成长的定义是什么？
成熟的定义是什么？
以前我认为言承旭不过仅仅是帅罢了。。 但是，现在再从新看到他的另一面，他应该还是属于感性和温馨的大男孩。。帅不帅真的不重要，对待他人那颗善良的心才是。。 再一次的崇拜他，已经不是他的帅，而是他真情流露又含蓄的那一面。。不后悔买他的写真书，文字写得细腻，发人省思。。不管背后的故事、人物是否是假，如果确确实实是真的，他的努力都看见了。。
最新一期的i周刊封面人物就是言承旭。。 随意翻开的第一页，恰好是一篇访问记者写关于粉丝的内容。。 最喜欢这一句：“粉丝，遇过疯狂类型的很多，但理性、体贴且为偶像着想的，稀有。”
Monday, May 24, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
I love THES! =D
I swear I'm not putting my hopes high again this time. I always get disappointed in the end. I guess I shall let nature takes its course. Too much ugly sides being exposed. Bah..
Then again, it's only May. Coming to an end soon. Yet I think I'm thinking and planning a lot. So much taken into consideration for next semester already. Woah... Is it going to be ultra heavy semester? I totally have no idea what I want! I seriously need to have a goal somewhere. Hmm...
I wonder if I'm looking forward to stepping down soon from THES. THES is a place I love a lot & has allowed me to prove to myself my extreme capabilities. Sometimes I wonder if I have done a great job or a lousy job as the vice. Regardless of being good or bad, I guess I can say I have done my part most of the time dutifully. Although I may complain a lot sometimes, I guess I have no regrets taking up the position. I have learnt a lot from the role. I didn't believe I can handle both my THES role and JJFC website team role simultaneously before. Sometimes, I would give myself stress in trying to balance both roles and not neglect any one of them. All this while, the contradicting thoughts of "I can cope" and "I can't cope" have been flying in my mind in random situations. But I'm glad all these happen in a flash in the good way. 2 academic semesters has passed. Perhaps 2 or 3 more months, I am stepping down. Taking up the role has made me more committed to THES and closer to the volunteers. Compared to my performance in Year 1, I think this is a year where I really have the passion to commit. It is a joy, not a chore. Thanks for the people who believe and trust that I can do it. I have made it.
As for the website team role, I guess it will be a longer-term commitment! Thank you Janice & Joey Tan for agreeing to help out! Both of you have lighten our workload so much! Of course, stop saying I don't need you anymore, Ivalyn Lye Jun Yi! Your main task is to keep me entertained! Haha...
Then again, it's only May. Coming to an end soon. Yet I think I'm thinking and planning a lot. So much taken into consideration for next semester already. Woah... Is it going to be ultra heavy semester? I totally have no idea what I want! I seriously need to have a goal somewhere. Hmm...
I wonder if I'm looking forward to stepping down soon from THES. THES is a place I love a lot & has allowed me to prove to myself my extreme capabilities. Sometimes I wonder if I have done a great job or a lousy job as the vice. Regardless of being good or bad, I guess I can say I have done my part most of the time dutifully. Although I may complain a lot sometimes, I guess I have no regrets taking up the position. I have learnt a lot from the role. I didn't believe I can handle both my THES role and JJFC website team role simultaneously before. Sometimes, I would give myself stress in trying to balance both roles and not neglect any one of them. All this while, the contradicting thoughts of "I can cope" and "I can't cope" have been flying in my mind in random situations. But I'm glad all these happen in a flash in the good way. 2 academic semesters has passed. Perhaps 2 or 3 more months, I am stepping down. Taking up the role has made me more committed to THES and closer to the volunteers. Compared to my performance in Year 1, I think this is a year where I really have the passion to commit. It is a joy, not a chore. Thanks for the people who believe and trust that I can do it. I have made it.
As for the website team role, I guess it will be a longer-term commitment! Thank you Janice & Joey Tan for agreeing to help out! Both of you have lighten our workload so much! Of course, stop saying I don't need you anymore, Ivalyn Lye Jun Yi! Your main task is to keep me entertained! Haha...
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
I have a nice manager! =D
It's random pay day again!! =D
Why do I say random? Because my manager loves to give me my pay whenever he likes it/remembers. To be honest, I quite like it. He is not the type who will drag your salary until he has no choice or excuse but to pay you when I say whenever he likes it/remembers. He is the kind who will ask me how many hours I have accumulated after 2 or 3 weeks. If it is 1 month or more, it must be me, because I often skip work due to all kinds of reasons. Haha...
I have to say, I really have a nice manager who respects and trusts me a lot. I do not have a timesheet, and nobody keeps track of the number of hours I've worked thus far, including him. It is all based on my part of honesty and integrity. He totally understand the fact that I am a student, thus my super duper flexible working hours. I think I exploit his kindness on this part sometimes by being absent from work for various reasons like CCA & stuff like that. Oops!
On the contrary, I always like to repeat my previous manager sucks. And I'm going back there to work morning part-time since my current job is afternoon part-time shift. Of course, I'm not working for him this time round. He better not provoke me when I return next Monday, because I can't promise I won't be rude to his hypocrisy. Everyone who works with him before never had good comments about him before.
Why do I say random? Because my manager loves to give me my pay whenever he likes it/remembers. To be honest, I quite like it. He is not the type who will drag your salary until he has no choice or excuse but to pay you when I say whenever he likes it/remembers. He is the kind who will ask me how many hours I have accumulated after 2 or 3 weeks. If it is 1 month or more, it must be me, because I often skip work due to all kinds of reasons. Haha...
I have to say, I really have a nice manager who respects and trusts me a lot. I do not have a timesheet, and nobody keeps track of the number of hours I've worked thus far, including him. It is all based on my part of honesty and integrity. He totally understand the fact that I am a student, thus my super duper flexible working hours. I think I exploit his kindness on this part sometimes by being absent from work for various reasons like CCA & stuff like that. Oops!
On the contrary, I always like to repeat my previous manager sucks. And I'm going back there to work morning part-time since my current job is afternoon part-time shift. Of course, I'm not working for him this time round. He better not provoke me when I return next Monday, because I can't promise I won't be rude to his hypocrisy. Everyone who works with him before never had good comments about him before.
Friday, May 14, 2010
On msn last night...
(I didn't type in CAPS, but it's 1 of my blog settings that makes my font CAPS.)
I deleted whatever I've typed out in the morning. Oh well.. I don't know..
If I get to choose again, I'll most probably not pick NUS again. Anyway, NUS was initially my last choice out of the 3 successful applications to local universities. Under some circumstances & considerations, I chose NUS in the end. It must be 1 of the lousiest decisions I have ever made in my life. Though I still manage to cope with a pathetic CAP/5.0 that is even lower than my GPA/4.0 in SP, I still think it sucks. Oh wells...
Where did my wonderful polytechnic life go? Friendly people, interesting lecturers, nice food in foodcourt, Daidee/Bridge during breaks, etc, etc...
(I didn't type in CAPS, but it's 1 of my blog settings that makes my font CAPS.)
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| my blog is 5 years old! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| and so I got it a new blog song as present |
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| ivalyn |
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| hahaha whats the link! |
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| ivalyn |
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| eh got help your blog sing birthday song or not |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| I did, in my dreams |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| what's e link? |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| birthday present la! |
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| ivalyn |
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| the link of your new blog lah! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| wad new blog? |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| I got a new blog SONG, not new BLOG |
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| ivalyn |
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| OH |
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| ivalyn |
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| alamak! |
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| ivalyn |
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| i missed out the song! |
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| ivalyn |
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| hahahaha |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| why would I get a new blog as a birthday present for my blog in e 1st place? |
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| ivalyn |
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| HHAHAHA |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| tt's not... un-devoted to my blog! |
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| ivalyn |
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| how i know you! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| it's u lor! |
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| ivalyn |
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| what! i so devoted can! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| where? |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| when? |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| I bet u'll get a new bf when ur bf's b'day comes, as his b'day present |
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| ivalyn |
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| WTH! |
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| ivalyn |
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| hahaha |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| it's u lor |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| I told u |
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| ivalyn |
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| eh i never okay! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| HAVEN |
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| ivalyn |
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| OI! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| oh, what's e address of ur new bf? |
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| ivalyn |
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| huh?! |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| does it sounds familiar? |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| what's e link? |
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| ivalyn |
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| HAHAHAHAHA |
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| ivalyn |
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| OMGGG |
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| ivalyn |
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| crapzzz |
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| ivalyn |
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| you damn funny |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| omg... I think I rock |
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| ivalyn |
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| haha for once, i think so too |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| I always do |
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| ivalyn |
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| whatever mann |
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| insignificant human being - 満足は幸福である |
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| lalalala~~` |
I deleted whatever I've typed out in the morning. Oh well.. I don't know..
If I get to choose again, I'll most probably not pick NUS again. Anyway, NUS was initially my last choice out of the 3 successful applications to local universities. Under some circumstances & considerations, I chose NUS in the end. It must be 1 of the lousiest decisions I have ever made in my life. Though I still manage to cope with a pathetic CAP/5.0 that is even lower than my GPA/4.0 in SP, I still think it sucks. Oh wells...
Where did my wonderful polytechnic life go? Friendly people, interesting lecturers, nice food in foodcourt, Daidee/Bridge during breaks, etc, etc...
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Happy 5th Birthday to kib0sh-t0tz! =D
1 year ago, I got addicted to 败犬女王 way before everyone does now.
2 years ago, I graduated from SP & enrolled into where I am now.
3 years ago, I faced with problems which I don't even remember now.
4 years ago, I was complaining so much for who-knows-what reasons.
5 years ago, I started out this blog.
5 years of memories kept in here! Can you imagine that? I didn't realize my "determination" can last for so long, seriously. Ups and downs, tears and laughter. Looking back is always a bittersweet thing to do. =D
Sunday, May 09, 2010
EXAMS ARE OVER! =D
Exam is finally over! Yay!
And I'm so smart I didn't know the last paper was closed book, and I studied for open-book. But oh well... It's over!
And so, I went for an impromptu outing with May, Angela and 1 of our mutual friends, Peilin. May and I went from school after her work and my exam. Angela & Peilin met us at Dhoby Ghaut's Just Acia for lunch cum dinner. They were super late! Haha... And we had a great chat over the meal. The chat was quite... thought-provoking I guess? I think I'll write this part in my LJ because it's quite private. May was so shocked to hear some of the things Angela and I said, and she said she will disown me as a friend if I ever do all those things! Hahaha!!!
After the meal, Peilin had to go off, and the 3 of us decided to walk to Somerset Cineleisure to drop by the new SMG store to take a look. We spent like only 10 minutes in the store. And I bought a purple star earphones on the way out. Wahaha...
The most amazing thing is, we only spent 10 minutes in SMG store. Yet we spent around 1 hour outside Cineleisure's open area! The reason being is, there was this SF4 Championship going on. It was really exciting and interesting seeing people compete against one another! The matches were really engaging because the opponents are really professional! You can hear people clapping at times because the results were so close, especially during the finals! The champion got to compete against Japan, Korea and Taiwan in Korea, so his trip is sponsored! Cool right..
What a pity it is for the 1st runner-up! He was really good, and good looking too! Haha...
And I'm so smart I didn't know the last paper was closed book, and I studied for open-book. But oh well... It's over!
And so, I went for an impromptu outing with May, Angela and 1 of our mutual friends, Peilin. May and I went from school after her work and my exam. Angela & Peilin met us at Dhoby Ghaut's Just Acia for lunch cum dinner. They were super late! Haha... And we had a great chat over the meal. The chat was quite... thought-provoking I guess? I think I'll write this part in my LJ because it's quite private. May was so shocked to hear some of the things Angela and I said, and she said she will disown me as a friend if I ever do all those things! Hahaha!!!
After the meal, Peilin had to go off, and the 3 of us decided to walk to Somerset Cineleisure to drop by the new SMG store to take a look. We spent like only 10 minutes in the store. And I bought a purple star earphones on the way out. Wahaha...
The most amazing thing is, we only spent 10 minutes in SMG store. Yet we spent around 1 hour outside Cineleisure's open area! The reason being is, there was this SF4 Championship going on. It was really exciting and interesting seeing people compete against one another! The matches were really engaging because the opponents are really professional! You can hear people clapping at times because the results were so close, especially during the finals! The champion got to compete against Japan, Korea and Taiwan in Korea, so his trip is sponsored! Cool right..
What a pity it is for the 1st runner-up! He was really good, and good looking too! Haha...
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Confused
I don't know if I'm disappointed. To be more specific, I am disappointed, but I don't know if I deserved to be disappointed. I have been feeling so alone recently. I want it to be better, but I can't do this alone.
And when I heard that comment the other day, I felt defensive. To hear that from someone who used to be in a similar position as me, it really sucks. You left without notice, now you come back and start picking on us. Who are you to criticize us?
You said that things were the best during her time. By judging solely with that component, how can you define it that way? I admit her time was the best too, I can't deny that. But time has changed. People has changed too. Even technology changed. It's true that component you commented about is dying. But it is being replaced by so many other components. And she was the one who indirectly lets everything went out of control. She had her bad judgements too. Nobody gives me the credits of building everything all over again from scratch, literally. I changed the generation. I changed the Factor 'X'.
Even though a few people defended me by saying we got an award during my generation, I have to admit it is not all because of my effort. I have to say, the award came coincidentally when I was taking charge, it wasn't solely my credit for those things I have done. It could have came previously when my generation was just about to begin, but someone else was just more suitable than us at that point of time. So now it is our turn. But then again, if I have let it deterioriate for all I care, I don't think we even deserve that right now. In short, I was the one who maintained our image to convince people we still deserve it.
On a side note, it totally sounds wrong to be happy. I had missed that someone previously. Now tt someone is back to talk to me, which cause me to be happy. Does it sound wrong to be missing that someone that I most probably should not be missing? It's confusing. I know it is somehow wrong, but I can't control myself.
And when I heard that comment the other day, I felt defensive. To hear that from someone who used to be in a similar position as me, it really sucks. You left without notice, now you come back and start picking on us. Who are you to criticize us?
You said that things were the best during her time. By judging solely with that component, how can you define it that way? I admit her time was the best too, I can't deny that. But time has changed. People has changed too. Even technology changed. It's true that component you commented about is dying. But it is being replaced by so many other components. And she was the one who indirectly lets everything went out of control. She had her bad judgements too. Nobody gives me the credits of building everything all over again from scratch, literally. I changed the generation. I changed the Factor 'X'.
Even though a few people defended me by saying we got an award during my generation, I have to admit it is not all because of my effort. I have to say, the award came coincidentally when I was taking charge, it wasn't solely my credit for those things I have done. It could have came previously when my generation was just about to begin, but someone else was just more suitable than us at that point of time. So now it is our turn. But then again, if I have let it deterioriate for all I care, I don't think we even deserve that right now. In short, I was the one who maintained our image to convince people we still deserve it.
On a side note, it totally sounds wrong to be happy. I had missed that someone previously. Now tt someone is back to talk to me, which cause me to be happy. Does it sound wrong to be missing that someone that I most probably should not be missing? It's confusing. I know it is somehow wrong, but I can't control myself.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Projects are tiring
I guess it's kind of a relief after finishing these 2 papers (partially for 1).
After procrastinating so much in the weekend, I've finally completed that darn tutorial assignment within 6 hours without knowing what I wrote anyway. And I finished the other paper, which is part of a group report, in 2 hours. That one was easier because we already have information on the topic. There is discussion meeting tomorrow morning though. Sigh...
I wish this semester will be over soon. Though I may not be looking forward to next semester as well. Everyone says it would be a hell semester since I'm going to take that 8 MC project module. I don't if I should be happy or not, because I'll be working with my eyecandy! But that's another thing right.. Projects are always horrible, even though exams are worse.
Please let me pass this week peacefully since most of the projects are due with 1 project report due next Monday. 1 word - Tired..
After procrastinating so much in the weekend, I've finally completed that darn tutorial assignment within 6 hours without knowing what I wrote anyway. And I finished the other paper, which is part of a group report, in 2 hours. That one was easier because we already have information on the topic. There is discussion meeting tomorrow morning though. Sigh...
I wish this semester will be over soon. Though I may not be looking forward to next semester as well. Everyone says it would be a hell semester since I'm going to take that 8 MC project module. I don't if I should be happy or not, because I'll be working with my eyecandy! But that's another thing right.. Projects are always horrible, even though exams are worse.
Please let me pass this week peacefully since most of the projects are due with 1 project report due next Monday. 1 word - Tired..
Sunday, April 11, 2010
At times like this...
Okay, my blog is truly dead..
Have been so busy with project deadlines, tests & quizzes, and many many more school-related stuff. Exams are coming, but I totally feel so unprepared! =( Therefore, I haven't had the time to blog about many things, including our E-awards performance on 13 March 2010, JJ events on 28 March 2010, and THES major outing.
I know it won't take much time to blog to many people, but I just take a lot of time to blog. Haha... Even though I have been procrastinating and wasting time here and there which I could take to blog, but I just feel that free time is not for something like blogging at this point of time. Contradiction! Boo...
Come to think of it! I should change my main blog to JJFC (SG) OMY blog! I "blog" there more than I blog here now. Muahaha... Oh well... I can't help it when it is my commitment! Argh...
ANYWAYS! I bought 言承旭's 9314 Pictorial book last night! So happy yet so broke! I was hesitant about buying as I'm so afraid it would be an impulse buy when I get all addicted to Jerry Yan in after watching 就想赖着你 once again after that long-ago 流星花园.. I have to admit he's still as charming as before! However, to be honest, I'm more attracted to the book about his life story instead of his 写真书... I didn't regret buying after all, because the quotes in the book are inspiring and fabulous. =D
Okay, I shall stop procrastinating and get back to reading my darn ERP readings! (Anyway, stop asking me why I study ERP in Computing. It's not Electronic Road Pricing, it's Enterprise Resource Planning, an information system) I need to finish the darn 4% time-consuming tutorial assignment & my part of IT outsourcing project by tonight! =((
Have been so busy with project deadlines, tests & quizzes, and many many more school-related stuff. Exams are coming, but I totally feel so unprepared! =( Therefore, I haven't had the time to blog about many things, including our E-awards performance on 13 March 2010, JJ events on 28 March 2010, and THES major outing.
I know it won't take much time to blog to many people, but I just take a lot of time to blog. Haha... Even though I have been procrastinating and wasting time here and there which I could take to blog, but I just feel that free time is not for something like blogging at this point of time. Contradiction! Boo...
Come to think of it! I should change my main blog to JJFC (SG) OMY blog! I "blog" there more than I blog here now. Muahaha... Oh well... I can't help it when it is my commitment! Argh...
ANYWAYS! I bought 言承旭's 9314 Pictorial book last night! So happy yet so broke! I was hesitant about buying as I'm so afraid it would be an impulse buy when I get all addicted to Jerry Yan in after watching 就想赖着你 once again after that long-ago 流星花园.. I have to admit he's still as charming as before! However, to be honest, I'm more attracted to the book about his life story instead of his 写真书... I didn't regret buying after all, because the quotes in the book are inspiring and fabulous. =D
Okay, I shall stop procrastinating and get back to reading my darn ERP readings! (Anyway, stop asking me why I study ERP in Computing. It's not Electronic Road Pricing, it's Enterprise Resource Planning, an information system) I need to finish the darn 4% time-consuming tutorial assignment & my part of IT outsourcing project by tonight! =((
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Smiles
I love JJ's blog post dated 22 Feb, 2010!
http://hypebeast.com/blog/jj/2010/02/smiles/
To give, it is a very simple thing. To give from the bottom of your heart, it really depends on individuals.
Creating smiles is the reason that I set my mind to join CSC initially and continue to stay on. =D
JJ's post really brings a smile to my face because that is what I always look forward to when I go to THES. =D
http://hypebeast.com/blog/jj/2010/02/smiles/
"It doesn’t take alot to smile, but sometimes in life, things happen and our smiles get stolen from us.
We frown, we tear, even weep… but just find it hard to smile again.
I’m glad I made this trip down to Pingdong, Taiwan just to be with the students from Qingye Primary.
Singing with them, dancing among the kids, sharing
life and struggles, encouraging and being encouraged back…
These simple acts, and carefree moments, they slowed down the pace of life, made me reflect, and helped me grow…
Some of these kids had family taken from them, homes destroyed around them due to the 88 Taiwan flood in 2009.
Seeing them smile again… all my life struggles, the stress, the good and the not so good, suddenly fades away, all the hard work becomes worthwhile…"
To give, it is a very simple thing. To give from the bottom of your heart, it really depends on individuals.
Creating smiles is the reason that I set my mind to join CSC initially and continue to stay on. =D
JJ's post really brings a smile to my face because that is what I always look forward to when I go to THES. =D
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