I was never a good leader. And I know I will never be. If I am, I'll have never let you feel that way.
That is why I am very appreciative for having a good leader myself. And I'm willing to do so many things for her which I believe I will never do for anyone else. She may not be the best for all you may think, but she gave her best to me. She may forget things that she needs to do, but she will never forget things she promised me to do. The anxiety she took away from me when she senses it from me. The many, many things a lot of people do not think she will do, but she did.
The more I feel that she has given to me, the more I feel inferior for not being able to play the similar role back to you. The difference why I could accomplish so much with her around and enjoy getting busy and the challenges faced, and why I feel more and more disheartened even though I know I can accomplish so much more that I know I could have and have more than enough the capability to do so, but didn't manage to.
I'm sorry.
I've decided to move this post to somewhere more private.
I guessed I'm just being emo.
But I'm really tired out by the bare truth.
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