I think I'm such a lousy person..

I always thot he'll get tired of it as time passes..
but I guess he's really patient abt it..
he's still showing his concern from time to time..
which keeps him satisfied for awhile wif a short reply..

I know his intentions..
he's been pinning his hopes high..
but over & over again..
it's me who pulls him down..
but it seems this does not cease his determination..
he hasn't given up yet..

here I am feeling bad..
coz I haven't done wad I shld do..
I'm guilty..