Sleepy Post

I AM SERIOUSLY DEPRIVED OF SLEEP!


I was rushing my ET1000 Essay 2 that was due on the day itself until 3am plus last night. As usual, I woke up at 7.30am to get ready for school. Amazingly, I had a seat on the train even though I boarded it from Tampines, but I couldn't fall asleep even though I was sleepy. Basically, I was totally awake on my whole journey to school. Zz..

I had a long chat on msn with Carol in school. At least I did feel slightly better after talking to her. I guess everyone has different points of view, we see the same thing from different angles. She can't solve my problem. Afterall, I'm the one who choose not to say out everything. I seriously don't want see terrible things to happen just if I've chosen to protect myself instead. Well... Since I choose this route myself, I just have to really learn how to cope with it.

Oh! my mind was blank most of the time man! I really need my sleep! Sending message to the wrong person was bad enough. I did something even dumber. I had dinner at a coffeeshop with Carol after my school/her work near Carol's place. I actually left my laptop behind when we left! I'm really crazy man! I only realized it when I was already on the bus. Thanks goodness I took 291 which routes around that area before returning to the bus interchange. So I alighted and ran back to the coffeeshop to find it. Thank goodness the coffeeshop worker kept it for me! I even made Carol run a distance because I called her to tell her my stupidity.

It shows how I was so much deprived of sleep! I've never lost my handphone before, unless I left it at home. The laptop weighs so much heavier than the handphone, yet I can miss its presence! The laptop is important to me! Just in the previous post I mentioned I had to be responsible for so many people, and this thing has to happen! I've already set everything properly on my laptop for the live webcast on Sunday!

It's okay! Go ahead and laugh, because I'm becoming sillier and sillier.