“工作太密集的时候，就变成很多事情不能做到最好。自己有一段时间很暴躁。你自己做得不好，但你又知道自己其实可以更好，但又不知道该怎么做。身体出现问题，你只能去调理它，但也没时间去调理，就只能继续撑，再继续撑，再继续撑。。。”-JJ
I was reading this week’s i-weekly article that features an interview with JJ. This was his reply to why JJ needs a break after his concert. I think it really depicts how I am feeling (refer to previous post). =)
It is true I have a lot of commitments at 1 point of time. I was very temperamental during that period of time. In fact, I cried more so often that I got frustrated that I cried because I was frustrated in the first place. Even though a lot of people told me I have done a good job, but I always felt I could do better, or even think if I could do it another way over again, it would be much better than now.
During that busy period, I kept falling sick as well. I just couldn’t get well because I never get enough rest. It was a vicious cycle when you get frustrated when you’re sick, which lead to me being very hot-tempered than usual.
I think it is the same for me as it is for JJ. I love what I have done/am doing. But at times, it has been too much.
So I guess what I really need is just the same as him. A well-deserved break somewhere, to do something I really want to do. He’s going to get his soon, but when is mine coming, I wonder?
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