Tuesday, November 08, 2005

1st lesson ACC lecture. she ask us to guess which is true. she's happy tis morning. she' not happy tis morning. yeah.. I tot gonna do wif acc. but end up she use it as an excuse to say alot ppl late, so of coz she's unhappy. up til now I tink acc is fine, I understand lor..

after tt, dbms, muz c HER again... so sianz.. her "hi" sounds like khay, so everytime she hi my heart nearly pound out. who ask me sit beside khay... haha... stil dunno wad's she's teaching.. jump ard e textbk like we know wad's she doing..

den after lunch go find LKK but he not in, so put all e donation cards in his pigeon hole. went for fom lecture den. ok la... e lecturer quite funny lor, at least not so boring ba.. but to me, thoery is stil a prob lor. had our longest break ever, 15min.. wa.. so nice lecturer... stil let us off early..

den finally is fom tutorial.. I was juz saying y teacher so long nv come let us wait. den he come, lucky I tink he nv hear. haha... den shian ask him can switch on e lights. his ans was so ap! den I was so shock giving khay e omg, he's so ap look. but luckily he's ok lor. actu he's quite funny & interesting sia.. but wad a pity whenever he imitate sth, he tends to b so gay! e actions aso sibeh gay!

finally come to realise 1 of my friends is actually tt fake.. well... not exactly fake.. but from wad I observe, tt person is how to say... unwilling to share... yeah, I can use juz a few words to pinpoint tt out, juz tt I dun wish to b so direct. abit hurt from e actions of tis person.. we know each other not say veri long, aso not say veri short time. I feel so.. u know.. betrayed... mayb betrayed is e wrong word, but it's juz sth like tt. coz wadever tt person ask me, I'll help as much as I can. mayb sometimes I dun seem to wan to help, tt's coz I realli dunno how to help. I'll give my reply whenever I can. but when I need help, if I say it veri directly, e person will help of coz, but sometimes unwillingly. it's a diff case if e person know I need help yet I dun ask directly. e person will juz pretend not to c. i dun c y shld I b treated like tt when e person can help others willingly. it's juz like, u need my help, I'm ur friend. if I need ur help, sorry.. I dunno u tt well.. sometimes I realli wonder, am I ur friend after all? or u're forced to b my friend under some circumstances? juz realli wish u treat me as friend, coz I regard u as my friend all tis while.. yeah...

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