Wad is love & friendship?

If u've been more persistent, would I have relented then? would I be by ur side rite now? would I be happier in any way?

I thot u've understood. I thot u would've gotten over it by now. all this while, we've been going wif my wish. I'm happy. isn't tt all u wan from me? I nv knew it was nv enuff, I've nv realized feelings juz cant lie.

u know how I feel for him, and how I feel for u. it's different, for wad I've told u since e beginning. y can't feelings get clearer than it shld b? am I wrong already? wad shld I do?

all it seems like now, is tt I'm standing in e middle of a bridge wif u & him at e opp end of it. if the distance btw him & me get closer, u'll b further away. I'm so scared. he hasn't seen me on his end, but u saw me. all this while, I've been thinking, if I haben reach his side and going to fall off e bridge, at least u'll rush to reach out for me. but now it seems like if I've chosen to go closer to his side, I'm going to lose u forever. as a close friend. u know I dun wan tt to happen. y juz cant u let me b greedy to have both parties?

I've nv felt tt friendship can become so weak w/o both of us supporting. mayb I've been selfish. all I wanted is to maintain tt pure strong friendship btw us. I've nv thot abt ur feelings. but y aren't u holding on to it anymore? I thot u care, but it doesn't seem tt way not anymore. it leaves me feeling so helpless now.