awhile jiu go home le.. den me & amanda wan CS go develop my photo into A4 size, but it cost $15 lehz... siao... no $$ T.T...

21/11 - today rain almost whole day lor. late fer dbms as usual lor, but cher nv say anything la. okie la, I prefer dbms practical ba... at least cher not so naggy... den fom den acc lo... during acc our class guys sneak out to watch talentime, coz khay performed. but end up haben start until lesson end.. cheered fer khay when it's her turn. she sang well.. of coz is minus e mike's sound... e mike tink no gd lo, make e ppl who sang, thier voice sounds abit weird.. after lunch go fer CRS. cher veri forgetful ok! she went to T4 lo, den realize we at T21.. haha... more editting on our 2 paras.. got khay to help again.. coz me & shian make e ang moh more broken in e effort of trying to use transition words lo... qun wan go orchard wif ck to buy his b'day prezzie. deciding whether to follow them not, but nv go la. coz meeting someone in tampines do sth lor. tis person huh... veri eng one lor, finish his Os le den dun wan go work lo. den everytime find me accompany go here & there de.. LoL... but I tis wk not so eng liao.. gems assignment due, haben do yet.. mayb la, tis wkend lo... can go wuluwulu place watch movie??

Complicated & Chim

today nv go out again.. stacy la! keep saying sat den everytime fri jiu disappear de. den cannot plan. poor hao quan jiu give me scold coz he nv ask stacy. wahaha... so rot at home lor. played maple e whole day sia... anw, found out Jinsen work at ws popular aso, same as my sis. den he dunno tt's my sis somemore. cannot blame, coz I realli dun look like my 2 sis or my bro. den leng y'day say tt wu chu se cai guy is e same as zhen ming tian nu de. I saw newspaper le! it's not! so happen dey're twins. haha...

anw, somehow... some things r tt weird... some thing I know it's over, but somehow it can b salvaged. sounds complicated huh?? yeah... I aso dun understand everything myself. mayb it's juz like a pair of old shoes... e mouth of e shoe may have cracked open, but it takes time for e whole sole to fall apart completely from e shoe. mayb u can glue back e mouth if u wan to wear e shoe somemore. but forcing it got no eternal use. eventually, after sometimes, e mouth may crack open again. den it's time to get a new pair of shoes.. however, new shoes may not b as comfortable as ur old ones. u miss e feeling of wearing ur old shoes. once I saw tis guy, he walked into converse shop wif a realli worn pair of shoes. den he asked e salesman to give him a new pair, exactly e same color, pattern as e old ones. I guess it's e same ritez... we like new things, but sometimes we cant bear to part wif e old ones. yet u've to choose btw e old & new. get a new one tt is e same as e old one?? mayb... but wad I'm trying to say, somehow, it seems to b over, but it's not over.. yeah... chim... if anyone understand, pls tell me.

kib0shdReaMeR @@ ~JJ RaWkZz~

Sch Ponning

yeah... rite... tis is e 1st time I pon sch today.. serious lor... so can c how guai I am la.. but usually ppl say if there's a 1st time, there's a 2nd, 3rd, etc time... haha... qun say, only 6 ppl from dbit 21 & 1 ger from dbit 22 went. LoL..

anw, woke up late at 9 plus den play maple liao.. meet leng at bedok mrt platform at 11plus going 12 lor. den we decided to go heeren lor.. coz I haven eat brunch so we went cine basement there try e jap fastfood. realli veri fast service lor. u order den next thing u know ur order is all ready at e next counter. e food aso not bad lor, consider cheap too. eat til veri full lor. next time muz go there try ppl. after brunch me & leng strolled in cine shopping. saw tis veri cute lao shu ai da mi hp accessory. wanna buy, but like abit waste $$ so nv buy. go sembawang to check out a-do's pre-order cd. like nth special la, only a pouch, so decided not to pre-order anw.. saw alot of nice thing wan to buy, but muz control myself cant buy, tis wk spend alot of $$ le. saw tis cute 3-in-1 highlighter, me & leng bought 1 each. haha...

walk to heeren next lo. saw alot of caps but nth leng like de. she tried on me den say wear le veri weird. mayb is me la.. haha.. den leng saw a bag she like alot. but consider veri long, but end up nv buy la. haha... hang ard in HMV quite some time, coz go in listen to jay's songs.. saw guo mei mei's cd on e charts no.4 lor. wa... pro... aso saw e tian shi.. wo ai ni's OST. no $$ le, cannot buy.. T.T den go wisma lor, aso nth la.. end up leng wan consider e billabong cap we saw. haha... I wear not bad lehz.. but nv buy jiu go home le. veri tired after walking e whole day.

bought another pair of earrings... die le.. cannot let my mum c, or she'll kill me for buying more & more earrings.. 6 pairs in 2 wk.. wahaha...

hmph!

yeah! looking forward 4 my long wkend. today only have acc & wcd. I realli love wcd, it's so fun & fun & FUN~! haha... den take mrt wif, qun, ck, goldie, winston, khay. actu while waiting fer e girls to go toilet, I already saw le la.. but too bad when we all went up e platform & everybody saw. haha... xueping & ... well... guess I shall not say who la.. for those who know, tt's great... for those who dunno, c if heng den qun or ck will blog la. haha... tsk tsk tsk... usually I'm more kpo than tis, but since xueping's my gd friend.. haha...

hmm... so now all a sudden our chatting during y'day dbms lesson have an ans la... no wonder... muahaha~~ xueping veri gd ar... ask me to share den nv tell me... tsk tsk tsk... waste my saliva during dbms lor. even my class cliques & my les aso dunno lor, only tell u leh.. next time aso dun share wif u le.. hmph!

Facts or Facts?

I know my limits, I wun force myself to do sth I cant do. yes, I dunno, but I wun ask. Stubborn?? maybe ba... sometimes muz understand e situation, muz know where I stand. it's obvious liao rite.. I dun need specify so clearly some of e things tt shall not b said out directly. anyone might b hurt, whether misunderstood or it's e truth. no use forcing something I dun tink will work out. there's so many things I cant do alone. so it's juz like dun expect me to smile at u when I know u wun smile back. it's e same theory here. let's not waste our time doing things we dun like at all. it's e fact. stop lying to both u & me. we dun wanna b unhappy here.

mY 1st entry

wcd was fun today.. wcd is always fun to me =) dbms is as usual u know. dun need say much. den go fc2 have lunch coz suet meeting her friends at library. den after lunch me & huiyi walk to mrt buy sweets & teenage. we reach huiyi's gems class on e dot, but e lecturer haben come la.. when she come she ask me correct classroom not, I was like huh?? coz I blur blur din know she asking me lor. anw, I not her student I aso not sure la. den again slack inside lor. read my teenage, crap wif huiyi, sleep, blah blah blah. huiyi muz do her assignment le. haha... den tink is last wk e guy who sat beside huiyi hor, e one can wake up suddenly ask q de, he openly put 2 cigarette box on e table. wa pro.. den e guy next to huiyi his hp rang twice lor. den I tink he aso bored la, saw huiyi read my teenage wan borrow. okie.. so u know how bored is huiyi's gems la. den went to look for t17b lor, tt's where's my gems talk lor. wa.. it's hidden behind fc4, so secretive.. haha.. I din pay attention la, it's a tok for brand design students & EEE students aso. saw someone, den he moved to sit rite in front of me. tt's how I confirm it's him la.

yeah, watched ming xin ou xiang. funny yet poor thing. coz dey got training den some got scolding until cry. looking out for e guy leng say look like JJ de. where got?! JJ cuter la! haha...

FoM TuToRiaL is inTeReStinG =P

abit late for acc today la, so dun dare walk front door. but I heck care la, coz no matter how stil muz walk to e front to take attendance list mah.. alot of ppl late aso lor, mayb coz raining ba... acc abit confusing la, but stil ok.. yeah, den jiu dbms le. coz acc cher let us go on e spot, quek nguan tuan tink we can fly la, 5th floor somemore. she say we eat up her lesson.. lol... yeah.. rite.. den e 3 22 guys in front dunno take photos or video of her. LOL..

after tt we went fc5 for lunch coz jac wan go clubhouse look 4 her file. we ate kfc again lor. den dunno who say huh.. KFC become KFF coz now got e fillet burger. haha... after den go back for fom lecture lo. not late la, coz e cher juz come aso. fom is quite fun lo. den fom tutorial after 2 hrs again. den we break into groups discuss. cher say I put in effort in my work, but advise me not to write 1 whole chunk but in pt form full sentence tt type. 1st time someone tell me can write tt way leh! all e time I've writing so many things coz nobody pinpoint to me I can write tt way coz I always tot cannot. haha... okie.. next time I know how to write le. =P den he's veri funny la, juz wif tt bit of gayness aso. haha... den he told us abt bird flu den KFC den got tt fillet burger thru SWOT analysis. haha.. he aso say KFC soon become KFF in future le. den say til nobody dare to eat KFC le. haha...

after sch saw LKK on e way, so we stand there tok awhile. haha... complain abt dbms somemore lo, wad else... oh ya, xueping ask me a question during fom tt 5min short break lo. dunno y she ask aso la, but she damn spot-on e question... mayb is e way she ask ba.. ans her seriously den she dun belive la.. eh.. wa lao.. u ask I tell lehz... actu xueping is e 1st person get to know abt it lor. coz I din even intend to say at all all tis while if nobody ask mah. lol...

mY LittLe SecReT

okie... let's juz say it's a little wish of mine. it's a secret... tt's part of wad's bothering me so long.. not say I dun wanna let ppl know, but say come to tis, I'm not so brave anymore. bie zai xin li kou nan kai... yes... it's a little wish tt will nv fulfil until a miracle happens. yeah... but it dun realli matter, I'm living wif tis tiny dream of mine. I shall be happy. Will try not to tink of it too much. sad or happy, life goes on.. wif a teeny lil bit of hope, juz a little... =P

kib0shdReaMeR @@ JJ RaWkZz FoReVeR

Monday

well, juz received tis email wif subject: FW: IF U DUN LAUGH I KOWtOW TO U from lilin. juz wanna let lilin know, I tink u realli have to kowtow juz today coz I realli nv laugh at all. I dun tinki it's e contents not funny la, juz it's me la.. dun wanna elaborate liao... sian of saying e same things over & over again.

well... tiring day today... lessons as usual, sch database system for our class got prob, den go fom, lecturer today abit not happy, den acc, as usual den break. went fc1 eat coz crs at t444, den after crs lily ask me go her office take things for some ppl in our class so drive me down to biz block den ownself rushed down to t17. yeah... juz a normal day wif fom hw to b done at e end of e day.

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juz come back from TM... coz qun wan buy socks, den bugis dun have e type she wan lor... den CS got a shop sells alot of socks de. me & leen bought hp socks each too. den qun aso bought a nice hello kitty water bottle there. cannot describe e bottle in my own opinion la, coz I dun like pink if u dunno... long time nv go CS & TM le.. haha... e CS toilet got make-up area & sofa de lor. haha... den in TM saw andy.. e last time is c him in MJ, as e OGL of alhena 4, 1 grp in front of mine. den tink he got recognize me ba, coz he look at me aso. dun wanna say hi la.. veri awkward..

spend alot of money today! haha... went bugis tt time buy alot things. bought tis big box of JJ "limited" imported edition cd wif a shirt inside. veri nice. but I always got cheated. $26.90 lehz.. but when come to JJ's stuff, I wun hesitate or wad, is sure buy de. but hor, supposed to have another necklace as written on e box, but inside open le dun have leh.. so sad... but nvm la got e shirt & e box. haha... tt time actu buy e 1st time 3rd album got poster I aso nv get it. haiz... den bought a pair of earrings.. haha... tis week poor le la...

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new web host

okie.. all my blog songs r up again.. coz y'day angelfire fired on me lor.. so in need looking for a new host. huiyi recommend geocities & ripway but dun work. den I found tis webbie wif alot of free web hosts pgs. found my current web host there. wahaha... veri gd leh... if it dun fire up on me though tt is... I consider it better than angelfire. coz it's unlimited bandwidth, 50mb file size available. e upload rate is faster than angelfire too... it works abt e same as angelfire. haha... sounds like I'm promoting for tis webbie. yah... yeah, e format is e same as geocities if u use geocities b4 la...

yeah.. going bugis wif leen & qun later..

Fun wif html, wonder y no time for dbms??

I'm so proud of myself. haha... lol... changed my blogskin finally! I design myself de wor... whole afternoon from 2plus searching at blogskins til 7plus but dun have wad I like de. coz it's either e skins r too small or mostly in pink. though nice but it's not my style lor. so end up decide not to change. den nth to do mah.. decide to play wif JJ's pics so make tis blogskins lor.. nice not?? 1st timer lehz.. not so bad rite? haha...

now ppl shall know how obsessed I'm wif JJ! haha... yeah.. of coz got 1 JY pic, cannot miss tt out la.. now realize my blog missing title. so from now on my blog shall have title le. haha...

sian 1/2 again today.. 1st lesson cd, go thru those "notes" style again. sibeh sian one u know. character development leh.. develop character thru paper? den break into grp as b4, tink NE msg meaning, purpose & eg.. our grp din discuss much la.. den goldie ask 2 look at jerrl's hp ma, so I ask if she searching y'day "tt one" izit.. so I join in kpo lor, coz i curious aso mah.. den jerrl blur blur dunno wad y'day "tt one". haha... wa... his hp inside so many photos de. coz too many, goldie & I cant confirm wad we searching correct not, so we ask jerrl which one he tink nicest. haha... cannot say too detailed here aso la.. hehe...

dbms dun need to say la.. I tink my 8-char clash wif her lor. she come in ask y so many ppl not here yet, I bs her reply back only 10.55a.m, not time yet. den she got nth 2 say la, but winston say I shoot her rite in e eye, sth like tt de... too bad la.. den I tio glare by her 3x coz e 1st 2x is I trying to make trouble. but 3rd time is I realli dun understand, den she explain in e non-story way, me jiu ming bai so say orh... den she glare again. my fault when ur explanation sux worz... den e stupid water bottle, take goldie's water bottle as weapon, tink she veri funny like tt..

sch end at 12 so go went fc1 wif jiaqun, eileen, suet, huiyi, jac, & eileen's "meimei" for lunch. den e western food queue so long, qun dey all finish eating le we stil queuing lor. saw bowei queuing behind eileen den so paiseh... coz last sem nv go CO so many times... lucky he nv c me coz i zao! haha... e fish & chips not so bad la, but dey fry it in a pot de.. those big big ppl use in restaurant to boil broth de. haha..

anw, supposed go home after tt. but go home so sian rite... so meet up wif ron. haha... I told him I only got a pair of earrings from my friend friend coz I lost mine tt time mah.. so he end up buying 3 more pairs for me. actu it's coz e earrings on offer, buy 3 cheaper la.. den he say I pick so slow somemore. at last he pay $$ liao jiu so proud jiang he better lor, coz he bought 3pairs instead of 1 pair. okie lor, like tt aso can.. win lo... e cost of my other earrings is more ex ok... haha... so now I got so many pairs of earrings le.. gd gd...

1st lesson acc tutorial.. from grp discuss lor. my grp got eileen, her loong, sherman. our q veri short den me & leen got do so veri fast finish le. her loong sibeh blur la, coz I wrote leader beside his name on e paper passed ard, den he looked at e paper after tt so I tot he know. den after awhile I ask him he know he's leader not, he say no! wa! all 3 of us saw him looking at e paper den he stil say got meh. haha... tutorial not so bad la..
after tt went fc3 for lunch, coz we got 1 1/2 h ma... e food there stil not nice de. stil fc6 de better lor. walk back biz block for wcd.

wcd is really fun! my fav module wif my fav lecturer cum tutor tis sem! haha... though some of e ting we already know, but I stil pay attention lor. coz kim's realli gd at teaching. she knows our style la, coz she say login chat la, den check email la, den afterwards pls login to esp k. haha... simply like her lor. hehe... so far haven find her lessons boring only.. den after tt practical change teacher teach ma, but she like gonig so slowly den I abit luan diao. but finish prac1 liao. den tink kim tink I veri bored so ask me try out e q in e bk. haha... html is fun. kim taught me sth not in e bk de. den prac2 is dreamweaver lor. but i stil tink html is more fun! haha...

finally finish acc le.. spend 2h doing.. not exactly, coz I watching tv while I do. hehe...

veri sad sia... nearly wanna cry when kim ying ask me tell e class she's not our ptn anymore. ok... but she put it e worst.. coz quek nguan tuan shall b our ptn... ARGH!!! y her?? juz coz she's got e most lessons wif our class?? how come e sch admin so cruel to us lehz?? it's like if u throw her to us at e beginning, we'll have to accept e fact faster. but den give us a nice ptn for 1wk half den tell us quek is replacing her. juz like let us float on e sky den suddenly shoot us down to hell. haiz... realli realli sad, stil cant accept tis fact.. sad sad sad... T.T

anw, no official brand design lesson today. so after lunch went to crash huiyi's class. aiyo... her class so sian one... I spent my time chatting wif huiyi, cut my nails coz got CO, sleep.. veri sian jiu dui le. den I wait 4 e lecturer to turn her back den run away. haha.. anw my brand design teacher say to use our 1st photo. he's veri nice de. give us lots of advice lor. 20min nia den can go for CO le. den CO same ting lor. wa... tt's bad for finger short ppl like me. wahaha...

1st lesson ACC lecture. she ask us to guess which is true. she's happy tis morning. she' not happy tis morning. yeah.. I tot gonna do wif acc. but end up she use it as an excuse to say alot ppl late, so of coz she's unhappy. up til now I tink acc is fine, I understand lor..

after tt, dbms, muz c HER again... so sianz.. her "hi" sounds like khay, so everytime she hi my heart nearly pound out. who ask me sit beside khay... haha... stil dunno wad's she's teaching.. jump ard e textbk like we know wad's she doing..

den after lunch go find LKK but he not in, so put all e donation cards in his pigeon hole. went for fom lecture den. ok la... e lecturer quite funny lor, at least not so boring ba.. but to me, thoery is stil a prob lor. had our longest break ever, 15min.. wa.. so nice lecturer... stil let us off early..

den finally is fom tutorial.. I was juz saying y teacher so long nv come let us wait. den he come, lucky I tink he nv hear. haha... den shian ask him can switch on e lights. his ans was so ap! den I was so shock giving khay e omg, he's so ap look. but luckily he's ok lor. actu he's quite funny & interesting sia.. but wad a pity whenever he imitate sth, he tends to b so gay! e actions aso sibeh gay!

finally come to realise 1 of my friends is actually tt fake.. well... not exactly fake.. but from wad I observe, tt person is how to say... unwilling to share... yeah, I can use juz a few words to pinpoint tt out, juz tt I dun wish to b so direct. abit hurt from e actions of tis person.. we know each other not say veri long, aso not say veri short time. I feel so.. u know.. betrayed... mayb betrayed is e wrong word, but it's juz sth like tt. coz wadever tt person ask me, I'll help as much as I can. mayb sometimes I dun seem to wan to help, tt's coz I realli dunno how to help. I'll give my reply whenever I can. but when I need help, if I say it veri directly, e person will help of coz, but sometimes unwillingly. it's a diff case if e person know I need help yet I dun ask directly. e person will juz pretend not to c. i dun c y shld I b treated like tt when e person can help others willingly. it's juz like, u need my help, I'm ur friend. if I need ur help, sorry.. I dunno u tt well.. sometimes I realli wonder, am I ur friend after all? or u're forced to b my friend under some circumstances? juz realli wish u treat me as friend, coz I regard u as my friend all tis while.. yeah...

so depressed... not sure y... so many things undone... many many... I juz feel tt I've not cherish my time enuff. nowadays, I can b 1 moment happy e other depressing.. I'll juz start tinking many tings, juz keep quiet myself. auto shutdown? when I tink back, I dun even know wad I tot e last moment.. wad's bothering me exactly?

I wan to go out wif friends.. be it leng, stacy, or anybody... all a sudden I wan to go out wif so many of them. perhaps i seriously miss them alot... I'm going out wif stacy, lanetar & hao quan probably tis sat. I'll make it no matter wad..

haiz... so sianz & frustrated... CRS is making me go crazy. my mind is total blank now! how to write I'm special? yeah.. I'm so special tt no words can b used to describe how special & wonderful I am. ya... rite... and nth can change e fact rite. yeah.. cut all e crap liao. who's going to tell me how to write for tis special me. at least give me some ideas... tmr's e deadline, and here I'm stuck wif blogging.. haiz...

juz feel tt tis sem modules r all so boring, except WCD. mayb some lessons r not to b made boring, but e lecturer is boring itself. juz like CD, wtf, I tot we're going to have interactive way of studying. but end up all those crap slides & discussion. sorry I dun mean our grp discussion is crap, juz tt it sounds abit dry discussing in tt way. dun u tink so? r u supposed to teach CD like tis anyway? hey, I'll prefer JAVA anytime to tis man..

yeah.. and database.. it juz become more & more confusing. how many lessons have we attended so far? wadever.. I juz have to say honestly, I dun understand a single thing. I haven got anything into my head at all. to b exact, I dun even have e sense tt I started lectures.

tmr's a monday... how boring my life is uh... crazy day tmr. tink have to go sch earlier to meet sito ba. get e fom notes or else I'll die copying... I hate mondays.. I hate tis new sem..

now listening to yes93.3 online... coz jing qu jiang starting soon. haha...

today veri happy wor... heez... today sch end early at noon so those no gems lesson de go fc4 eat lunch den go jp walk lor. but veri fast walk finish le. actu wan go marina square meet jiaqun de, but e rest wan go home lor. so me aso go home lor. but I nv go home la. I call my friend friend c wan accompany me not. so we go tm walk walk lor. den I say I wan look for new earrings mah, so we go look for earrings. but mostly not nice de lehz.. so go mini-bitz saw tis music de, not so bad lor. den looking at necklaces tt time, realize my music earrings disappear le. end up actu he go pay 4 me liao. coz he say if he tell me I sure wun let him pay de. LoL.. ok lor... haha... so let him pay lor. coz he say he owes me sth tt time. how come I dun rmb lehz?? after tt wait for him 2 da bao dinner home den we go home le.

was late meeting them at dover again. aiyo.. met LKK on e way to class, ask me collect e donation card.. so slow leh he.. anw, wcd lesson veri fun. look forward to every wcd class. though I tink kim love herself alot, everything aso "I Love Kim" haha...

went for my 1st gems -- brand-design today. my class got 30 ppl. and I'm last on e list again. haha.. anw, e lecturer was Peter Chen, expected him to b a middle-age guy, he's quite young observing by his looks. den we had lessons in e IDEA centre, but no beanbags tis time. coz 30 ppl not enuff beanbags la.. hehe... he gives us our module overview. we'll have no tests but only 2 assignments. and we have shopping case study next term! go orchard road shopping! haha.. wad's a more interesting module than brand-design sia? e whole lecture veri slack de, listen to Peter tok nia, den watch a video of how ppl design. after tt, we form our grp while he gave out e assignment. e assignment abit lame lor. e type tt looks easy but can b difficult depending on e ways u look at it. hate tis kind of assignment de lehz.

after tt went CO lor. e whole session I play tis 2 lines repeated nia. coz my fingers too short, cant spread them out wide enuff. so muz practise trying to open my fingers wide & w/o letting them close up while playing diff notes at e same time. haha...