Buddism...

was late for gems juz now, so was walking at a fast pace wif suet to lt 6. on e way saw edmond & chaoyu. of coz got waved to both of them. den near lt 6 le, got a malay guy promptly say hi to me. strange, he's definitely looking into my direction when he said hi. I tot might b suet's friend. den I turn back & suet tot I'm so popular, coz she aso tot he's my friend! I swear! tt malay guy wasn't my friend! it's juz strange, really! coz he's wif a bunch of guys, and none of them was laughing as if he's joking at all. his friends juz look.. yeah, normal..

so can someone tell me if I know tis malay guy @ CLS block in some way?

well... go disturb eileen & co while waiting for e STAR training to start. den some ppl r juz so greedy.. juz sign name to take e freebies given to us..

during refreshment, coz I'm wif class 21 ppl, so I was taking care of their bags @ e bench coz I wasn't eating. den tis girl approach me ask me do a survey.. u know.. I seriously dunno how to reject tis ppl.. so I said ok.. oh gosh.. e survey was juz an appetizer can.. actu she was trying to tell me to believe in God, believe in Jesus. well... I juz had her reading e whole booklet to me w/o retiliating.. haiz... I muz learn to be more firm & reject.. I muz b more forceful in the future.. even 21 ppl were teaching me how to avoid these ppl. I'm such a failure in tis kinda situation.. >.<

mayb alot ppl dunno, but I'm believed to b a "pan dang" child. not tt I obsessly believe in buddhism, but it seems tt I cant change e fact I'm a Buddhist. coz rite, in actual fact, many incidents tt happened to me make me cant deny tis fact. since young, if I walk past other ppl's funerals & I dun get cleansed by pomela leaves, I'll get sick e very next day. and funnily, everytime sick is not juz fever or wad, it'll b vomiting always. sometimes muz even go temple pray pray b4 I'll get well. it happened so many times tt I can do nth but somehow believe it. tt's y from young my mama make sure I'll walk 1 big round juz to get to sch if there's a funeral nearby.

den hor.. I'm from a Christian sch ma.. so bible knowledge is a lower sec sub. I'm surprised tt my mama even let me enrol into a christian sch. I usually keep my bible in e sch. it's compulsory to buy if u dunno. coz bad things juz happen if I had my bible at home. I dunno how to explain la.. but accidents happen when I had my bible at home. keep me thinking... den tt time my relative tried to influence my mama to b a Christian & leave some holy brochure in my house. tt period b4 we gave back e brochures to my relative, bad luck seems to occur in my family. my mama even lost her 10 odd yr job during tt period.

now, isn't tt freaky?? eek...