i-wkly out today. so on my way to sch, I go everywhere near tampines bus interchange search 4 junyang & candyce cover de. but I nv interchange c. everywhere is kelly & weilian cover de. even dover mrt de aso. sad sia... end up is interchange have junyang de, my house downstair jiu got sell le. coz haben open in e morning la. fainted..

anw, mob tutorial was veri fruitful today la. but aso paiseh in e beginning. coz I reach class tt time only got kai xiong & cher. den she not yet start lesson, waiting 2 c if anyone stil come nt. den she ask alot questions lor, me & kai xiong like so paiseh dunno wad 2 reply aso. e whole class so quiet, I flip my mag aso can hear. so we know goldie & jac coming, but cher ask us 2 start our tutorial 1st. den kai xiong nv bring his notes. haha...end up cher had lesson wif us 4 to 1 lor. she explain & analyse e q wif us in small grp. feel tt I understand alot lor, coz when she go thru e q, she'll give eg all tt. veri interesting la.

tmr going 2 watch superstar at indoor stadium. so happy! thanks to shi hui, amanda's sis's friend. she got e tic for us de. hehe...

if u've been given a simple word to describe wad it means, how would u do it?

someone suddenly throw me e word, SOMETIMES, today. hmm.. my eng ish nt tt fabulous. but at least I come out of sth like tt:

sometimes we c, sometimes we dun.
sometimes we muz wait til it's gone den realize we miss it there.
sometimes we juz have to wait for e chance to grab it.
sometimes we dun get ourselves.
sometimes we dun understand others.
sometimes we wish we could go back all over again.
sometimes we wish it would nv happen at all.
sometimes we dun get wad we wan.
sometimes it's there for us but we dun c it.
sometimes we wish there's no sometimes.
sometimes we wonder y sometimes we're who we're.

I'm nt going 2 blog abt today. for those who know will know y I wun do tt.

Nv ever tink e world is urs.

wad makes u regret doing sth? yeah, ponder & wonder. I guess by nw some of u've realize wad I regretted doing. and it's not tt long ago anw.. andrew knows, jinsen knows, hotcake knows, wulin knows, hao knows & 1 person I shall not name knows. Dun b complacent, muz keep ahead. encouragement shall always b heeded. my goal is ur goal. common goals shall b achieved by me & b shared wif all of u.

when 1 day I dun care abt wad u do to me, we're nt close at all. all u tink is abt urself. u've no concern 4 my feelings. I shall remain immune 2 all tis doing. afterall, u're a nobody appearing in my life. u shall b e 1st person I'll not keep in mind.

I wun b happy for u.
I wun b angry wif u.
I wun b worried for u.
I wun b influenced by u.
I wun b bothered abt u.
Dun worry, I'll reply to ur words.

eh... wad we do today huh? dun realli rmb lehz.. juz know got math quiz, which I got 4/5, my lousiest of all.. den after tt went taka wif eileen, suet, jiaqun, peixuan. den eileen had 2 go band , suet go work, parry den come.

anw, we juz keep walking back & forth btw places. coz cant decide den got restrictions lor. so walk quite long ba.. looking forward to tmr. but I tink if I miss sch tmr, jq'll surely kill me, chop me up, throw me into e forest & nv 2 b found. haha... coz I'm insignificant, but my role tmr is impt. wahaha...

yeah, got a surprise when I walking home from mrt. wah... dun wan 2 say it here la.. juz tt it's a pleasant, sweet, loving, touching, memoriable, heart jump out, jaw drop on e floor, almost xia si wo de surprise jiu dui le..

bored..

yeah... dunno y I'm doing here aso, but here I am. supposed to study 4 tmr's math quiz, but here I am. I asked 2 leave early from CO, but here I am. okie, den let's tok abt today.

came early to sch 4 last min mob preparation, den got mob presentation lor. not so bad la, coz teacher say eileen can go acting. haha... den aso got my cello score or wadeva u call tt la. haha... nth interesting today lehzz..

I forever wun learn my lesson de.

the lesson is: NV b early! =)

y I say tis? ask my mob grp lor. so everytime we meet I late aso nvm de, coz I'll always b e 1 waiting. =.=

anw, we went near esplanade dere 2 do mob lor. try 2 tink as funny as possible.veri lame la... c already will know lor. den abt 2 finish le, but we shou gong liao.happen going 2 5pm le, so go find suet coz she fang gong at tt time.go BK eat dinner together b4 go walk walk. my meal got free upsize den e drink is WA!but I stil finish la. haha...

go tower records bought my JJ karaoke cd! yeah! can c JJ cute expression in "jian jiandan dan" as many times as I wan le! got "hui you na me yi tian" aso. nv c b4! so excited lor.

anw, suet cant find e 5566 cd in tower so we go HMV. den e alarm rang. haha... coz e barcode I took from my JJ cd caused it de. so e person help me throw away. LoL..

oh yaya... I know I know. coz late 5 min I aso scold de. haha...

I'm back to blog again... muz post tis coz it's veri meaningful. e special friend tt junyang mention last nite, wayne, was indeed JJ. JJ rawkz!

anw, tis's wad junyang said abt wad JJ taught him & advice towards e attitude of competition:

It's very important to educate yourself:
are you going for fame, glory and glamour?
or are you going for music?
Glamour and fame will go away once it is over,
but music will stay forever in people's hearts. =)

JJ's such a nice guy. after knowing junyang lost last nite, JJ called him and told him tis:

winning is not everything; music is all about passion and creating a space for yourself and other people to know you.

e topic is nt abt JJ or junyang here la, but I tink wad he say realli meaningful.dun u tink so too? =D

sadx3

nw in ITOS class.. teacher nv teach anything so come 2 blog lor. coz tis com lab no photoshop mah..

so sianz sia.. so sad tt junyang was out last nite.. sorry la, but I dun support weilian at all. it's my preference anyway... I tink he veri sad aso, nv cry until go to his family. was seriously looking forward 2 his single 2 come out, but nw cant liao. coz his tong hua realli touch my heart lor. haiz.. but stil, junyang's already a SUPERSTAR in many ppl's hearts! yeah! will always support him de.

anw, juz got back java prac results la... ok la, happy la... wad else can I say?

1st lesson mob, start at 11. aso dunno wad 2 say, juz tt juliana ong found out, so we cant hide liao lor. haiz... abit luan aso la, mayb I aso got fault ba... always so last min den inform, den whocant go aso say nvm lor. coz veri rush la.. hmm...

after uwos went 4 e itos talk. den sneak out halfway go CO lor. even e CO coach say if I dun come tt often again,tt ger who join together wif me go orchestra le I stil playing my scores. haha... but realli so many things on de,where got time lor.. so tell him will go as often as possible lor. hehe...

yeah! at least I learn how 2 play 1st finger today liao. so happy! tot I'll forever stuck in open string. hand & finger veri pain & tired lehz.. but veri fun! from now muz commit myself 2 play e cello properly liao. hehe...

watched superstar juz nw. e whole show din realli pay attention 2 weilian. sorry la, juz happen dun realli support him lor. junyang realli changed his voice in e 1st song. totally not like him. but he sang eng song veri nice.when he sang tong hua, my heart melts liao.. so touching! almost cried sia.. waa...

juz some kib0sh-t0tz...

dun wait til it's gone den go search for e same feeling. some things will nv b e same as b4.

dun ask him abt his past, juz ask how much he truly loves u.

falling into wad we call a love trap, but at least u enjoy being trapped inside wif him.

some words may seem so simple as it is, putting it thru e mouth is usually e most difficult part.

saying "I love u" dun mean anything at all. wad is impt is his actions but not words.

blah

supposed 2 do my part of mob b4 meeting tmr.. but veri sian lehz... c e article wan faint...

we celebrate Ivan's b'day 4 him after mob lecture. his b'day is actu less than 1h from nw.. den during our typing class(java la..) ask him sit b'side me. actu is I force him 1. haha... we typed like siao lor, send us 2 typing competition sure win de lo LoL. den khay ask me wad a cheena phrase means halfway. den my jaw drop! omg! she say jerrl e guys teach her de den ask her go ask others wad it means. I warned her not 2 go ask any guy lor. but end up e guys refused 2 tell her soshe went 2 ask chee seong! I tink his jaw drop lower than mine la. =X how can like tt?! but e guys tell her wad it means after tt la. den she say she dun wan 2 tink abt it.

anw, after sch, me, khay, jiaqun, eileen went SPGG play pool. but fully booked so we on waiting list lo.so we go ard explore. e playground so fun sia.. we keep laughing den take photos. after tt we go up e pool room lor.stil not our turn so we go play e arcade games. got 1 machine cheat $ de! chi diao my 40cents!! haha...I won both times of e pool lehz! so happy! 1st time is tyco coz jq shot e black ball into e wrong hole. den play wif khay even more tyco. 4 balls got in continuously in e tyco way. den laugh like crazy. den khay stil miss 3x in a row so end up I win lo.wahaha...

UWoS

next time write blog muz b careful sia. haha... coz y'day chee kai wan sabo jiaqun tell dora her blog, den I add fire aso. LoL.. den tinkx3, den realize, eh! jq's blog got link 2 our blogs lor! sabo ourself aso.. =.= den today cher say read jq's blog aso read chee kai de liao. haha...

UWOS very fun! =x ok... I lied.. wahaha... from e way I tikam my uwos test can c la.. my uwos textbk veri new lor, compared 2 java. haha...

anw, was "flirting" wif xueping e whole day in front of my les. haha... uwos flirt, maths aso flirt. make my les so jealous sia.. haha...

got back maths test aso. 60/60, 1st time maths so gd lo. Os e.math onli got B3, which is like last few in class. den someone tell me I like tt sure get AD de. I was like, haha... forget it lor, e next few topic r permutation & combination, technique of counting. my p&c always get 0 in sec sch de. no hope de lor.. =x

stil got mob project to rush lor.. where got time to finish. 2 & 1/2 more days.. faint...

Kids shall b kids

aren't u amazed by how 7 & 8 yr olds picture tis world? sometimes I wonder how I was like them too when I was e same age. but since, a decade has passed on. sounds like a veri long time rite? but I'm 17 only, not tt old afterall.

wif crayons & paper, all it takes 4 7 & 8 yr olds 2 fill e world is love & innocence. e world is simply as tt, no wars, no complications. there's mummy, daddy, u & ur huggy stuff toy. dey're happy wif wad dey have, totally ignorant abt e complicated world outside. tt's wad I like abt these kids. No real hatred, happy as life is. e only time when dey get upset is when dey dun get their sweets 7 their ways.

but looking on e other side, not all 7 & 8 yr olds r tt lucky nowadays. music lessons, language classes,etc starting at young age of as early as 4 to 5. some already start toking like big adults, know more than wad their age shld know... dun dey feel tired? mayb not, I dunno. =D but I rmb my early yrs as playing & having fun wif my cousins & friends. No worries abt lessons. haha... I guess kids r smarter nowadays.. not like me la...

Spooky entry..

today meet up jiaqun,khay, eileen at city hall mrt at 11pm. supposed 2 do IDEA lor, coz tmr presentation le. SP evil sia, national day eve stil muz go sch. but all poly same same la. haha... eileen was late like I predicted y'day, thou I late 4 5min aso. haha.. we scared later tcc at milliena alot ppl coz sun mah, so khay bring me go find place 1st while jq wait 4 eileen lor. end up not alot ppl la.. e place veri spacious, veri comforable, I quite like e place. actu we din do much on e project la, onli discuss who 2 say wad during presention tmr & get things organized lor. hehe... we all so dotz lor, always do project nv bring paper de. den e waitress spill 1 of our drinks, so we ask 4 serviettes 2 clean khay's feet. end up writing on them aso. haha...

after tt, I borrow eileen's hp & eileen borrow mine 2 play games. we try 2 break each other's record lor. den she break some of my games' record which I nv play b4 de. I aso broke her bubble 1. hohoho~ @@ we so engrossed in playing lor, walk aso play, lucky nv knock into any wall lor. eat lunch le den khay go find her top or wadeva den me & eileen stil play. after tt, jq go off wif her sis's bf 2 buy prezzie. so left e 3 of us.

we dunno where 2 go after tt sia. so go citylink mall coz khay wan buy hair clip. den I dunno y sudden tot of e crazy idea. I tot khay & eileen'll tink I crazy but dey as crazy as me, dey agree wif me aso! haha.. tink we too bored le la..

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know wad's e SIAO idea? I suggest since we nth 2 do, we go take train go novena den c can c wad huiyi saw tt day not. but aso nv c la.. not fun de... made ourselves so nervous 4 nth aso. haha... sometimes when u purposely go seek 4 e thing,dey wun come. only when u chance upon them!

those who dunno, huiyi say tt day she took mrt wif her friends, den in btw novena & 1 station(tink is newton) she & 1 of her friend saw a veri short train going in e opp direction. den dey stared at each other. coz underground tunnel train onli go in 1 direction!!! BOOM! anw, 4 e fact, e underground tunnel btw newton & novena was once known 2 b a Jewish cemetry b4 it make way 4 e mrt line. Spooky sia...

we went novena square afterall but there's nth 2 shop de. so boring! but eileen bought a wallet la.. den I sms huiyi say we saw nth la. den I imagine too mcuh aso. I tols huiyi mayb end of 7th month mayb can c again. coz e train she saw perhaps is bring those "things" out & back 2 u-know-wad-gate-I-toking-abt. Scary not... Brr...

mob in woodlands..

mob project due next mon, but haben find our articles. jiaqun say woodlands library gd place 2 find info, so go there lor. suet, juliana cant meet, den eileen got band so come later.

but here's e dotz part
actu meet huiyi at 1pm de, den scare I late so ask her meet 1.30pm. end up I reach b4 1pm. den huiyi msg say she juz wake up can meet 2pm not. I ok lor, I'll reach there early aso coz I already on e bus le. den I go lib myself. but 2pm huiyi msg-ed me again say she'll b late. end up 2.30 den c her. haha... dotz...

~e 168 bus trip~
I sian of mrt so take 168 go woodlands. my papa say go by expressway so ard 45min shld reach. I shld bow 2 e bus captain. I "pei fu" him lor. he rawkz sia.. he make e trip 1h+ long. y? he made it like he's driving tour bus u know. I din realize in e beginning la, but he drives so slowly on e expressway! like ya, as i said, as if he's bringing us 2 c e scenery. den when reach seletar camp dere got 1 stop, den saw another 168 behind. tink e driver saw it too, coz he made an attempt 2 drive abit faster after leaving e camp area. but after tt stil slow down again. quite interesting lor, got go past singapore zoo, den c orchid garden aso.. so den saw e Singapore Sports School. wa.. so big so nice lor.. overall ok la, realli nice scenery 2 c la. thank u, bus captain! =D

~woodlands regional library~
I abit lost in woodlands after alighting from bus lor. tot library in causeway pt. thou jq told me how 2 go, I stil blur blur de. when I finally c e building wif nlb logo, so happy! but I go inside e building stil gong lor. lib on 1st floor but I stil dunno where. den come down den c it. since huiyi come late so I did research myself 1st. at 1st i tot y so lil mag 2 find lor, den I saw e man lift up e shelf, den ORH... so can lift up 1 huh... haha... no wonder... when huiyi come we carry 1 stack of FORTUNE mags find lor. den while finding we keep toking abt superstars.. huiyi veri interesting, got alot inside info de. sort of close friends wif some of e superstars de. coz she always run 2 mediacorp 1. but she so bad lor. keep saying junyang gong! junyang not gong, he's blur only! haha... but doing project wif huiyi veri fun de hor! laughter everywhere! den go eat lunch/dinner wif eileen den come back do mob again. so hard 2 find e ans.. until wan faint liao. b4 leaving we go borrow some bk lor. but huiyi cant find e book she wan. end up borrow some other bk lor. anw, I luv woodlands lehz.. wad a nice place~!

yah, was cooped in lib from 1pm to 8pm except eating time. den took 969 home coz I scare I fall asleep on 168 den end up in bedok. haha... I'll 1 lor, last time sec sch after sch go marine parade come back on 15 always so suay, wake up after e bus juz leave tamp lib tt stop, end up going pasir ris de.. =X

wed. haha... I'm seriously nt responsible 4 e hp bill next mth! coz I took his hp jokingly say wan sms to support junyang during superstar la.. he say go ahead, coz he dun belive I will. so 1st time I show him when I finish typing e sms no. den dunno howsoever jiu realli press "send". haha... anw end up send 10x altogether lor. y send 10x den dun nid say y la.. dun ask me, he dun mind la.. haha...

y'day. so who knows who I meet after sch so tings after tt shall b kept unknown. hehe... =P

today. lessons r boring as usual. no comments. after sch go west mall wif jiaqun & eileen. cant go too far coz eileen muz go back sch 4 band at 6pm. west mall not alot of ting 2 shop so sian 1/2.. go play e hockey thingy, den laugh like siao cha bo coz realli funny lor. den go mac after tt lor, eileen order student meal coz it's her dinner, me & qun order fries lor. den we got so bored, there's tis coupon thingy qun go tear along e dotted lines, which we use it 2 play heart attack & dai dee.. so lame ritez... we laugh like siao lor... like crazy liao. haha...

hm.. tmr muz do mob liao.. no time le lehz... left 1 wk den muz pass up le. sianz~~

P.S. link up 2 leon like eileen did! haha... yah, it's e superstar leon. another ting, e girl counter at e front is abit "short", but I put there for display nia. hehe... =D

yea! all e tests r finally over!

nearly fainted studying 4 uwos, half e time dun understand wad's e ttbk toking abt lor.. tink it's either e bk hard 2 digest or my brain dun klik wif uwos ba..

den java e sch coms dun like me lor. use so many diff com but keep "hanging" on me. chee seong so bad... din wait 4 my jbuilderx 2 load den start le.. hmph!

anw, today me, khay, jiaqun, huiyi, jacq, pei xuan, suet, eileen, parry, cheekai went bugis after uwos test. coz suet wan buy digi cam & leen wan buy mp3 in sim lim. so we go sakae eat 1st den go shop 4 nail polish. haha... bought a beach blue 1, share e big bottle of nail remover & black 1 wif khay. when dey go buy digicam, me, khay,huiyi go bugis village walk walk. den huiyi bought a big nice bead bracelet. after she buy den she realize there's a nicer 1 at same price. but e person so jian-ed, dun wan let her exchange! wa lao! she bought 4 less than 5 min lor. den after tt, we went back bugis junction walk walk until jq dey all come back den go take neoprint. we so funny lor, 9 ppl take, so squeezy, so no place to deco. haha...

den come home so tired sia.. last nite study til 2am den sleep.. I'm like walking zombie liao..

watched project superstar! junyang, as usual, so cute! haha... gd performance lor! all e judges "nei hong" coz of him. he's juz so talented, like JJ! pls vote 4 him ppl! or we'll lose such a gd local talent.