slacking~~ Wee~~

Wee~~ slacked at home e whole day today... Wee~~ play neopets in e late morning den watched bbt & hsh e whole afternoon & evening... how I wish everyday could be like tt.. but den to think abt tt again.. I would miss sch.. nah...

wet for my interview y'day @ braddell rd.. now I realize comfort delgro is tgt wif sbs... haha... so noob.. interview was... ok la... my chance is 50/50 lo.. but I really hope to get e $$, I wan to buy alot of things.. I wan to do alot of things too..

June/July is JJ month.. Wee~~ JJ's dragon movie premier is on 5 June.. and thr's an autograph session on e same day wor.. meryl & leen r going wif me! Wee~~ gonna have lots of fun! I aso found out lin yu zhong got a kbox event next sat.. Wee~~ me & meryl wan go lehz.. nvm.. we go ask huiyi how to get in 1st.. JJ's new album releasing in late june, means he'll prob come promo in July! pray so hard he'll come SP promo aso la!!! sch concerts r so fun!

Wee~~ I said I love July!!!

holidays coming real soon.. juz got to know NP's holiday is same as us! Wee~~ time to go crazy wif jiahui lo! kbox, watch JJ's movie, dinner, blah blah.. I miss her!!!


**I wish I could be there everyday, just for e sake of being there.**

have been really busy wif elearning.. meeting everyday for assignments.. pscm, mcom, semp,dmdw, blah blah blah.. I see qun tis week more than I see her during sch week.. I'm not complaining really.. juz thinking it's quite funny lo.. haha... tue-sat.. juz dun get sick of my face ok? lol...

work hard & play hard... huh... but watching bbt is not playing lehz...

** "I may be only a small part in ur world, but u're the world to me.." **

Updates! Wee~~~

WEE~~~ dunno y, but l simply love to go "Wee~~" recently.. haha... wee~~~

20th may(sun)
went shian's house in e morning & nearly lost my way! now it's true ppl say females have no sense of direction.. I'm a typical eg lor.. duno go how many times le stil lost.. =.= anw, put my bag in her house le den we went jogging in punggol park. AAHH!! I really hate running u know! 1.2km only & I'm alr out of breath.. no stamina sia!!! it's actu less than 1.2km coz I walked half e journey. haha... any sports is fine except purely running..hee...

after running jiu go back to shian's house.. ate her mama cooked de macaroni while watching tv lor.. wanted to bathe den go far east buy sth de, but den sth cropped up so nv go lo... den we perspire like shit aso nv go bathe in e end.. haha... stayed at shian's house slacked lo until evening lo..

wei xiao pasta was on scv so we watched it lo... 1st episode.. super nice & funny lehz!!! though I dled e whole show last time, but din watch it.. wee~~~ we went online shopping while watching tv aso... wanted to go home de, but lazy to get up & leave shian's house.. so become until evening den go home lo.. haha... stupid rite..

21th may(mon)
slacked e whole morning & afternoon.. watched wei xiao pasta e whole morning.. wee~~~ so nice so nice!! haha... promised myself to touch e-learning in e afternoon de lor, but too addicted to wei xiao pasta.. so end up nv touch any work at all!!! finally getting myself off e computer screen & prepare to go swimming wif les... haha..

end up me, les, ash & lewis went for dinner & gossip in clementi but nv go swimming la... coz ash injured her wrist so cant touch water, den both me & les last min our relative come visit for "new year" lor.. haha... we stayed in mac til 10plus den go home wor.. haha...

22nd may(tue)
did some e-learning in e morning wor... almost completed all my e-learning week tasks except muz do in groups de & gems.. gems e-learning is.... funny... and weird... and u can say ridiculous la... I dun tink sch will encourage it aso lehz.. haha... I tink I'll juz crap tt 150 words lo... somemore stil got 2 more weeks den hand in..

shian, jac, qun, renee came my house do project in e afternoon lo.. but so guilty coz only jac & qun r e ones doing our semp elearning while we slacked thr.. oops!! wanted to start PSCM de, but I really hate PSCM ok! so got no initiative to do at all! ok la... it's not an excuse.. hehe...

went to orchard in e evening wif shian & jac.. we saw tis - wad do u call, brochure?? - hanging in e mrt handrail bar, which says free sample for some CK perfume.. so we went tangs & isetan, but all say no more stock le.. haha... shldn't have gone kino!!! haha... bought 4 mags wif bbt featured tt cost me $32... it's so tempting ok! now really super broke la!!! haha!!! dun scold me, leen & meryl!!! I know e $$ can go kbox for 2 le! hehe...

went far east to get e stuff we wanted to get on sun.. shian got 1 for herself aso coz it's cheap lo... den we went gelare to have 1/2 price waffles.. haha...

23rd may(wed)
woke up at 7.30am in e morning... watched bbt den went to have brunch... wanted to watch hsh de, but super tired & fall asleep... was stil sleeping when qun came at 1.05pm... haha... started our mcom assignment & stuck at e seat no part.. so qun called her friend, jim to come help us.. seriously I tink we shld be taught more lo.. so many things we dunno how to do sia!

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oh ya!! karen told me jj's 5th album yu gou will be on 18th jun! so looking forward to it! yeah!!! muz buy muz buy!!!

e-learning week

it's e-learning week! well... not officially.. but yeah, e-learning tasks has been released.. which means... it's time to start studying! have been slacking in class la... it's a good time to catch up lor.. stil got alot of things dun understand in dmdw & haven been listening in mcom lectures.. most prob starting to do some e-learing stuff tmr ba... somemore stil have to meetup for assignments & projects.. really no time sia.. my whole week schedule is juz packed up like tt! aRGH!!!!

now trying to dl visual studio 2005.. have been wanting to do tt so long.. but lazy la.. haha...

well.. hope I can get e scholarship from my papa's company.. I need money desperately can! haha... I know tt's not e purpose of e scholarship money la.. but... it's to finance my needs wad! haha...

oh ya! and time to catch up wif my bbt episodes!! actu no rush la.. but my 80gb+40Gb hard disks is going shrinknig in size while my 80gb ext HD is almost full.. haha.. now... where got enuff time to do so many things?? AAAHHH!!! racing against wif time!!!

going CRAZY!!! I'm MAD!!! (but malcolm says I'm not crazy lehz =P yeah! finally got supporter!)

Complain? Where got!

oh.. ok, I'm not complaining.. I'm not trying to complain.. and really, I'm not going to complain!! believe me, I AM NOT TRYING TO COMPLAIN AT ALL!!!

so when I got home today, I came straight to my com.. den I rmb.. my hp... yeah.. hp is definitely impt u know... which I dun usually keep beside me when I get home.. juz in case u know... AND! true enuff, juz less than 15min I picked up my hp & put it beside my mouse, it rings.. so as I predicted, another call from quek(SP lecturer)!

nono... I'm going to emphasize again, I am SO not complaining u know...

wth! I'm dbit3a01 assistant class rep ok! A-S-S-I-S-T-A-N-T. and it's D-B-I-T-3-A-0-1, neither 3a02 nor 3a03.. and I'm not awarded some most helpful student or wadever.. I'm not trying to b calculative or not willing to help, but some things have to reach a reasonable extent..

I'm not obliged to know everything tt lecturers dunno abt students.. I'm not obliged to b a loudspeaker across e classroom. I'm not obliged to know everyone's hp in stage A. I'm not obliged to doing things tt e class rep is supposed to do when e class rep is thr himself.. if so, y do u need tt class rep thr for? Display & design? those wif a sign tt says, "Do not touch. Once broken, considered sold"?

seriously, I think I would appreciate if my sch life is more peaceful.. and I'm off sch tasks when I reach home..

and lastly, I wan to clarify, after reading til here, I really wan to say, I didn't complain u know...

well.. I dunno wad to say... but seeing wad happen, I think e guy can juz go bang e wall sia! to e gf, he may be caring & gentle, but in others' eyes, his action is totally petty! my mind pop up a bubble in tt instant which says, "hello?! wth! tt's almost comparable to a sissy's act?!" =.= wad a joke!

for who she may be to us,
the changes to be so different.
so drastically tt we dun recognize,
is she who we still know to be?

sometimes I'll think is it my fault? to cause all e changes tt are happening ard us.. indeed I cant say I'm not part of it.. but. but.. it's hard to blame me for being so selfish.. nono.. nobody is saying to blame me.. but e prob is thr, someone has to take e blame, in e some sense, we cant juz all pretend tt it's not thr at all.. at least part of it.. yes, it's thr. it's thr all these while.. some can pretend not to see it.. but I cant.. so I chose to take it..

but really, I thot I was e pitiful soul out thr seeking for help.. but u took a step further to clearly tell everyone u're e pitiful one, not me.. I mean, we're not all fighting for e pitiful soul u know.. I didn't have a choice.. but u did... u've e power to control.. all e time. all tis time.. u've been e one making clear decisions so far.. u make my life miserable.. and I chose to be happy.. so den u make ur own life miserable.. it appears so.. to me, to you, to others.. but in actual fact, u juz leave e rest of us feeling guilty all e time.. seriously, den now, we're juz all feeling helpless..

I feel guilty even though I clearly know it's not my fault.. have to think abt juz so much tt u din think for me..mayb I'm juz concerned abt how ppl look upon me.. a betrayer when I'm not one.. u make me detest e ones I love..

or mayb.. we juz dun understand wad both of us really wan.. and wad we really wan each other to be..

ouch! got sunburnt on sun when I went swimming wif shian... we swam for less than 1 1/2hr but we alr got roasted like shit! it wasnt as bad as last nite alr.. but now my skin is peeling! woah.. lai fook ming say I got "moonburnt" during eth lecture y'day.. =.=

but I stil wan go swim every sun!! and jog.. though I dun like jogging! X( keep fit! lol... it's juz all e fun k!

read a short story & it's like.. saded la... really have to say, treasure e chance given to u e 1st time, chances dun come by easily.. it's like things dun wait for u for eternity. it may b there all e time when u din even notice it.. but when u turn around & change ur mind, everything might b different alr.. when tt time comes, it's juz filled wif regret tt u nv grab it when it's rite b4 ur eyes.. even when u start crying, it's all too late..

swim swim!!! going swimming! =) I'm a goldfish.. blu blu~~

cant wait to go swim swim wif shian tmr morning(actu alr today le) wor! hehe... long time no swim le! I miss e deep waters! time to stretch those lazy muscles lo!!

I wan e sun! but I dun wan to turn red! I wan get tanned like last time wor.. but ever since I stopped going to swimming lessons, I dun get tanned anymore! I dun wan to turn lobster!! AARRGGHH!!!

mayb tmr shun bian go buy shorts so we can go running next week aso.. hehe...

快乐是什么?

表面的快乐不代表内心的快乐。然而，这样的快乐却不是每个人所能给的。其实，快乐可以很简单，只是我们把快乐弄得太复杂罢了。我想要的本来就很简单，但却很遥远。摆在我面前的，又是我根本就不要的。

updates

well... eileen say I nv update.. so... yah lor... come here make a brief post abt e past few days

02/05(wed)
no lessons on wed.. so qi lo! went to sch so early aso no use! lesson supposed to start at 10am, kelvin 10am den called to say eddie ong tell him no lesson.. I dunno wad time he called kelvin, but tt's so dotz la! wad's e diff btw putting a notice on e classroom door den? at least e door is more efficient, I reach e class I see e notice le I can go.. waste our time sia! end up playing mahjong in fc6 coz shian & hl got gems, jac got drag time b4 going work & I've to wait for leen & meryl..

anw, I lazy to type abt our shoe making session at meryl's house.. so pls visit leen's blog! =P all I can say is, it's so fun! thanks leen for sewing my stars for me!

03/05(thu)
gems was as usual, fun.. my class rep bully our lecturer during our games session.. so funny la! and tt yr2 dbit ebm boy, malcolm... seriously.. he's juz another edmond la! juz tt he's more shuai, taller abit.. LOL... b4 e lesson ends, my class rep cheated our lecturer by not giving e 2 extra mentos back.. haha... it's funny la.. coz our lecturer was like thinking he's playing wif her, den my class rep act til super serious tt she believed.. den end up e extra mentos was left behind on e attendance list! LOL...

lunch break was super long btw mcom lecture & semp lecture coz we dun have dmdw lecture tt was in btw.. so had our mahjong session again.. half e class went missing during semp lecture coz break was simply too long..

after lesson, went to taka wif shian & jac lo..walk walk see see..

04/05(fri)
eth prac in e morning.. actu din have any plans after sch de, but e nyp guy told me he screwed up my program.. haiz.. so went back to RCI to help him solve e prob.. 3weeks nv go back, got new faces & some of them swoped their desks... xavier din see me in e 1st place, den when he saw me, he asked if I wanted to cont e project not.. so we discuss abt my timing & stuff, which he have to get HR's consent to see if my schedule can fit their requirement for me not.. hmm... well... I'm thinking if can work, y not.. at least can get some money rolling into my pocket.. haha..

Love is simi??

hmm... I copy tis from someone's thread.. quite meaningful wor.. =)

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害..

不要轻易说爱, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债.

其实有一种爱情叫做放弃.. 风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险..

在爱情世界里, 没有谁对不起谁, 只有谁不懂珍惜谁..

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开.. 要记得抓紧爱情, 而不是抓伤彼此的感情.. 不要忘了真爱难寻..