My Final Decision Made

to accept... to let go...

I quit CO. no more cello for now. final decision made this morning. relieved? sad? I'm not sure at all.

sometimes, u juz have to make choices in ur life. even if u dun wan to. CO. e cca I've been in for 1 1/2 yr of my poly life. I admit I'm not committed to CO at all. but stil, there's stil feeling for it. of coz, memories will b thr. choosing to quit CO is e best decision I can make I guess. 1st, I've too many commitment on alternate weds tt dun allow me to go for pracs tt only falls on weds. 2nd, due to not being able to commit to CO, my cello haben improve much at all. if my skill is going b b swaying at e same standard, let's not waste everyone's time anymore. so perhaps, it's e best decision to do so. anw, thanks to those who've helped me, encouraged me, for everything tt was given to me during tis 1 1/2yrs.

so wad's coming up for me next?

SMIT student ambassador, sem 2 SMIT dialogue session, yr3 elective talk.. juz realize only today tt SMIT's got 1 dialogue session per sem, unlike SB. zzz.. as for student ambassador, I've alr submitted e form to rachel, so pls stop calling my name alr lar, Mrs Tan. sooner or later I'm going to so prone to hearing her calling my name tt I'll get so used to it, I'll ignore it. get wad I mean? like when u're so used to sth, to e pt u dun feel e existence anymore. and really, it's alr starting. I din realize she's calling me for 1 or 2x alr. haha... so tiring me out, pls ask edmond to do sth too! lol...

time for bed.. tmr's 1st lesson @ 8.30am.