Virus Virus

finally write finish my 6cds.. need backup, coz my brother lor, dunno how go dl tis trojan alike thing onto e com. now it's like popping up every 5sec at e taskbar & installing e thing every 5min, & me sitting here uninstall everytime. yun dao liao... tmr is CD community project le.. do until so unhappy... receive cher's email so bs, like I veri kua zhang meh.. make so much trouble... hope tmr she wun complain so much sia...

FuN FuN FuN~~

I'm getting lazier to post le. haha... nth interesting aso mah..

today wake up stil feel so sleepy sia. coz last nite discuss e community project agenda wif jiaqun til past midnite. den study dbms chap 1 & 2 til 1+ lo. so tired sia.. went fer dbms remedial.. okie la, I finally understand more abt dbms after finish studying 1/4 of chap4 on e mrt. not so blur liao.. den after tt went fc4 for lunch lo. siao lor, e C.P. so luan la, later wan cancel later wan change date. sia la! wad lor... if not for e class, I wun even plan la.. if I wan volunteer do tis shit, when cher ask me I wun look away from her le. pls lor, class rep dun have 2 do everything lehz. y do some always tink class rep is responsible for all class thing? pls.. some thing use brains tink aso know is ur own responsibility, dun push everything 2m me .. I'm lazy de la, dun expect me 2 b e perfect class rep u wan. I'm not customized class rep.. went main lib cont do C.P. den went bedok wif qun & ck to buy prizes fer C.P. coz dey accomodate me as I meeting my friends there. stil pei me go slack til I go meet den go home. Thanks ar! Love ya, qun! haha...

met lanetar, stacy, amanda at bedok interchange. miss stacy so much! so long nv c her le! den today stil go run 10km, come back so tanned. wahaha.. stil as chio as b4 la.. I'll jealous de leh ger.. got e wrong info, 401 not operating on wkdays la.. so took 197 den walk from 1 end to e other end of ECP sia! walk til leg wan break sia.. today's 6.10 gathering got e 4 of us, lyndsey, cheryl, lian sheng, hao quan, alex, caspar, gabriel, isa, jin yong, qi xian. hmm.. hope I nv miss out anyone =P we go da bao food from e hawker centre den sat at e shelter there eat lo. keep chatting & all e funny jokes come out. isa told me liansheng "betray" him for a free notebook so warn me not 2 do e survey fer him. haha... hao quan is as crap as ever la.. super fun to argue wif him, coz he always ask lame lame q de.. not me only lor, even lanetar & jinyong aso shoot him. haha.. we sat there very long, decide where to go lor. den decid ego PW de, so walk to e bus-stop, den last min change go TM. drop at tampines interchange den saw lap kuan. haha.. we went starbucks rot lor. chit-chat & shake leg lor. den everybody start going home 1 by 1. most of us left at midnite den I walk home alone lor coz only I diff direction from them. veri fun sia.. always love 6.10 class gathering! though tired but veri happy lor.. =P

mY 100th Post! Yeah!!!

haha... finally reach my 100th post. my blog is slightly mroe than half yr old. thanks for listening me crap & complaining on my blog most of e time all tis while. though some ppl stil dunno e meaning of kib0sh in my blog name. hehe...

today went library do acc wif leen, her loong & sherman. today eileen early wor! *clap clap* hehe... me & leen tried to do dbms prac b4 her loong & sherman come, but dunno how lor! so difficult! AAHH! siao lor.. den when her loong come we go book project room do start on our acc. but muz wait til 11.15. so we found e room den chat outside e room. chat wad we did during e-learning wk lor. haha... acc not tt hard la, coz we follow e sample on e lectures notes, finish both tutorials den submit online le. yeah! another assignment done! library was super crowded in e noon. siao leh.. den bb so lag.. so her loong & sherman go home while me & leen go lunch lo.

after lunch like nth to do so decide to go out. wanted to ask jq along, but leen dun wan go parkway so far from her house. so we go causeway pt lo. we walked & tok lo, c alot of nice things wan to buy lehz... den walk finish e whole shopping mall jiu go home le.. tok alot of crap lo.. wahaha...

anw, I wanna say I'm super pissed off wif 1 person. u realli make me wan to cry. u totally make me think tt helping someone is worth SHIT! u make me feel so SHIT aso. when u need help, I offer it immediately w/o hesitating. not ONCE, TWICE! but when I asked for help, all I got was a stupid reply. yeah, wad's so hard abt doing me a simple favour tt dun even take 1 min? Will it kill u?! yeah, after not being able to help, u wan ask me for help again! complain to me, yeah ok fine... wadever. ask for my help, yeah, ok... but wad I got in return?! I reply in a polite way in e sense tt I cant promise anything abt tt. WAd e HELL?! u din even thank me k! u demand I muz do it! YEAH RITE. FUCK ASS MAN! I dun tink u deserve my help at all. so dun expect me to help u at all ok! u can expect nth from me now on! u can wait all u wan, I DUN CARE A DAMN abt u!

e-learning week

19/12 - start of e-learning wk.. but nv do e-learning wk stuff. went to sch main library early at 9.30 wif goldie do wcd assignment. siao lor.. so crazy & rush.. do until 5plus den finish.. faint lor.. den sch com cannot zip up e file?!! wtt lor... end up anyhow throw e file into a zip file we create den submit lor. heard tt some grp cant submit coz bb traffic jam. whole day nv eat liao, so meet leen go clementi eat my breakfast+lunch+dinner+next day breakfast. after tt went home.. so tired lor. go home den realize nv link our LAstest products pg to any of our website. siao la..

20/12 - today huh... siao lor aso. I rather we have no e-learning wk lor. so many work to do. so many work to do nvm wor, wan access bb is so hard, traffic big jam sia.. sianz 1/2... going to start doing on my work real soon. yeah... only manage to finish reading fom lecture. thanks to sito notes. e quiz is, I dunno if it supposed to test my FOM knowledge, or izit testing my general knowledge? did it 4x, nv manage to pass 70, so pissed whenever I got 65 3x..

I dunno if anyone know, but I guess nobody knows. coz I'm not supposed to know abt some things, but some things no need ask or guess, I juz know. dun ask me how I know, I juz know, coz it is always easier to observe as a 3rd party. dun worry, if u dun wan me to know, I wun let u know I know aso de. =) if anyone dun understand tis part, guess u dun need to know aso. coz if u wan to know wad I'm supposed & not supposed to know, u'll have to discover urself too.

Achievement is not Everything..

dunno wad I do aso.. do 1 feedback pg for wcd can do so long sia.. so sianz... mon muz hand in le stil got alot haben finish. den hor! I wan add things to e index.html pg mah. I rmb veri clearly I saved e whole of goldie's wcd folder de lor! everyting inside except e index pg leh! den muz wait til goldie work come home send me lor. wa...

ppl always say, u gain some u lose some. does tt means I muz pay for wad I achieve today? sometimes I wish I haven achieved so much. it always come to my mind tt I juz have to pay it back some way. I've lost too many precious things fer wad I achieve today. it's e precise thing tt e more I achieve, e more I got drift apart. tt's aso e only but yet e worst regret I got from achieving. it's juz seem so confused. many ppl can only c my happiness of my achievement, but dey'll nv ever c my sadness in my achievement. so I may seem happy to u when i achieve sth, but tt may not b e case at all.

a Long dAy

term coming to an end le, means project rushing & test time. super bz sia.. most of our class ppl got gems test, or some kinda assessment. urge many of u to join Brand Design next sem! no test or assessment. only 2 assignment to bang on.. dunno is tt gd or bad... when my result come out u all can c fer urself then. it's a rather interesting module. =P love my gems!

was late fer 15min fer acc today. but cher nv say anything lehz.. funny sia.. got back acc test. super happy wif my results! at 1st tot bs cant balance, den 1st q is mati tt kind, sure die cham cham de. but got back unexpected results. wahaha...

after lunch went wcd classroom early. actu wan study fom there de, but no mood lehz.. so chat wif leng on msn again. haha... had wcd mock test.. wa... more difficult than normal prac lor. den e color #009900 hor, come out diff from e eg de lor! qi pian wo de gan qing... T.T den dunno how to indent. I guess I'm not bad at tables, so I had not much prob creating my webbie tables.

fom test was... YES! ATROCIOUS! we taking e paper wif DBA ppl. dey all look so pro de la. we stil doing mcq dey already finish reading case study start writing le. but hor, there's a bad thing la. coz halfway thru my reading, george teo ask us to read e instructions carefully. den e ger from DBA on my rite panicked. coz she nv ans each question on a fresh pg. LoL... siao lor e q.. dunno how to apply sia... so diff from sito's paper! realli go there anyhow crap. I only rmb e only ting I confirm correct is MI definition la.. stupid rite... like wad george teo says, to b on e safe side, even if u dunno how to ans e q, at least write down e definition to gain a lil mark. haha..

feel so much relaxed after fom test. coz next wk e-learning wk liao.. mon muz submit wcd... hmm... time to catch up on my dbms liao.. not much time to waste sia...

HoMeWorK FrenZy

stayed at home e whole day today lor. nowhere to go, nobody jio aso. might as well. finish my CRS Project1 le! hahaha.. though may not b veri gd la, but I 1st time do hw on a sat.. so guai ritez... wahaha... played maple for awhile only lehz.. from 10 plus til juz end nia. so e guai rite... touch abit FOM tut le, muz finish by tmr.. den haben touch ACC tut.. hmm... muz find time to do.. or else no time study for FOM test lehz... managed to figure out my grp's wcd product table aso. left e products to put in..

love wu ke qun's songs more & more. listen to them e whole evening. haha... I going to buy e pants wif huiyi soon! time to shop for CNY clothes. asked my mum liao, she say go buy la go buy la, buy liao den take $$ from her. tell her how much she aso dun care, juz go buy she say. LoL..

Bus rides will aLwAyS bE sO FuN~!!

well, y'day acc test was... yeah... atrocious! my worst test in sp so far I guess. dunno wad to do for e coming fom test den... so unexpected format tt came out.. aiyo...

today go sch for cd again la.. so sianz lor... case study again... not fun at all! it's those boring q&a type lor. den topic is internet gambling & BGR mah.. internet gamling was stil ok, but BGR part was... ARGH! wad cher tinking lor... keep asking q like.. when u'll do tt ting? how prevent tt ting from happening? if tt ting already happen, wad would we do? den appropriate to do wad.. ask alot of weird things jiu correct le. like got alot of experience izit! my exp haven reach til tt extent lor, which of coz wun let it happen rite... I shall not explain further abt my exp den..

after sch went lot 1 wif huiyi for lunch.. wa... suddenly so many things wanna buy lehz.. clothes, pants, bottle, etc... blah blah blah... went more than words bought tis pen cum highlighter, same as huiyi, except diff color. so tempted to buy so many diff kinds, coz all so cute den cheap aso.. wa... shall get my new yr clothes from L.P zone some day & 3/4 from giordano.. hmm...

took 67 from CCK interchange home. boarded e bus at 2.11pm, alighted at tampines interchange at 3.55pm. haha... long rite... but I love long bus rides esp.. nv take 67 whole way b4. paid $1.55 for all those scenery, totally worth it. haha... saw so many sch on e way.. let me c.. got national jc, assumption sch, boy's town, raffles pri, nanyang girls', SCGS, anglo-chinese, chinese high... wa... so fun sia.... e sch all so nice sia.. reach home at 4plus.. =P

Day B4 ACC test

feel so tired e whole day today... lucky today only got wcd, dbms & gems.. was resting my head on e table e whole dbms lesson. tink cher know I sick la, stil touch my head. =.= den usually say I dunno how to ans her q will give tt look, but today she ask le like nv ask tio ans herself lo. celebrated parry's b'day.. den go for lunch. lunch aso so sianz, feel so tired chewing my food sia.. den saw acc cher outside e T19 lift so ask her some q.. hmm.. understand more le.. den go library for awhile b4 gems to study acc lo.. but tis guy behind us so inconsiderate, I tot we toking already veri rude. he worse lo, hp ring so loud once nvm wor.. but keep letting his hp ring a few times w/o turning to silent mode, somemore let it ring so long! we in e quiet zone lor! den his friend say him aso sia..

actu wan go huiyi's gems de, but today my gems tutorial in class lo, so no choice. gems is fun, we transfer our assignment into a neater format using cher's template. den yvonne call cher tt time so funny lor, Peter~~ we finish individual de le, den muz tabulate e occurrences of brands of our grp into a table. cher say unbranded muz state aso. so end up our grp de unbranded is like juz nice 50 sia.. so much! actu I contribute to abt 20plus of tt. haha... not bad la, love my gems alot..

den went for CO lor. had trouble playing my C major. actu is tt only note tt I had to press hard wif 4 finger on e G string which is e toughest. =.= den told cher I wan leave early to go home study for test lo. he chin chai one lo. haha... but today he abit fierce. actu not tt fierce, but compared to normal is fierce. coz tink my double bass senior couldn't follow, den cher say she de guo qie guo lo. I so scare he come say me aso, coz I ben lai jiu not gd one... so I left CO at 4.30plus lor. cher say next time I go can play slurred notes le! so fun! but my hands so tired & pain after prac lo.. wa...

tmr acc test... hope can do well ba... scare no time to finish nia, coz 1hr leh, usually I do tutorial takes 2-3hr to do de.. aiyo...

anw, my tagboard somehow went missing... shall replace it after tmr's test.. though usually my tagboard is dead =P

Flu Bug Shoo x3!!!

so tired after whole day of lesson. slept on e train den after dinner sleep somemore.. juz wake up.. Flu is all over me now. xp passed it to me de lor. den y'day goldie do wcd wif me, today aso kena le.. so sorry sia.. din know my flu so powderful de wor...

anw, e-learning wk coming, so y'day CRS cher wan us to create a grp blog lor.. wa... funny sia.. aiyo... quite interesting la... but weird lor... den today calculated my no. of cards 4 FOM. 15/30.. hmm... not so bad la... but test is next wk... omg... so shit! if I get tt mark for my test too, I'll jump for joy! den tis thu is acc, chap1-4 shld not b a big prob, juz e theory part.. argh! c e memorized work coming! AAHH...

and oh yes amanda... SB honour roll is not = SnowBoard honour roll. it's 2 diff thing dear... crazy ger crazy over maple le...

WCD

juz come home after finishing discussing wcd wif goldie in library. e library is like a big maze lehz.. u can go crazy finding e project room. me & goldie start plotting our website, but there's like so many doubts, so tmr muz go sch ask cher... so tired after a long day at sch.. tmr got gems & cca somemore! faintz...

anw, xp's blog is ok le! haha...

Tink

Sometimes some ppl juz have to speak wif tact. though a person may not seem to mind wad u said, but u'll nv know... he or she may ignore wad u say, but wadever u said goes into e mind. dun always tink urself as veri funny trying to make a joke, mayb some other ppl may not tink it's funny at all.

And some ppl muz learn to interpret wad others have said. if u wan listen, pls understand e whole story b4 pinpointing at ppl of their wrongs. if not, dun even bother to give comments when u only have a side of e story.. sometimes e meaning of words r juz as simple as it is, dun need to think until so complicated. esp when things dun concern u.

Chill@SP =P

Sch is so fun today! coz got Chill@SP event whole day round in SP today. actu is sort of open house to those graduating sec sch students lor, but we can go c c aso. during CD we get to decide wad to do for community service, at 1st wan pick service de, coz painting like more fun mah, but cher say project more challenging, some say mayb easier to get at least B lor so choose project in e end. I'm anything de la actu... meaningful can le.. den after CD c Dbms stil got 10min away so me, pei shian, huiyi, goldie, eileen go down e plaza take a look. veri interesting... some of them got LOA so dun neede go dbms lesson. so sianz as usual la...

noon lesson jiu end le so hungry so go fc4 have lunch wif goldie, shian & leen.. after lunch go back plaza walk walk again.. saw alot of kelly fans chasing towards e road.. LoL... den shian going out wif hl, goldie going to work, so left me & leen lo. I got nth to do, but leen have to wait til 6plus den got band. so we slack in sch lo.. leen wan go watch band perform in convention centre so we went to sit at e "J" row. haha... nice performance, but not alot of ppl leh.. it's like tt de lor, cannot expect so many ppl aso.. I like e percussion performance e best, leen's meimei veri gd at playing percussion. haha.. den after percussion we left for main library do dbms hw together. 2 brains work better than 1 mah.. we did 1 copy den change abit of e contents b4 printing lo. after finishing go find qun at e foyer opp e library.. wa... get to c e sun wif dunno wad's tt call lo. veri interesting lo. saw yvonne there aso, din know she's from astro de, all I know she's a veri cute person to b wif. haha... so slack wif qun, leen, suet, jac lo... went fc5 give leaflets den go back foyer den go clubhouse take $$ den go dinner. band seniors so slack la... no time concept de lo. stil show wad example for e juniors.. lucky my CO cello seniors veri nice de lor.. always ask me tis & tt, den scare I wan borrow cello home practise den dun dare ask.. hmm...

after tt go home lor.. my les bought a same earphones as me! haha... gd gd! nice quality lehz... but my maple sucks.. cannot login PERMANENTLY.. keep loginning out every min... sianz...

Liu Xing Jiao Zhu MV

JJ totally rawkz!!! I post e Mv here for fun & viewing pleasure la.. but it takes time to load for those wan to watch ok? so pls wait patiently...

anw, b4 clicking e big play button on e screen, pls b so smart to click "stop" below JJ's hand ok?? unless u wan go crazy hearing 2 things at 1 go..

mY DaY

I'm e 1st dbit 21 student to reach wcd today.. LoL... coz nobody came so I go class wif my les, den tell her on e way aso lo.. took xp's breakfast den tinking wad to do to it at 1st, but nv la.. muz determined not to b sad! wcd was as usual fun! den after tt is dbms lo.. wa... she give a true & false quiz on dbms. it's either I dun understand her language or her q r too chim.. sat wif xp, crapped wif her again sia.. my les wan ask me pei her go pierce ear, coz she dun dare pierce herself. but my mama say cannot pierce le, so c how lor.. muz beware of xp de lor, hit ppl so hard..

after sch cannot go watch parry for talentime. coz muz walk til fc5 there print my gems photos. so follow my les clique go lunch since dey n e way aso.. printed my photos, $2 each sia.. but not as ex as CS basement de, $15 leh! den we crap all sort of shit.. xp is always at e wrong frequency de. u know, ppl r those SCV ch, muz pay $$ to watch de, but xp is those ch wif ants tt type... bought a new earphones at $9.90 near saa, sound quality veri gd leh.. den saw rachel lou on e way to idea centre. end up we suppsoed to meet cher at 2.40 so my grp we go bizIT lib. coz dey doing last min assignment lor.. I feel so slack so book a com do dbms prac5 lor. den chuan yang ask if I'm from malaysia or indonesia izit.. I look like meh?? anw, we met cher for 5min den go liao... wa... den go cello lo... play new things today wor...

both sad & happy

I'm feeling both sad & happy... for 2 things... how to say?? let's say e happy thing 1st...

I'm feel so glad tt some of my juniors stil rmb me.. these few days dey come & contact me lor. mayb it seems like a veri small thing la, but u know when someone who din contact u for a long time, den suddenly u receive their news, u'll have e same feelings too. I'm veri contented seriously, not many opportunities tt we can get together, but having friends who care even when dey're not around u means alot of things le..

the sad thing is, all a sudden, there's tis change in attitude... I dunno wad to say.. I'm abit caught by surprise too.. it's even sadder than not being together.. coz it's e 1st time I got tis cold attitude.. mayb others, I dun care... but... it's u... nv ever, nv... like all a sudden dun wan to tok to me de... juz last wkend we stil happily sms-ing wif each other. y e sudden change?? I realli dun understand. it realli upset me alot... I stil care alot even though I seem like I dun care anmore, u know... pls give me an ans.. tell me we're ok...

JJ RaWkZz!!!

finally finish my gems assignment! considered la.. coz realli dunno wad to write lor.. haha... so anyhow crap sia..

it's raining e whole day today lor.. den muz walk carefully coz my sandals veri slippery wor.. was late for acc again la.. but stil dun care de la... den after tt is dbms, got do her hw okie.. so guai rite... actu tink she wan praise us, but den dunno she saw e 22 ppl face den she say she dunno wad she wan to say le. haha... went to support goldie for talentime during break. den e mike got prob again. but goldie realli sang veri well la.. 3 cheers for goldie, khay & parry! parry is tmr la. but cheer 1st lor, coz our class so talented! LoL... after lunch is fom mah, den I nv sit wif our class de. I went up to sit wif xueping, coz we sharing secrets mah... haha... den halfway thru I nv copy finish e slides cher jiu change slide le. so I not happy jiu do e box u ar action. so suay let cher c tio den he dunno say wad la. haha.. not intended to let him c de lehz.. den xueping tell me alot of jokes lor. she says I'm e 1st person who tink she tell jokes funny. wahaha... we tok alot of nonsense la, den she say ash say we veri noisy. haha... tt's e purpose ritez... den fom tutorial interesting la.. nt much things actu, but stil fun la..

den after sch went suet's outlet to have dinner, wif jac, suet, leen, qun, khay & ck.. wa.. e menu say mini, den e portion so big lor. eat til so full lehz.. haha... den ck was trying to time his drinking speed. khay was e funny one la, she keep laughing den pui back e water inside her cup, make us all laugh lor.. eileen den need to rush back to sch for band so me, khay & he go 1st lor. den khay wanted to know how to sing jiang nan coz alot of ppl sang tt in talentime. den I was telling her it's "quan quan yuan yuan quan quan", den leen was trying to bluff her into "yuan yuan quan quan yuan yuan". den khay tot I bluff her lor! so I tell her nvm ask her next time go sing leen's version & c wad ppl say den she realize bluff her de is leen. I sent khay e song juz now, den she say she prefer JJ to jay! Yeah!! JJ rawkz!!!

Today & The Day b4 Today

20/11 - went to marina square wif amanda lo. e last time we go out was during zpop. yeah... went shop ard marina square. we've telepathy lor! we keep giving e same comments & said e same ting for e things we saw. haha... stop copying me amanda! den took photo fer my gems assignment lor. after tt we went suntec meet qun, ck, th, shian lor.. coz ck's b'day so dey go suntec walk walk we aso follow.. abit paiseh abt some things la... qun wan buy mahjong cards, but nv sell lo.. after awhile jiu go home le.. den me & amanda wan CS go develop my photo into A4 size, but it cost $15 lehz... siao... no $$ T.T...

21/11 - today rain almost whole day lor. late fer dbms as usual lor, but cher nv say anything la. okie la, I prefer dbms practical ba... at least cher not so naggy... den fom den acc lo... during acc our class guys sneak out to watch talentime, coz khay performed. but end up haben start until lesson end.. cheered fer khay when it's her turn. she sang well.. of coz is minus e mike's sound... e mike tink no gd lo, make e ppl who sang, thier voice sounds abit weird.. after lunch go fer CRS. cher veri forgetful ok! she went to T4 lo, den realize we at T21.. haha... more editting on our 2 paras.. got khay to help again.. coz me & shian make e ang moh more broken in e effort of trying to use transition words lo... qun wan go orchard wif ck to buy his b'day prezzie. deciding whether to follow them not, but nv go la. coz meeting someone in tampines do sth lor. tis person huh... veri eng one lor, finish his Os le den dun wan go work lo. den everytime find me accompany go here & there de.. LoL... but I tis wk not so eng liao.. gems assignment due, haben do yet.. mayb la, tis wkend lo... can go wuluwulu place watch movie??

Complicated & Chim

today nv go out again.. stacy la! keep saying sat den everytime fri jiu disappear de. den cannot plan. poor hao quan jiu give me scold coz he nv ask stacy. wahaha... so rot at home lor. played maple e whole day sia... anw, found out Jinsen work at ws popular aso, same as my sis. den he dunno tt's my sis somemore. cannot blame, coz I realli dun look like my 2 sis or my bro. den leng y'day say tt wu chu se cai guy is e same as zhen ming tian nu de. I saw newspaper le! it's not! so happen dey're twins. haha...

anw, somehow... some things r tt weird... some thing I know it's over, but somehow it can b salvaged. sounds complicated huh?? yeah... I aso dun understand everything myself. mayb it's juz like a pair of old shoes... e mouth of e shoe may have cracked open, but it takes time for e whole sole to fall apart completely from e shoe. mayb u can glue back e mouth if u wan to wear e shoe somemore. but forcing it got no eternal use. eventually, after sometimes, e mouth may crack open again. den it's time to get a new pair of shoes.. however, new shoes may not b as comfortable as ur old ones. u miss e feeling of wearing ur old shoes. once I saw tis guy, he walked into converse shop wif a realli worn pair of shoes. den he asked e salesman to give him a new pair, exactly e same color, pattern as e old ones. I guess it's e same ritez... we like new things, but sometimes we cant bear to part wif e old ones. yet u've to choose btw e old & new. get a new one tt is e same as e old one?? mayb... but wad I'm trying to say, somehow, it seems to b over, but it's not over.. yeah... chim... if anyone understand, pls tell me.

kib0shdReaMeR @@ ~JJ RaWkZz~

Sch Ponning

yeah... rite... tis is e 1st time I pon sch today.. serious lor... so can c how guai I am la.. but usually ppl say if there's a 1st time, there's a 2nd, 3rd, etc time... haha... qun say, only 6 ppl from dbit 21 & 1 ger from dbit 22 went. LoL..

anw, woke up late at 9 plus den play maple liao.. meet leng at bedok mrt platform at 11plus going 12 lor. den we decided to go heeren lor.. coz I haven eat brunch so we went cine basement there try e jap fastfood. realli veri fast service lor. u order den next thing u know ur order is all ready at e next counter. e food aso not bad lor, consider cheap too. eat til veri full lor. next time muz go there try ppl. after brunch me & leng strolled in cine shopping. saw tis veri cute lao shu ai da mi hp accessory. wanna buy, but like abit waste $$ so nv buy. go sembawang to check out a-do's pre-order cd. like nth special la, only a pouch, so decided not to pre-order anw.. saw alot of nice thing wan to buy, but muz control myself cant buy, tis wk spend alot of $$ le. saw tis cute 3-in-1 highlighter, me & leng bought 1 each. haha...

walk to heeren next lo. saw alot of caps but nth leng like de. she tried on me den say wear le veri weird. mayb is me la.. haha.. den leng saw a bag she like alot. but consider veri long, but end up nv buy la. haha... hang ard in HMV quite some time, coz go in listen to jay's songs.. saw guo mei mei's cd on e charts no.4 lor. wa... pro... aso saw e tian shi.. wo ai ni's OST. no $$ le, cannot buy.. T.T den go wisma lor, aso nth la.. end up leng wan consider e billabong cap we saw. haha... I wear not bad lehz.. but nv buy jiu go home le. veri tired after walking e whole day.

bought another pair of earrings... die le.. cannot let my mum c, or she'll kill me for buying more & more earrings.. 6 pairs in 2 wk.. wahaha...

hmph!

yeah! looking forward 4 my long wkend. today only have acc & wcd. I realli love wcd, it's so fun & fun & FUN~! haha... den take mrt wif, qun, ck, goldie, winston, khay. actu while waiting fer e girls to go toilet, I already saw le la.. but too bad when we all went up e platform & everybody saw. haha... xueping & ... well... guess I shall not say who la.. for those who know, tt's great... for those who dunno, c if heng den qun or ck will blog la. haha... tsk tsk tsk... usually I'm more kpo than tis, but since xueping's my gd friend.. haha...

hmm... so now all a sudden our chatting during y'day dbms lesson have an ans la... no wonder... muahaha~~ xueping veri gd ar... ask me to share den nv tell me... tsk tsk tsk... waste my saliva during dbms lor. even my class cliques & my les aso dunno lor, only tell u leh.. next time aso dun share wif u le.. hmph!

Facts or Facts?

I know my limits, I wun force myself to do sth I cant do. yes, I dunno, but I wun ask. Stubborn?? maybe ba... sometimes muz understand e situation, muz know where I stand. it's obvious liao rite.. I dun need specify so clearly some of e things tt shall not b said out directly. anyone might b hurt, whether misunderstood or it's e truth. no use forcing something I dun tink will work out. there's so many things I cant do alone. so it's juz like dun expect me to smile at u when I know u wun smile back. it's e same theory here. let's not waste our time doing things we dun like at all. it's e fact. stop lying to both u & me. we dun wanna b unhappy here.

mY 1st entry

wcd was fun today.. wcd is always fun to me =) dbms is as usual u know. dun need say much. den go fc2 have lunch coz suet meeting her friends at library. den after lunch me & huiyi walk to mrt buy sweets & teenage. we reach huiyi's gems class on e dot, but e lecturer haben come la.. when she come she ask me correct classroom not, I was like huh?? coz I blur blur din know she asking me lor. anw, I not her student I aso not sure la. den again slack inside lor. read my teenage, crap wif huiyi, sleep, blah blah blah. huiyi muz do her assignment le. haha... den tink is last wk e guy who sat beside huiyi hor, e one can wake up suddenly ask q de, he openly put 2 cigarette box on e table. wa pro.. den e guy next to huiyi his hp rang twice lor. den I tink he aso bored la, saw huiyi read my teenage wan borrow. okie.. so u know how bored is huiyi's gems la. den went to look for t17b lor, tt's where's my gems talk lor. wa.. it's hidden behind fc4, so secretive.. haha.. I din pay attention la, it's a tok for brand design students & EEE students aso. saw someone, den he moved to sit rite in front of me. tt's how I confirm it's him la.

yeah, watched ming xin ou xiang. funny yet poor thing. coz dey got training den some got scolding until cry. looking out for e guy leng say look like JJ de. where got?! JJ cuter la! haha...

FoM TuToRiaL is inTeReStinG =P

abit late for acc today la, so dun dare walk front door. but I heck care la, coz no matter how stil muz walk to e front to take attendance list mah.. alot of ppl late aso lor, mayb coz raining ba... acc abit confusing la, but stil ok.. yeah, den jiu dbms le. coz acc cher let us go on e spot, quek nguan tuan tink we can fly la, 5th floor somemore. she say we eat up her lesson.. lol... yeah.. rite.. den e 3 22 guys in front dunno take photos or video of her. LOL..

after tt we went fc5 for lunch coz jac wan go clubhouse look 4 her file. we ate kfc again lor. den dunno who say huh.. KFC become KFF coz now got e fillet burger. haha... after den go back for fom lecture lo. not late la, coz e cher juz come aso. fom is quite fun lo. den fom tutorial after 2 hrs again. den we break into groups discuss. cher say I put in effort in my work, but advise me not to write 1 whole chunk but in pt form full sentence tt type. 1st time someone tell me can write tt way leh! all e time I've writing so many things coz nobody pinpoint to me I can write tt way coz I always tot cannot. haha... okie.. next time I know how to write le. =P den he's veri funny la, juz wif tt bit of gayness aso. haha... den he told us abt bird flu den KFC den got tt fillet burger thru SWOT analysis. haha.. he aso say KFC soon become KFF in future le. den say til nobody dare to eat KFC le. haha...

after sch saw LKK on e way, so we stand there tok awhile. haha... complain abt dbms somemore lo, wad else... oh ya, xueping ask me a question during fom tt 5min short break lo. dunno y she ask aso la, but she damn spot-on e question... mayb is e way she ask ba.. ans her seriously den she dun belive la.. eh.. wa lao.. u ask I tell lehz... actu xueping is e 1st person get to know abt it lor. coz I din even intend to say at all all tis while if nobody ask mah. lol...

mY LittLe SecReT

okie... let's juz say it's a little wish of mine. it's a secret... tt's part of wad's bothering me so long.. not say I dun wanna let ppl know, but say come to tis, I'm not so brave anymore. bie zai xin li kou nan kai... yes... it's a little wish tt will nv fulfil until a miracle happens. yeah... but it dun realli matter, I'm living wif tis tiny dream of mine. I shall be happy. Will try not to tink of it too much. sad or happy, life goes on.. wif a teeny lil bit of hope, juz a little... =P

kib0shdReaMeR @@ JJ RaWkZz FoReVeR

Monday

well, juz received tis email wif subject: FW: IF U DUN LAUGH I KOWtOW TO U from lilin. juz wanna let lilin know, I tink u realli have to kowtow juz today coz I realli nv laugh at all. I dun tinki it's e contents not funny la, juz it's me la.. dun wanna elaborate liao... sian of saying e same things over & over again.

well... tiring day today... lessons as usual, sch database system for our class got prob, den go fom, lecturer today abit not happy, den acc, as usual den break. went fc1 eat coz crs at t444, den after crs lily ask me go her office take things for some ppl in our class so drive me down to biz block den ownself rushed down to t17. yeah... juz a normal day wif fom hw to b done at e end of e day.

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juz come back from TM... coz qun wan buy socks, den bugis dun have e type she wan lor... den CS got a shop sells alot of socks de. me & leen bought hp socks each too. den qun aso bought a nice hello kitty water bottle there. cannot describe e bottle in my own opinion la, coz I dun like pink if u dunno... long time nv go CS & TM le.. haha... e CS toilet got make-up area & sofa de lor. haha... den in TM saw andy.. e last time is c him in MJ, as e OGL of alhena 4, 1 grp in front of mine. den tink he got recognize me ba, coz he look at me aso. dun wanna say hi la.. veri awkward..

spend alot of money today! haha... went bugis tt time buy alot things. bought tis big box of JJ "limited" imported edition cd wif a shirt inside. veri nice. but I always got cheated. $26.90 lehz.. but when come to JJ's stuff, I wun hesitate or wad, is sure buy de. but hor, supposed to have another necklace as written on e box, but inside open le dun have leh.. so sad... but nvm la got e shirt & e box. haha... tt time actu buy e 1st time 3rd album got poster I aso nv get it. haiz... den bought a pair of earrings.. haha... tis week poor le la...

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new web host

okie.. all my blog songs r up again.. coz y'day angelfire fired on me lor.. so in need looking for a new host. huiyi recommend geocities & ripway but dun work. den I found tis webbie wif alot of free web hosts pgs. found my current web host there. wahaha... veri gd leh... if it dun fire up on me though tt is... I consider it better than angelfire. coz it's unlimited bandwidth, 50mb file size available. e upload rate is faster than angelfire too... it works abt e same as angelfire. haha... sounds like I'm promoting for tis webbie. yah... yeah, e format is e same as geocities if u use geocities b4 la...

yeah.. going bugis wif leen & qun later..

Fun wif html, wonder y no time for dbms??

I'm so proud of myself. haha... lol... changed my blogskin finally! I design myself de wor... whole afternoon from 2plus searching at blogskins til 7plus but dun have wad I like de. coz it's either e skins r too small or mostly in pink. though nice but it's not my style lor. so end up decide not to change. den nth to do mah.. decide to play wif JJ's pics so make tis blogskins lor.. nice not?? 1st timer lehz.. not so bad rite? haha...

now ppl shall know how obsessed I'm wif JJ! haha... yeah.. of coz got 1 JY pic, cannot miss tt out la.. now realize my blog missing title. so from now on my blog shall have title le. haha...

sian 1/2 again today.. 1st lesson cd, go thru those "notes" style again. sibeh sian one u know. character development leh.. develop character thru paper? den break into grp as b4, tink NE msg meaning, purpose & eg.. our grp din discuss much la.. den goldie ask 2 look at jerrl's hp ma, so I ask if she searching y'day "tt one" izit.. so I join in kpo lor, coz i curious aso mah.. den jerrl blur blur dunno wad y'day "tt one". haha... wa... his hp inside so many photos de. coz too many, goldie & I cant confirm wad we searching correct not, so we ask jerrl which one he tink nicest. haha... cannot say too detailed here aso la.. hehe...

dbms dun need to say la.. I tink my 8-char clash wif her lor. she come in ask y so many ppl not here yet, I bs her reply back only 10.55a.m, not time yet. den she got nth 2 say la, but winston say I shoot her rite in e eye, sth like tt de... too bad la.. den I tio glare by her 3x coz e 1st 2x is I trying to make trouble. but 3rd time is I realli dun understand, den she explain in e non-story way, me jiu ming bai so say orh... den she glare again. my fault when ur explanation sux worz... den e stupid water bottle, take goldie's water bottle as weapon, tink she veri funny like tt..

sch end at 12 so go went fc1 wif jiaqun, eileen, suet, huiyi, jac, & eileen's "meimei" for lunch. den e western food queue so long, qun dey all finish eating le we stil queuing lor. saw bowei queuing behind eileen den so paiseh... coz last sem nv go CO so many times... lucky he nv c me coz i zao! haha... e fish & chips not so bad la, but dey fry it in a pot de.. those big big ppl use in restaurant to boil broth de. haha..

anw, supposed go home after tt. but go home so sian rite... so meet up wif ron. haha... I told him I only got a pair of earrings from my friend friend coz I lost mine tt time mah.. so he end up buying 3 more pairs for me. actu it's coz e earrings on offer, buy 3 cheaper la.. den he say I pick so slow somemore. at last he pay $$ liao jiu so proud jiang he better lor, coz he bought 3pairs instead of 1 pair. okie lor, like tt aso can.. win lo... e cost of my other earrings is more ex ok... haha... so now I got so many pairs of earrings le.. gd gd...

1st lesson acc tutorial.. from grp discuss lor. my grp got eileen, her loong, sherman. our q veri short den me & leen got do so veri fast finish le. her loong sibeh blur la, coz I wrote leader beside his name on e paper passed ard, den he looked at e paper after tt so I tot he know. den after awhile I ask him he know he's leader not, he say no! wa! all 3 of us saw him looking at e paper den he stil say got meh. haha... tutorial not so bad la..
after tt went fc3 for lunch, coz we got 1 1/2 h ma... e food there stil not nice de. stil fc6 de better lor. walk back biz block for wcd.

wcd is really fun! my fav module wif my fav lecturer cum tutor tis sem! haha... though some of e ting we already know, but I stil pay attention lor. coz kim's realli gd at teaching. she knows our style la, coz she say login chat la, den check email la, den afterwards pls login to esp k. haha... simply like her lor. hehe... so far haven find her lessons boring only.. den after tt practical change teacher teach ma, but she like gonig so slowly den I abit luan diao. but finish prac1 liao. den tink kim tink I veri bored so ask me try out e q in e bk. haha... html is fun. kim taught me sth not in e bk de. den prac2 is dreamweaver lor. but i stil tink html is more fun! haha...

finally finish acc le.. spend 2h doing.. not exactly, coz I watching tv while I do. hehe...

veri sad sia... nearly wanna cry when kim ying ask me tell e class she's not our ptn anymore. ok... but she put it e worst.. coz quek nguan tuan shall b our ptn... ARGH!!! y her?? juz coz she's got e most lessons wif our class?? how come e sch admin so cruel to us lehz?? it's like if u throw her to us at e beginning, we'll have to accept e fact faster. but den give us a nice ptn for 1wk half den tell us quek is replacing her. juz like let us float on e sky den suddenly shoot us down to hell. haiz... realli realli sad, stil cant accept tis fact.. sad sad sad... T.T

anw, no official brand design lesson today. so after lunch went to crash huiyi's class. aiyo... her class so sian one... I spent my time chatting wif huiyi, cut my nails coz got CO, sleep.. veri sian jiu dui le. den I wait 4 e lecturer to turn her back den run away. haha.. anw my brand design teacher say to use our 1st photo. he's veri nice de. give us lots of advice lor. 20min nia den can go for CO le. den CO same ting lor. wa... tt's bad for finger short ppl like me. wahaha...

1st lesson ACC lecture. she ask us to guess which is true. she's happy tis morning. she' not happy tis morning. yeah.. I tot gonna do wif acc. but end up she use it as an excuse to say alot ppl late, so of coz she's unhappy. up til now I tink acc is fine, I understand lor..

after tt, dbms, muz c HER again... so sianz.. her "hi" sounds like khay, so everytime she hi my heart nearly pound out. who ask me sit beside khay... haha... stil dunno wad's she's teaching.. jump ard e textbk like we know wad's she doing..

den after lunch go find LKK but he not in, so put all e donation cards in his pigeon hole. went for fom lecture den. ok la... e lecturer quite funny lor, at least not so boring ba.. but to me, thoery is stil a prob lor. had our longest break ever, 15min.. wa.. so nice lecturer... stil let us off early..

den finally is fom tutorial.. I was juz saying y teacher so long nv come let us wait. den he come, lucky I tink he nv hear. haha... den shian ask him can switch on e lights. his ans was so ap! den I was so shock giving khay e omg, he's so ap look. but luckily he's ok lor. actu he's quite funny & interesting sia.. but wad a pity whenever he imitate sth, he tends to b so gay! e actions aso sibeh gay!

finally come to realise 1 of my friends is actually tt fake.. well... not exactly fake.. but from wad I observe, tt person is how to say... unwilling to share... yeah, I can use juz a few words to pinpoint tt out, juz tt I dun wish to b so direct. abit hurt from e actions of tis person.. we know each other not say veri long, aso not say veri short time. I feel so.. u know.. betrayed... mayb betrayed is e wrong word, but it's juz sth like tt. coz wadever tt person ask me, I'll help as much as I can. mayb sometimes I dun seem to wan to help, tt's coz I realli dunno how to help. I'll give my reply whenever I can. but when I need help, if I say it veri directly, e person will help of coz, but sometimes unwillingly. it's a diff case if e person know I need help yet I dun ask directly. e person will juz pretend not to c. i dun c y shld I b treated like tt when e person can help others willingly. it's juz like, u need my help, I'm ur friend. if I need ur help, sorry.. I dunno u tt well.. sometimes I realli wonder, am I ur friend after all? or u're forced to b my friend under some circumstances? juz realli wish u treat me as friend, coz I regard u as my friend all tis while.. yeah...

so depressed... not sure y... so many things undone... many many... I juz feel tt I've not cherish my time enuff. nowadays, I can b 1 moment happy e other depressing.. I'll juz start tinking many tings, juz keep quiet myself. auto shutdown? when I tink back, I dun even know wad I tot e last moment.. wad's bothering me exactly?

I wan to go out wif friends.. be it leng, stacy, or anybody... all a sudden I wan to go out wif so many of them. perhaps i seriously miss them alot... I'm going out wif stacy, lanetar & hao quan probably tis sat. I'll make it no matter wad..

haiz... so sianz & frustrated... CRS is making me go crazy. my mind is total blank now! how to write I'm special? yeah.. I'm so special tt no words can b used to describe how special & wonderful I am. ya... rite... and nth can change e fact rite. yeah.. cut all e crap liao. who's going to tell me how to write for tis special me. at least give me some ideas... tmr's e deadline, and here I'm stuck wif blogging.. haiz...

juz feel tt tis sem modules r all so boring, except WCD. mayb some lessons r not to b made boring, but e lecturer is boring itself. juz like CD, wtf, I tot we're going to have interactive way of studying. but end up all those crap slides & discussion. sorry I dun mean our grp discussion is crap, juz tt it sounds abit dry discussing in tt way. dun u tink so? r u supposed to teach CD like tis anyway? hey, I'll prefer JAVA anytime to tis man..

yeah.. and database.. it juz become more & more confusing. how many lessons have we attended so far? wadever.. I juz have to say honestly, I dun understand a single thing. I haven got anything into my head at all. to b exact, I dun even have e sense tt I started lectures.

tmr's a monday... how boring my life is uh... crazy day tmr. tink have to go sch earlier to meet sito ba. get e fom notes or else I'll die copying... I hate mondays.. I hate tis new sem..

now listening to yes93.3 online... coz jing qu jiang starting soon. haha...

today veri happy wor... heez... today sch end early at noon so those no gems lesson de go fc4 eat lunch den go jp walk lor. but veri fast walk finish le. actu wan go marina square meet jiaqun de, but e rest wan go home lor. so me aso go home lor. but I nv go home la. I call my friend friend c wan accompany me not. so we go tm walk walk lor. den I say I wan look for new earrings mah, so we go look for earrings. but mostly not nice de lehz.. so go mini-bitz saw tis music de, not so bad lor. den looking at necklaces tt time, realize my music earrings disappear le. end up actu he go pay 4 me liao. coz he say if he tell me I sure wun let him pay de. LoL.. ok lor... haha... so let him pay lor. coz he say he owes me sth tt time. how come I dun rmb lehz?? after tt wait for him 2 da bao dinner home den we go home le.

was late meeting them at dover again. aiyo.. met LKK on e way to class, ask me collect e donation card.. so slow leh he.. anw, wcd lesson veri fun. look forward to every wcd class. though I tink kim love herself alot, everything aso "I Love Kim" haha...

went for my 1st gems -- brand-design today. my class got 30 ppl. and I'm last on e list again. haha.. anw, e lecturer was Peter Chen, expected him to b a middle-age guy, he's quite young observing by his looks. den we had lessons in e IDEA centre, but no beanbags tis time. coz 30 ppl not enuff beanbags la.. hehe... he gives us our module overview. we'll have no tests but only 2 assignments. and we have shopping case study next term! go orchard road shopping! haha.. wad's a more interesting module than brand-design sia? e whole lecture veri slack de, listen to Peter tok nia, den watch a video of how ppl design. after tt, we form our grp while he gave out e assignment. e assignment abit lame lor. e type tt looks easy but can b difficult depending on e ways u look at it. hate tis kind of assignment de lehz.

after tt went CO lor. e whole session I play tis 2 lines repeated nia. coz my fingers too short, cant spread them out wide enuff. so muz practise trying to open my fingers wide & w/o letting them close up while playing diff notes at e same time. haha...

1st day of sch. was abit late meeting them at dover. anw, we end up going 20min late for dbms lesson. but luckily, e teacher tot we went to our assigned classroom, making her wait in e other classroom we're supposed to go coz of e missing of notice for change of room. haha... but e lecturer sibeh fierce lor. cannot tok one, will faint..

after dbms, we went mlt8 for fom lor. fom is so sianz.. we've to take notes ourselves, wif blank papers somemore! wa! how to catch up man, i always copy so slow. thank goodness it's time for acc liao. everyone run to buy notes from bookshop wif instruction of lecturer. so I've to help e whole class mark attendance. our acc class got 22 ppl, aside from e supposedly 19 of us. hmm..

wa.. finally reach lunch time man! so hungry leh.. ate ban mian at fc4 b4 going for crs. aiyo.. e tutor got a fierce face, even though she din mean it sometimes. she say she got monkey as pet leh! haha... coz she wrote some words on a piece of paper & ask us ask verbal q, which is abt her. den jerrl dunno y, keep asking funny q, make all of us laugh.

after tt, it's wcd. our wcd cher is our ptm. Ms Lim Kim Ying. I liked her from e start. she's veri nice & probably fun too! I tink she'll b able to get close to us somehow like friends soon lor. so far she's e onyl cher who dun look fierce & friendly.

went orchard walk walk wif shian, huiyi, parry, jerrl, chee kai, her loong, thien hoon after sch. den when we abt to leave, qun call to ask us buy sth. so we walk back. den we took a long time pick out tt ting lor. ask her loong try for size. haha..

sch's starting tmr le... haiz... sad or happy lehz?? dunno lehz.. during e hols like nth to do, but once sch starts like sian of sch.. aiyo... tell me wad to do man... so many things haven done. I wan so much to go out wif leng! miss her so much lehz.. tsk tsk tsk...

I like e phrases of tis pri sch classmates tt he always put as his msn nick. always so meaningful yet funny. I like tis one. The Romans didn't find algebra difficult -- coz X is always 10. hmm...

sianz... tmr muz wait up so early le.. hope to get used to mondays lor. hmm... so many things to bring tmr.. for my les, xue ping, huiyi, sito, etc... =P

feel so bored now sia... changed a few things in my blog again. juz dun feel like changing e blog design lehz.. abit ma fan lor.. anw, my angelfire works again. thanks to my lovely leng.. I was giving her instructions den bits here & bits there. haha... den she upload e song le my angelfire jiu work on my com le. I tink I've a funny com tt is..

my hp bill came y'day.. haha.. my sms break record sia.. 68 msg nia.. aso, was deleting msg from my hp. haiz... remind me to tink of some things.. juz wish to maintain as it is la... dun dare to tink too much le.. let some things to take its own course lor...

okie.. leng come online le! haha... yeah!

juz wake up, only 7plus in e morning.. y'day CO prac was atrocious. I was back to my basics, wif e open strings lor. guess too long nv play le... keep playing e same 4-notes again & over again. play til so sian & tired..

anw, thanks amelia for helping me sign up for gems. I din get psychology though, so popular lehz... but I'm happy to get into brand- design la.. sounds interesting. so now my gems is on wed, so my timetable dun look as odd. dun need slack thru time b4 CO again anymore.

yeah.. I change quite a few things in my blog if anyone notice.. not tt ppl shld notice anyway, juz tt some certain ppl r supposed to come notice carefully of wad I change.. u know who u r horz?? =P

came back from dbit21 chalet last nite. was supopsed to stay til tis morning. but nobody wan to stay so we check ouit last nite lor. there's jiaqun, eileen, pei shian, me, chee kai, her loong, jerrl, parry, thien hoon. ivan & sherman came too, but dey went home on e 1st nite. it's fun. coz I miss my friends so much mah.. hehe...

anw, I met eileen at mrt den walk there together. den eileen say she nv come east side de. so I tell her no la, it's jurong, alot of things realli look like jurong mah. haha... den we call to ask how to ask where's e chalet.. den me & eileen down there guessing who ans e call. coz she say jerrl but I say dun sound like him. haha.. but it's realli jerrl lo..

our room veri far inside lo, so muz walk veri deep inside. J1904. anyone wan buy 4D?? b4 jiaqun & parry come, a lizard ran into e room. den e other 4 guys try "catching" e lizard by all means. veri hilarious coz we gers dun dare to catch. den dey like 4 big man chasing after 1 lizard while we stand there giggling. hehe...

1st day - den we play mahjong, daidee, xbox, tok & joke lo. after go dinnner den go back again. we all settle down watch e charity show together. but e charity show like become a funny show coz thien hoon keep making us laugh. after awhile qun, leen, chee kai go beach walk walk while we cont to watch show. actu we wan c how ou de yang look like de! but he die die aso perform behind a curtain. wa lao... not fun de... qun dey all ask us go walk walk aso, but we drag til veri late den go find them. on e way to e spider web, we tok again lo. den jerrl trick thien hoon once not to say a certain word tt xiao zhu do on yu le bai fen bai. so thien hoon say he'll b caution e 2nd time. but end up he got tricked e 2nd time wif a diff word trick. haha...

2nd day - after tt we went to find supper. e gers ate porridge. veri nice! next time bring my qing ai de ee leng go eat aso. hehe... den finish le go 7-11 buy some food den go back again. we cont playing our games until 5plus den sleep. I woke up at 8 den go out wif shian, qun, leen to buy drink den come back. qun & shian went back to sleep so I bored den play xbox wif eileen until most of them wake up.

after tt, we went cycling. feel so bad for e rest lehz.. coz I knock into shian's bike & fell down. so I cant ride my bike liao. chee kai had to clean my wound fer me, den her loong had to cycle me back while jerrl ride wif my bike beside him back, and shian had to accompany me back to e chalet.. so sorry to u all lehz.. make so much trouble den hai u all cannot cycle anymore aso. T.T

at nite dey play blind mice while I sit there watch. veri funny while everyone else run to avoid e catcher inside e small room. den shian long pang me & qun home after tt.

yeah! I'm finally back from nz! it's time anyway... 18 days, say long not long, say short not short aso. so many things to do, so many stuff to catch up on.. miss all my friends alot! guess I'm a truly locally born Singaporean, nv like other places as much. dying of cravings of chilli & ban mian! muz catch up on so many things.. my email flooded wif 200 over msgs, catch up watching My Date With A Vampire & Stairway to Heaven, Superfunkies.. hmm... also muz catch up wif my friends abt e latest news. I dun even know Sun Yanzi had a new album! guess I go lag behind now.. haha...

anw, if u wanna read all abt my trip, it'll b so looooonnnnnnnnngggggggg! so I shall cut short alot ba.. flew to Auckland where my mum's friend's sis, who is aso my mum's friend, fetch us to stay at her house. SSSOO CCOOLLDD!!! bbrrr~~~ saw alot of cows & sheep on e way... most houses r made of wood, not bricks bricks r juz e support on e outside fer some houses..

3 days later, we flew to Christchurch on a 1-hr flight to begin our real journey lor.. my mum's friend's husband rented a van to fit us all in & drive us ard to places. long rides tt u can sit til ur butt cant stand it anymore! anw, we went to Hammers Spring, where e sulphur pool turns my mum's friend's daughter's Perlinis Silver necklace black! haha... den we went to climb glaciers, which is damn tiring, esp e trip back to e coach which seem nv ending de.. oh ya! e glacier tour guide was called Dave! wahaha... remind me at 1st thought was eileen & her question lor! den got go a walk thru 1 of e lakes.

after tt, we went Queenstown, where we went on a 1 day 1 nite cruise. tt's my fav part of e trip! coz I've always love e waters, including e sea! during e cruise, e guide took us out on a small motorboat, where we saw dolphins & penquins & seal. den we obtain water from e waterfall nearby to drink. haha... veri refreshing, though it's abit yellowish.. hehe... den e next morning we stand on e deck. So fun! it's better than being on a pirate ship. coz e waves bob e ship up & down. e waves r so big at e sea when dey bring us out to e Tasman sea! haha... yah... tt's a summary of my trip lor. anw, I nearly forget. Ducks can fly! haha...

my last entry before I leave for nz. 4 more hr worz..

tt day lilin told me she got 2 distinctions, 2As & a C+ for her TP exam. wa... if I get half of hers hor, I'll go crazy liao..

den y'day maple til lvl 50 liao. Jinsen & Wood stil owe me sth worz.. haha... tt one I sure wun forget when I come back de. but I tink Nic owe me more la, but somehow I tink I'll forget wad he owe me anyway..

ate banmian for brunch juz now.. haha... shall miss banmian so much sia! but will miss my ah-ma's chilli prawns more!

juz realize when I clear my cupboard juz now, all my ang bao money haben open. I'm rich! wahaha...

ppl try not to msg me hor.. my hp got auto-roaming de... yeah man! guess my blog shall go idle for quite some time. hoho... cyaz!

juz wake up from a nap, den feel so lost & all a sudden e sad feeling juz come. guess sometimes like tt ba.. sad sad den lost lost de.. aso dunno how to decribe properly

was sort of pissed off by an idiotic guy tis morning when meeting 4 sch today. dun wish 2 say so much in front of so many ppl aso. so wad I score full marks fer my math test? I din even announce loudly & b so proud of it rite. does it mean anything to u anyway? if it's anything significant, it's to me by e way! u cant get full marks den it's not my fault wad. I work hard for mine & if u dun work for urs, cant blame me corrrect. so I did not tink I've ever haolian my math marks to u. even if I wan haolian, e target wun b u ok. ****

anw, saw tis shuai ge on e mrt on my way to sch. den he sat down opp me after dunno tanjong pagar I tink. den I kept staring at him. coz he look so familiar! but cant rmb e resemblance lehz.. so keep staring & keep tinking. den tink he caught me staring at him once. haha... den going 2 reach dover den realise who he look like le! he resembles huai 'en in e chinese pop band, R&B! wahaha... really look VERI VERI alike lehz! but tt guy more shuai than huai'en la. coz i tink his face shape lor. he aso SP student worz.. haha...

I realize I'll b flying on mon.. 3 days after exams.. haiz... shall miss so many ppl on e earth..

dunno wad I've been tinking tis few wks.. but lucky it's gd & bad to have a gd friend to tell u wad to do.. in my case, I tink it's gd, but I sort of make it worse. haiz... dunno la... so confused.. dun wan to say liao. all I can say is, a good friend is a good friend, no matter it's a he or she...

I'm totally loving my blog song more than ever! I tink I played it more than 100x juz in tis 2 days.. juz keep playing & humming & playing & singing wif it.. dun ask y I dun get bored of it.. I aso dunno. juz love e melody of e song so much.. den combine wif e soothing voice of weibo in tis song... totally is... no words can describe.. of coz not to forget abt e composer at e top of my fav list! haha... know who le ba... keke... keke...

这支手机跟你说过话~
这杯子你喝过茶~
这个月亮~你也在看着吗~
还有温度留在我肩膀~
幸福像一个磁场~~
我有了你~~
这世界都变得不一样~
请你跟我走吧~
陪我度过天黑天亮~
让我保护你一辈子~
带你去好多地方~
亲爱的你跟我走吧~
医好我心里的疯狂~
只要能够握著你的手~
再也没有渴望~
请你跟我走吧~
陪我度过天黑天亮~
永远听起来那么远~
但你不会失望~
请你跟我走吧~
爱你就是我的信仰~
只要你能陪在我身旁~
都是最美好的时光~~

nic's sis is sSoO CuTeZz!!! veri photogenic aso, can go b those child model liao.. her 1st look make ppl wan 2 love her so much! haha... do 6 yr olds all look like tt?? anw, she got a such a big age gap from nic lor.. somemore nic dun have any other younger siblings, except fer his elder brother.

today rot almost half e day playing msea. Ron bluff me de! say wun play again until after his exams. stil play longer than me lor.. =.= halfway in game got bullied by 2 ppl. so drew ask his whole gang of high-lvl friends bully them back. HA! how nice of drew... nv c so many prosters at 1 go. wahaha... den jinsen ar.. BGR problem again rite.. stil rmb e void deck incident last yr lor. everytime recall so funny. hmm... wonder y I follow drew go tt time aso.. but rmb veri clearly.. coz raining, stil wear sch uniform lor. haha... okie, shall stop all e suaning wif drew fer e time being. haha...

I love to go 2 huiyi's blog! lazy to open media player la.. haha... =P

anw, time to change e names in my hp contacts.. all ron's fault la.. haha... hai me keep msg-ing wrong ting to wrong person tis 2 days. den there's tis diff of "e" & "o" so end up u blur I aso blur.. pls study hard for exams, ron! gd luck man! haha..

realli give up le tis time... nv tink it's such a big ting... nv contact jiu nv contact, like no big deal to me.. but now... it turn out 2 b so different from wad I tot. is it so hard 2 reply a hi or hello? y muz it end up wif a bye? tt word stab my heart painfully u know.. so many tots whirl thru my mind suddenly. depressed? not totally... juz feel tt tis world turn cold.. I've no more tears 2 spare, really.. I dun wan to care anymore, since nobody cares.. forget it, forget everything...

yes, I'll leave soon after exams... wun b back tt soon..

faint sia... mob exam is atrocious! 1st time I wake up so early tis yr to go 4 mob. den e exam venue so far, we walk like in a maze.. haha.. let me c.. kai xiong in front, shian on e rite, eileen left, thien hoon behind.. I c so many ppl write so fast lehz... den I aso anyhow scribble.. I scare no time, but den when I'm at my last q, e teacher say stil got 1hr 10min. I fainted on e spot sia.. so long! I've nv able 2 finish my geo paper in 3hr lor! let alone leave time to slack. keep fidgeting ard, dunno got disturb thien hoon nt, sorry hor! coz I got e feeling my chair keep hitting his table. hehe...

anw, let's forget abt mob, I'm so not going 2 repeat it.. we went to clementi for lunch after tt lor. huiyi tell me alot of funny tings, wad I rmb is she say she laugh at wei choong tt day! haha... tsk tsk tsk... so not going to study java today.. no mood, miss my com, slept e whole afternoon..

ron suddenly come ask me 4 my hp no. he's so funny, stil say wan re-intro himself again. coz 1st time he tell me he's called ron, always known as hao. den he kai qiao coz I say my msn contact card got my no. wad.. I tot wad's so impt lor, he tell me he wan my no. coz he wun b online fer 2 wk due to exams. I was like..... FINE...

haiz.. supposed to study mob now.. but realli slacking sia.. dunno how to pass it la... so much to study, so much to stuff inside my poor brain, wif my poor memory worse than ever. sometimes I wonder how I passed my Os pure geography wif an A2.. I love both geo & mob, juz hate e part of memorising tt kills most of my brain cells.. there's juz too many similiarities btw them..

1. mostly memorising work
2. e last time I took a 3hr exam paper was Os geo, same as mob lor.
3. I love & hate them

I love geo, but dreaded all e exams involved.. as for mob, I love it too, but not tt much la.. haiz.. haiz... time for mob again.. wish me gd luck, amanda...

Group photo inside GSP



The Boys wif Mrs Soh: Alex, Jinyong, Isa, Gary, Wei Xuan, Derek Hao Quan



The Girls wif Mrs Soh : Me, Lappie, Lyndsey, Cheryl, Swee Hoon



Funny? dunno..



Lyn & Cheryl



Alex & Isa



I dunno when Say Hoon appear de. haha...

YoZ YoZ ppL~~!!! long time nv come blog le.. guess e reasons r:
1. too bz 2 blog during project-rushing wks
2. too lazy 2 blog when got e time to blog
3. no chance to blog when my com went "short"

yeah.. so I guess tis entry shall summarize abt my whole sept le, since almost going 1 month nv blog le. my last entry was exactly at 31st Aug lehz! haha...

Some events tt happened & I was in action during sept:
1. 1st - Superstars Grand Finals in Indoor Stadium ( wasn't there to b tt high, more of fun wif Sito & Amanda)
2. 5th- 9th - Project Submission Week ( Java, ITOS, IDEA.. all e stress but wif all e fun, it's worthwhile 2 b stressed sometimes)
3. 9th - Superstars Spotted at bugis ( nah, forget it, din get to c JY, not interested, sian 1/2. miss him totally, no comments sia!)
4. 10th - San Ge Hao Ren Promo at IMM 3pm (not intended, but it happen 2hr b4 JJ's auto session, so q-ing shun bian watch)
5. 10th - JJ MTV VCD/DVD autograph session ( FUN, CUTE, ALL e AAAHHH!!! 3 cheers for JJ & JY!!!)
6. 12th - Eileen's Birthday ( last min no sch, went town celebrate =P)
7. 14th - UWOS Written Test ( some crap studying done, hoe not too bad, last test 4 e semester!)
8. 16th - GSP 6.10 2K class gathering at Gongshang ( shall elaborate tis!)

well... under some circumstances, I was made to choose to go to 1 of e class gatherings only.. it's either y'day or today de lor. I ponder over which to go for very long aso. sigh... so as u can c, I choose y'day de finally. I guess it's more impt to me aso.

anw, long time nv c 6.10 ppl le! realli miss them lehz! we went to e kopitiam opp GSP meet. alot of them stil in sch so we sit there chat 1st lor. den Mrs Soh treat us drinks.. she need to go sch prepare prizes for e mooncake festival den come back after 8pm only. as for us, we cant go in b4 tt aso coz no tix to enter lor.. let's c... there's lyndsey, cheryl (she come back singapore for 2 wk only, I tink), swee hoon, lap kuan, qi 'en, jinyong, alex, derek, weixuan, hao quan, Isa, pang gary nick... haha... actu lyndsey wan go play pool at pavilion, but some of them wearing sch u so cant go. so after lap kuan come we ate in e kopitiam. e food stil so nice! after so many yrs...

tt hao quan... stil e same, so childish... keep making us laugh.. den stil ask y qi'en keep laughing at nth. qi'en tell him is tt she laugh at him laughing at nth.. hao quan is abit "short" liao la... dun care him lor.. keep asking stupid & inrelevant q, den keep saying swee hoon nv change except her head grow bigger. wad's his prob sia?! but he stil bring laughter to us la. I tink he cant get into e conversations of e guys too, so trying to find topic wif us.. 6.12 2K was there too. after 8pm we can go into GSP le. e sch changed so much sia.. so colorful. den dunno who say look like kindergarten liao. den dunno when our sch aso got rugby.. actu hor, stand inside e sch again like abit weird lor, coz all small kids lehz.. haha... so funny.. den we saw mrs ow... did I get e name rite? haha... not realli familiar la, juz know last time she teach P.E. den veri fierce... haha...

sad lehz... dey say Mr Ow retired tis june, so din get 2 c him liao.. anw, muz realli thank him so much, for getting me so much interest in my mother tongue since pri 3.. I'll always miss him, even though he called me xiao la jiao or sth like tt! hehe...

all our class gatherings muz thanks to lyndsey & lap kuan~ dey're so up-to-date! anw, I muz say our class is a smart lot sia.. there's 44 of us in e class, only 2 SP-ians, a teeny grp of TP-ians( only so few in poly lehz!), a small grp in TPJC.. but there's alot in RJ, HC, TJ, VJ, MJ de lor... wa... there's only 1 SRJC de, our beloved Isa lor... he's e president of SRJC SC lehz.. haha... knew tt, our "head" since pri sch..

haiz.. tis trip back to GSP brings back so much memories lehz... always wish time stop at tt period tt we nv grow up den always enjoying ourselves.. so much change now... so many different ones of us, going diff routes, but stil staying as one in our hearts.. shall post pic if I've e time to!

i-wkly out today. so on my way to sch, I go everywhere near tampines bus interchange search 4 junyang & candyce cover de. but I nv interchange c. everywhere is kelly & weilian cover de. even dover mrt de aso. sad sia... end up is interchange have junyang de, my house downstair jiu got sell le. coz haben open in e morning la. fainted..

anw, mob tutorial was veri fruitful today la. but aso paiseh in e beginning. coz I reach class tt time only got kai xiong & cher. den she not yet start lesson, waiting 2 c if anyone stil come nt. den she ask alot questions lor, me & kai xiong like so paiseh dunno wad 2 reply aso. e whole class so quiet, I flip my mag aso can hear. so we know goldie & jac coming, but cher ask us 2 start our tutorial 1st. den kai xiong nv bring his notes. haha...end up cher had lesson wif us 4 to 1 lor. she explain & analyse e q wif us in small grp. feel tt I understand alot lor, coz when she go thru e q, she'll give eg all tt. veri interesting la.

tmr going 2 watch superstar at indoor stadium. so happy! thanks to shi hui, amanda's sis's friend. she got e tic for us de. hehe...

if u've been given a simple word to describe wad it means, how would u do it?

someone suddenly throw me e word, SOMETIMES, today. hmm.. my eng ish nt tt fabulous. but at least I come out of sth like tt:

sometimes we c, sometimes we dun.
sometimes we muz wait til it's gone den realize we miss it there.
sometimes we juz have to wait for e chance to grab it.
sometimes we dun get ourselves.
sometimes we dun understand others.
sometimes we wish we could go back all over again.
sometimes we wish it would nv happen at all.
sometimes we dun get wad we wan.
sometimes it's there for us but we dun c it.
sometimes we wish there's no sometimes.
sometimes we wonder y sometimes we're who we're.

I'm nt going 2 blog abt today. for those who know will know y I wun do tt.

Nv ever tink e world is urs.

wad makes u regret doing sth? yeah, ponder & wonder. I guess by nw some of u've realize wad I regretted doing. and it's not tt long ago anw.. andrew knows, jinsen knows, hotcake knows, wulin knows, hao knows & 1 person I shall not name knows. Dun b complacent, muz keep ahead. encouragement shall always b heeded. my goal is ur goal. common goals shall b achieved by me & b shared wif all of u.

when 1 day I dun care abt wad u do to me, we're nt close at all. all u tink is abt urself. u've no concern 4 my feelings. I shall remain immune 2 all tis doing. afterall, u're a nobody appearing in my life. u shall b e 1st person I'll not keep in mind.

I wun b happy for u.
I wun b angry wif u.
I wun b worried for u.
I wun b influenced by u.
I wun b bothered abt u.
Dun worry, I'll reply to ur words.

eh... wad we do today huh? dun realli rmb lehz.. juz know got math quiz, which I got 4/5, my lousiest of all.. den after tt went taka wif eileen, suet, jiaqun, peixuan. den eileen had 2 go band , suet go work, parry den come.

anw, we juz keep walking back & forth btw places. coz cant decide den got restrictions lor. so walk quite long ba.. looking forward to tmr. but I tink if I miss sch tmr, jq'll surely kill me, chop me up, throw me into e forest & nv 2 b found. haha... coz I'm insignificant, but my role tmr is impt. wahaha...

yeah, got a surprise when I walking home from mrt. wah... dun wan 2 say it here la.. juz tt it's a pleasant, sweet, loving, touching, memoriable, heart jump out, jaw drop on e floor, almost xia si wo de surprise jiu dui le..

bored..

yeah... dunno y I'm doing here aso, but here I am. supposed to study 4 tmr's math quiz, but here I am. I asked 2 leave early from CO, but here I am. okie, den let's tok abt today.

came early to sch 4 last min mob preparation, den got mob presentation lor. not so bad la, coz teacher say eileen can go acting. haha... den aso got my cello score or wadeva u call tt la. haha... nth interesting today lehzz..

I forever wun learn my lesson de.

the lesson is: NV b early! =)

y I say tis? ask my mob grp lor. so everytime we meet I late aso nvm de, coz I'll always b e 1 waiting. =.=

anw, we went near esplanade dere 2 do mob lor. try 2 tink as funny as possible.veri lame la... c already will know lor. den abt 2 finish le, but we shou gong liao.happen going 2 5pm le, so go find suet coz she fang gong at tt time.go BK eat dinner together b4 go walk walk. my meal got free upsize den e drink is WA!but I stil finish la. haha...

go tower records bought my JJ karaoke cd! yeah! can c JJ cute expression in "jian jiandan dan" as many times as I wan le! got "hui you na me yi tian" aso. nv c b4! so excited lor.

anw, suet cant find e 5566 cd in tower so we go HMV. den e alarm rang. haha... coz e barcode I took from my JJ cd caused it de. so e person help me throw away. LoL..

oh yaya... I know I know. coz late 5 min I aso scold de. haha...

I'm back to blog again... muz post tis coz it's veri meaningful. e special friend tt junyang mention last nite, wayne, was indeed JJ. JJ rawkz!

anw, tis's wad junyang said abt wad JJ taught him & advice towards e attitude of competition:

It's very important to educate yourself:
are you going for fame, glory and glamour?
or are you going for music?
Glamour and fame will go away once it is over,
but music will stay forever in people's hearts. =)

JJ's such a nice guy. after knowing junyang lost last nite, JJ called him and told him tis:

winning is not everything; music is all about passion and creating a space for yourself and other people to know you.

e topic is nt abt JJ or junyang here la, but I tink wad he say realli meaningful.dun u tink so too? =D

sadx3

nw in ITOS class.. teacher nv teach anything so come 2 blog lor. coz tis com lab no photoshop mah..

so sianz sia.. so sad tt junyang was out last nite.. sorry la, but I dun support weilian at all. it's my preference anyway... I tink he veri sad aso, nv cry until go to his family. was seriously looking forward 2 his single 2 come out, but nw cant liao. coz his tong hua realli touch my heart lor. haiz.. but stil, junyang's already a SUPERSTAR in many ppl's hearts! yeah! will always support him de.

anw, juz got back java prac results la... ok la, happy la... wad else can I say?

1st lesson mob, start at 11. aso dunno wad 2 say, juz tt juliana ong found out, so we cant hide liao lor. haiz... abit luan aso la, mayb I aso got fault ba... always so last min den inform, den whocant go aso say nvm lor. coz veri rush la.. hmm...

after uwos went 4 e itos talk. den sneak out halfway go CO lor. even e CO coach say if I dun come tt often again,tt ger who join together wif me go orchestra le I stil playing my scores. haha... but realli so many things on de,where got time lor.. so tell him will go as often as possible lor. hehe...

yeah! at least I learn how 2 play 1st finger today liao. so happy! tot I'll forever stuck in open string. hand & finger veri pain & tired lehz.. but veri fun! from now muz commit myself 2 play e cello properly liao. hehe...

watched superstar juz nw. e whole show din realli pay attention 2 weilian. sorry la, juz happen dun realli support him lor. junyang realli changed his voice in e 1st song. totally not like him. but he sang eng song veri nice.when he sang tong hua, my heart melts liao.. so touching! almost cried sia.. waa...

juz some kib0sh-t0tz...

dun wait til it's gone den go search for e same feeling. some things will nv b e same as b4.

dun ask him abt his past, juz ask how much he truly loves u.

falling into wad we call a love trap, but at least u enjoy being trapped inside wif him.

some words may seem so simple as it is, putting it thru e mouth is usually e most difficult part.

saying "I love u" dun mean anything at all. wad is impt is his actions but not words.

blah

supposed 2 do my part of mob b4 meeting tmr.. but veri sian lehz... c e article wan faint...

we celebrate Ivan's b'day 4 him after mob lecture. his b'day is actu less than 1h from nw.. den during our typing class(java la..) ask him sit b'side me. actu is I force him 1. haha... we typed like siao lor, send us 2 typing competition sure win de lo LoL. den khay ask me wad a cheena phrase means halfway. den my jaw drop! omg! she say jerrl e guys teach her de den ask her go ask others wad it means. I warned her not 2 go ask any guy lor. but end up e guys refused 2 tell her soshe went 2 ask chee seong! I tink his jaw drop lower than mine la. =X how can like tt?! but e guys tell her wad it means after tt la. den she say she dun wan 2 tink abt it.

anw, after sch, me, khay, jiaqun, eileen went SPGG play pool. but fully booked so we on waiting list lo.so we go ard explore. e playground so fun sia.. we keep laughing den take photos. after tt we go up e pool room lor.stil not our turn so we go play e arcade games. got 1 machine cheat $ de! chi diao my 40cents!! haha...I won both times of e pool lehz! so happy! 1st time is tyco coz jq shot e black ball into e wrong hole. den play wif khay even more tyco. 4 balls got in continuously in e tyco way. den laugh like crazy. den khay stil miss 3x in a row so end up I win lo.wahaha...