it's not going to hurt anymore..

I tink I stil care alot, even though I've said I wouldn't care anymore.. I guess I muz be more firm on my stand..

I'm really giving way to this so-called strong friendship this time.. not to e extent of not being friends at all, but letting it be not so close anymore.. I'm e one letting it go now... mayb u think I'm selfish.. den let it be this way..

it's tiring tt I'm e only one holding on to this bridge.. when I'm with u, u rather talk to others.. but when I'm with others, u get angry over me ignoring u.. does it ever ponder on u tt I go to others it's coz u're not concerned abt me? u nv realise how hurt I was.. nv understand how I really feel deep inside.. no more putting on a brave front anymore.. I wan to be myself.

it's time to listen to others I guess.. holding on tightly will juz make me more miserable, letting go will make me a happier person.. perhaps wad they say is right.. mayb 1 day I leave u, u wun feel tt u lost anything at all.. coz I'm not important to u at all..