Don't let your thought waver what has already been decided.



Mixed feelings.

Perhaps I've never thought it would be coming that soon again. This time with fear.

I wonder what am I fretting over? It just sounds so illogical to me. Why me?

Instead of being happy about it, now I'm afraid. Afraid that everything is going to be wrong afterall. It should not be this way anyway. Perhaps I just don't have the confidence enough to face it. That is also the reason I have been stepping each step with jittery feelings, backwards. Would it be what I wish for if I'm willing to take a step forward?

I need the courage. The decision lies in me. To where? Every route that opens ahead. Which direction should I head for?