I swear I'm not putting my hopes high again this time. I always get disappointed in the end. I guess I shall let nature takes its course. Too much ugly sides being exposed. Bah..
Then again, it's only May. Coming to an end soon. Yet I think I'm thinking and planning a lot. So much taken into consideration for next semester already. Woah... Is it going to be ultra heavy semester? I totally have no idea what I want! I seriously need to have a goal somewhere. Hmm...
I wonder if I'm looking forward to stepping down soon from THES. THES is a place I love a lot & has allowed me to prove to myself my extreme capabilities. Sometimes I wonder if I have done a great job or a lousy job as the vice. Regardless of being good or bad, I guess I can say I have done my part most of the time dutifully. Although I may complain a lot sometimes, I guess I have no regrets taking up the position. I have learnt a lot from the role. I didn't believe I can handle both my THES role and JJFC website team role simultaneously before. Sometimes, I would give myself stress in trying to balance both roles and not neglect any one of them. All this while, the contradicting thoughts of "I can cope" and "I can't cope" have been flying in my mind in random situations. But I'm glad all these happen in a flash in the good way. 2 academic semesters has passed. Perhaps 2 or 3 more months, I am stepping down. Taking up the role has made me more committed to THES and closer to the volunteers. Compared to my performance in Year 1, I think this is a year where I really have the passion to commit. It is a joy, not a chore. Thanks for the people who believe and trust that I can do it. I have made it.
As for the website team role, I guess it will be a longer-term commitment! Thank you Janice & Joey Tan for agreeing to help out! Both of you have lighten our workload so much! Of course, stop saying I don't need you anymore, Ivalyn Lye Jun Yi! Your main task is to keep me entertained! Haha...
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