realli give up le tis time... nv tink it's such a big ting... nv contact jiu nv contact, like no big deal to me.. but now... it turn out 2 b so different from wad I tot. is it so hard 2 reply a hi or hello? y muz it end up wif a bye? tt word stab my heart painfully u know.. so many tots whirl thru my mind suddenly. depressed? not totally... juz feel tt tis world turn cold.. I've no more tears 2 spare, really.. I dun wan to care anymore, since nobody cares.. forget it, forget everything...

yes, I'll leave soon after exams... wun b back tt soon..