Kind? Or Not?

too kind.. I realize I'm being too kind.. I'm not self-praising seriously. coz being kind hasn't done any gd to me at all.. I dun mind being kind to anyone. I dun mind not hearing tt thank you after helping someone. but I mind when ppl take my kindness for granted. I'm not a slave. my kindness has started to turn deaf, it's as if it's not a kindness anymore. it's a command. ppl begin to take advantage of my kindness, misuse it, unappreciative of my kindness, gaining back from it sometimes become some hurtful comments.. it's as if it's my responsibility to help them in e 1st place, and I deserve to b scolded or insulted when I did it wrong or rejected them. pls dun regard my kindness as li2 suo3 dang1 ran2. sometimes I wish I can b more selfish. juz doing my own part of job & not b bothered abt others.