Exams are so sucky! With each paper I took in the past 3 days, the more I got the feeling of dropping out of school once and for all. From expecting myself to get a CAP of at least 3.5/5.0 before the start of school, to dropping my expectation to at least 3.0 in mid-terms, now all I hope is that I can just pass all of my modules. Yes... It's that bad!

As depressing as it is, I keep telling myself I cannot cry. No, I wun cry. I dun want to affect myself for the remaining papers. I know it's gonna be hard. but I want to make my way through the end of the exams. No matter how bad it is. and then, I'll really stop thinking about them completely, at least until I get my results. It's gonna end soon. It's gonna be over soon.

Yes, I'm kind of great in hiding my true feelings. Almost everyone who talked to me on msn didn't realize I'm truly upset over exams. I didn't want anyone to worry for me. What is done cannot be undone.

I want to thank those people who really cheer me up these few days. Even though they didn't know they did. If anyone realizes, I only chat with people on msn whom I find comfort in talking to them. Chatting with them makes me feel so much better. For the rest, I'm sorry I didn't reply you. coz I was really not in the mood. And so, if you happen to talk to me on msn and I never reply you, I hope you understand.


Anyway, a BIG THANKS to C, SY, YS, ZA. =)