HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2010! =DD

Hello people!

It's 2010!



Happy New Year!



I have been really busy wif CSC Day VI. Even until the last day of 2009. But I really enjoyed participating in it, especially in the programme cell!

At least it is a promise that I finally kept to myself. And I will complete it!


I guess Year 2009 flew past real quickly and many things happened throughout the year.

I think the most significant thing that happen to me is how JJFC and the people in JJFC have changed in my life. It used to be a real enjoyment that I could give up almost anything for JJFC and my JJFC friends. Now I feel that it has become a commitment. I guess I have never openly talked about this before, so nobody really knows how I truly feel. I have no idea how much tears I have dropped in 2009 just because of it alone. Sometimes I think I'm just being silly.

To Alicia:
Thanks for being in my life once again. I guessed the both of us have changed a lot since the big quarrel. Even though I know we can't be THAT close than before, but I'm really glad we talk again. I feel that you've really matured a lot. I don't care how people may think that I talk to you after so long. I'm very happy that we can talk about those friendship stuff. I still want to go to your house to watch 小叮当 & 蜡笔小新 while doing puzzle! Sorry I have no time this whole December.


To Celeste:
I'm sorry that this kind of thing has to happen to us. Honestly, no matter what your decision is in the end, I'll gladly accept it. I guess I really cannot accept a friendship based solely on that person. I'm glad that he's the one who brought us together. But remember, he is not the one who bring us apart in the end. I know you missed the time when we were so close. I missed it too. I wish we are still so close. But I guess neither of us wish to make that first move. I really don't know how many times I cried because I was so heartless to bring this topic up & caused the drift apart in us. I guess nobody is at fault, it's just that we think differently. Maybe I have seen too many internal things that you didn't see, that is why I have the strong feeling that I don't want my friendship to be that way. Anyway, I truly hope that you'll do well in your Os. =)


To Ivalyn:
I'm really glad to know you in 2009. I'm really glad that we're still so close even after so many things that happened during this short period we know each other. Even though I always say you're dao or siao, I still love you!

Anyway, I was truly hurt when I saw that post. That night, I was really affected that I cried. Whatever I have typed in my LJ is true. You are the last person whom I expect to disappoint me. I don't know why, but this is the 1st time that I'm doing so many things for the sake of someone that I know I'll never do it for other people. I only know that whatever I went through, I want to make sure you'll not go through them again. Honestly, my friends told me so many times to just quit & be who I should be. But I'm very stubborn, because I know I want to be there for you always. Nevertheless, I guess no matter it is done out of frustration or unintentionally, what is done cannot be undone. I was never angry with you, so you don't have to be guilty over that issue. If I was, I guess I wouldn't even talked to you after that.

Anyway, no matter what you say, I'll still insist to be there for you. Because I want to. And I'll still continue to say you're so dao/siao, like WHATEVER! =P



Still, I'm very glad that many new people appear in my life, giving me great influence and changing my perception of how friends should really be like. Because of them, I really cherish friendship more than ever, and not neglect them like how I used to because I used to devote all my time to my JJFC friends only.

I'm glad that I have met 2 great leaders in different aspects. I'm not someone who is easy to be led & work with. I demand a lot & have high expectations of my leaders, I hardly deem my leaders as great most of the time. However, I can really say, these 2 leaders really gain my respect for them. I really enjoy working with them. Furthermore, I'm so willing to work anything for them without any complaints at all. Actually, there is another 1, but he is not my direct leader in some sense. I'm so honoured that I have the chance to work with these people. I'm sure I'll continue to enjoy working with them in this coming year. If I have the time, I'll blog more about them in my LJ. =D


And of course, I have made wonderful friends too, especially in E6. Though it wasn't exactly a good experience for me, but I can't forget about the nice people I get to know! =D Germaine Aiai, Wing, Yew Thong, Johnson, etc, etc.. And of course, there is obviously 1 person, whom I intend to leave out her name. But I guess I won't be so mean to do that to her! That person is none other than the SUPER naggy Leong Hui Ting! =D I don't when it begins, but apparently she is supposedly my lesbian right now. Hahaha!!! Okok, I must really thank her more than anyone else. I don't know why, but I guess I can safely tell her so many things. Even though we always suan each other, but I can really HTHT with her. I LOVE YOU, HUI TING! But stop nagging at me in 2010! Hahaha...

I'm glad I decided to join CSC Day VI after much consideration. Even though we get really busy, but it is a really great experience where I enjoy myself very much. Most of the OC members are fun to be with! Of course, I totally love being in the programme cell with all the lovely proggers, Zur, Michelle, JH & Hui Ting. I wonder if I will miss taking bus 96 to school with them & climb the long flights of steps to clubroom when everything is over. And all those jokes during props making. I guess we bond really well! As Michelle always says, we shall hang out together after the event. 23 days left to CSC Day VI! =D

Also, through E6, I've learnt how to cherish Acacia more. I guess it is really different being a freshie and a KC. Once a freshie, forever a freshie in Acacia. I guess 1 of the best times I had in NUS is with Acacians. I'll look forward for more outings with them! =D


OKAY! I think I have typed enough! Time to go to bed! Hope it'll be a great 2010 ahead! =DDD