CreaTiVe~~

10/02 - early in e morning went popular main office fer briefing wif dbit 21 tt few of us again. in a veri wulu & smelly area la.. smelly coz got sewage there, I tink so. fill in form again la.. haha... huiyi brought e cross-stitch fer us lor. den got briefed on stuff. start drizzling den rain get bigger when we left for sch from there. met ash in sch den she gave me & qun some valentine's cookies. thx ash so much.. =) at least I'm not forgotten =) dbms tut again lor. same thing do q..

after tt me & huiyi went JEC fer lunch, coz huiyi tink sch lunchtime too crowded eat outside better lor. we went to tt jap food in JEC, e one tt cine have aso. wa lao.. scare myself lor. was searching fer my wallet sia.. den take out everything from my bag cannot find leh!! when wan go back tt time, den huiyi realize drop on e floor. haha.. paiseh...

after lunch intended to walk to creative main office fer my gems photos. but den start to drizzle. den huiyi call her friend ask wad bus we can take lor. I love creative main office! paiseh lor, 1st time there. was amazed by e whole place. found so many sources fer my gems assignment le! so happy! went to e main store there take photos lor. at 1st tot cant take photos ma, so take at chance. but saw a grp of student, huiyi say saw them at sp b4, taking photos openly. so I aso heck liao. juz snap wadever I feel like snapping lor. super kiasu la, took wadever brochures tt's on e shelf man.. e whole store was... WOW.. haha... fun sia.. like excursion lor. after tt went to JP take photos somemore & shop shop. den take mrt back to tampines, den went challenger do sth la. as u know, u know wad I did there la.. saw e sign outside, so I better not say wad I did la. haha.. coz when I left someone was staring at me as if he was going to call police lor. -.-'"

11/02 - went mrs soh's house today to bai nian. there's liansheng, swee hoon, lyndsey, lap kuan, qixian & wee pin. it's like a norm to go mrs soh's hosue every yr le. her house is near ahs mah.. wa... I miss walking up e hills of ahs man.. miss e days in ahs le.. anw, at mrs soh's house we chat abt us & our past, and nowadays e naughty children in sch lor. alot of fun listening to all tis fun bits & pieces la. it's like we've been pri 5 pri6 b4 too..



Now I find myself in quite a confused situation.. I dunno how to express it, neither do I know how to go abt it. it's juz like both things happen almost at e same time, I dunno how to handle them. some may not understand wad I'm toking now, coz I nv plan to let anyone know e exact story at all. both things have caused a shock in me.

1st situation - have u ever got tis feeling? tt when u're in search of sth, it'll nv come to u. so it's sth u always wish for it so long, but u've no means to get it. but when u feel tt u've e ability 2 get it, someone's already got it out of ur hands. perhaps it nv meant to belong to me at all. nobody can ask too much.

2nd situation - well... it's always been happening, but I juz nv take notice.. or do I even not bother?? all along, I tot it ended long time ago, but recently I realize, it has nv go away b4. at 1st I tot it was all fer fun, so I've nv care or bother. but all appear to me nw it's fer real. I've noticed all lil traces only recently, I tot nth abt it. but when I read sth juz now, I realize sth's going on. mayb time haben come, but when time come, I dunno wad am I supposed to do. juz so confused...