Monday, February 27, 2006

Exam OVeR!!! YeaH!!! Holidays~~ And wOrk~~

Yeah! finally exams is over! though I screwed up e fom paper... other papers were alrite... pls let me pass my fom wif a C at least!!! desperately dun wan it to pull down my gpa! it's 6 C.U. mind u! argh!!! haiz... wadever.. wad's over it's over.. only can wait fer result to come out lor..

y'day went aunt's house fer grandma's b'day celebration. thanks cheryl fer accompanying me to study together! hehe... memories of geography! was watching daniel's kiddo infant video.. hahaha... super cute & funny! so talented since young huh... lots of delicious food!! yummy! got my fav chilli somemore! how nice! den go back study in cheryl's room, while watching dvd. LoL..

after sch went pastamania at suntec city wif e usual us. waited til 2pm coz got 30% off.. haha... den go sign contract again lor. wed training lo... muz not lose my timesheet again lor. LoL... den everyone like nowhere go so go home lor. tink I saw chermain at e mrt! haha..

time to enjoy & earn money!! it's holidays! finally going to "graduate" from yr1.. yeah.. if I pass my fom tt is... dun wanna b an out of sync student sia.. pray pray...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

eXaM MooD

Exam period. dun wish to comment on my studying.. I'm juz so slack compared to last sem. mayb coz tis sem modules r harder to study & concentrate. mayb.. only wish to throw away my notes e whole day.. haiz..

stop thinking I know nth. muahaha... I look blur sometimes, dun I? but too bad there's juz so many things I'm acting blur on. it's fun to be an observer at times. it's not fun to tell though. come to tink, how many things I've spot-on... hmm... nono, spot-on dun mean have to tell rite? coz it's so interesting for me to know, and e rest to find out. wad else I know? dun tell u~ e fun is always happening! hehe...

anw, ck was wrong on sth. I'm not sth.. go guess tt sth lor. yah, it's complicated ba.. it's juz a wan or dun wan la.. and aso a matter of time.. den mayb I shld start tinking of wad huiyi say. den mayb I shld start looking at e whole thing all over again.. hmm... and den... I shall consider ba.. if I wish... *blink* *blink*

Thursday, February 16, 2006

JJ's NeW aLBuM~~ YeaH!!

hohoho! JJ juz RaWkZ!!! 《曹操》 was announced on medias to be released on 17/2. but I got a surprise finding when at bugis shopping wif eileen! haha... supposed to go there wif her friend buy her mei mei's b'day prezzie de mah, den went sembawang music saw it! den dun believe it's out on e 14th actu, coz sometimes dey sell china version. so went TM de popular & MJ check out. it's true!!! shld ve seen my expression, trying to dig out every single coins & notes out of every compartments I know. I'm juz so glad tt I've juz nice enuff fer both versions! hehe... spent $37.80 fer both, not even a 5cents is left. yeah.. u nv read wrongly, zx bought both version! hehe... cool man.. zx's crazy, zx's got alot $$.. wadeva la... I veri happy can le.. listening to e whole album whole day le.. SUPER NICE! shld say JJ & production realli put in alot of effort ba.. most songs r realli sweet, except u cant say tt cao cao & jin hua lun is sweet obvious.. but all songs r nice! esp love "Sarang Heyo 只对你说" & "你要的不是我"!! 1st one is sweet, e latter is touching! hehe...

anw, got tis pass to some JJ party in each album which admit one la. so I got 2, but fer e time being is reserved fer Leen Leen! hehe... coz she RaWkZ too! help me slot my gems assignment.. blah blah blah... everyting she do, she juz rocks! =P aso, i gao tim my gems assignment le.. but not surprised if I got B or B+ even though alot ppl know I put in alot of effort fer tt. well.. u know my cher is niao.. nth to say lor.. haha... zx's broke too liao! lol...

Saturday, February 11, 2006

CreaTiVe~~

10/02 - early in e morning went popular main office fer briefing wif dbit 21 tt few of us again. in a veri wulu & smelly area la.. smelly coz got sewage there, I tink so. fill in form again la.. haha... huiyi brought e cross-stitch fer us lor. den got briefed on stuff. start drizzling den rain get bigger when we left for sch from there. met ash in sch den she gave me & qun some valentine's cookies. thx ash so much.. =) at least I'm not forgotten =) dbms tut again lor. same thing do q..

after tt me & huiyi went JEC fer lunch, coz huiyi tink sch lunchtime too crowded eat outside better lor. we went to tt jap food in JEC, e one tt cine have aso. wa lao.. scare myself lor. was searching fer my wallet sia.. den take out everything from my bag cannot find leh!! when wan go back tt time, den huiyi realize drop on e floor. haha.. paiseh...

after lunch intended to walk to creative main office fer my gems photos. but den start to drizzle. den huiyi call her friend ask wad bus we can take lor. I love creative main office! paiseh lor, 1st time there. was amazed by e whole place. found so many sources fer my gems assignment le! so happy! went to e main store there take photos lor. at 1st tot cant take photos ma, so take at chance. but saw a grp of student, huiyi say saw them at sp b4, taking photos openly. so I aso heck liao. juz snap wadever I feel like snapping lor. super kiasu la, took wadever brochures tt's on e shelf man.. e whole store was... WOW.. haha... fun sia.. like excursion lor. after tt went to JP take photos somemore & shop shop. den take mrt back to tampines, den went challenger do sth la. as u know, u know wad I did there la.. saw e sign outside, so I better not say wad I did la. haha.. coz when I left someone was staring at me as if he was going to call police lor. -.-'"

11/02 - went mrs soh's house today to bai nian. there's liansheng, swee hoon, lyndsey, lap kuan, qixian & wee pin. it's like a norm to go mrs soh's hosue every yr le. her house is near ahs mah.. wa... I miss walking up e hills of ahs man.. miss e days in ahs le.. anw, at mrs soh's house we chat abt us & our past, and nowadays e naughty children in sch lor. alot of fun listening to all tis fun bits & pieces la. it's like we've been pri 5 pri6 b4 too..



Now I find myself in quite a confused situation.. I dunno how to express it, neither do I know how to go abt it. it's juz like both things happen almost at e same time, I dunno how to handle them. some may not understand wad I'm toking now, coz I nv plan to let anyone know e exact story at all. both things have caused a shock in me.

1st situation - have u ever got tis feeling? tt when u're in search of sth, it'll nv come to u. so it's sth u always wish for it so long, but u've no means to get it. but when u feel tt u've e ability 2 get it, someone's already got it out of ur hands. perhaps it nv meant to belong to me at all. nobody can ask too much.

2nd situation - well... it's always been happening, but I juz nv take notice.. or do I even not bother?? all along, I tot it ended long time ago, but recently I realize, it has nv go away b4. at 1st I tot it was all fer fun, so I've nv care or bother. but all appear to me nw it's fer real. I've noticed all lil traces only recently, I tot nth abt it. but when I read sth juz now, I realize sth's going on. mayb time haben come, but when time come, I dunno wad am I supposed to do. juz so confused...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Yippee!! Anticipating 17/2~~~

07/02 - another sch day... had fom presentation fer other 2 grp.. shian's grp was realli well done.. dey put in alot of efforts lor... den went photo-taking.. so colorful... haha... den went ps watch movie wif dbit 21!! hehe... got shian, qun, suet, jac, khay, leen, me, hl, jerrl, th, ck, as usual lor... watched I not stupid too.. nice show I shld say... funny yet touching lor... leen cry til eyes aso red sia... den go carrefour take my creative photos.. go action city shop shop lo... boguht a winnie pooh soft toy for my les, coz her b'day tmr... den leen saw e piglet pouch I wan!! hehe... yeah! finally found it! when u went hard looking fer sth, u wun find it, but if u dun have e intention, u'll find it instead...

08/02 - as usual wcd, dbms & gems... last gems lecture, leen come wif me lor... fun rite?? lol... huiyi mistake cher as student la... paiseh... den today no CO so me, leen, suet, huiyi,qun, ck went city hall take some more gems photos. went funan IT mall took... den we went walk walk ard suntec & marina square lor.. super cold man! went home after dinner at LJS lor..

finally!!! after much patience, anticipation.. blah blah blah.... JJ's new album is coming out on e 17th!!! means next wk!!! AAAHHHH... zx is so broke! for e sake of JJ Lin, I'm going to skip my lunch starting tmr!! JJ rawkz forever!!! yippee!!!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

UpDaTe!

Happy New Year to all! ok.. I know I'm lagging in time.. haha... got a sweet remindal to update my blog.. hmm... izit realli veri long I nv blog? or did u juz miss all my crap huh?? haha... dun matter anw.. well.. I shan blog abt new year, coz it's e same routine every yr, except tis yr we went quek's house at orchard area. hmm.. my memory's bad & blurred.. breif update huh..

03/02 - went causeway wif qun, leen, ck took neoprint after sch. tt machine is super fast.. so e effect is... ok la.. stil not so bad..














































04/02 - went bugis there pray wif my mama.. den was looking out fer tis creative bus so I can capture it fer my gems. e whole way aso dun have.. den so sad.. but when I come back on e bus, I saw it! haha.. nice nice no.8 wor... so wait fer it to stop at e depot den go take. a surpries finding too! look! tis is e bus beside it! snap alot of it! haha..

























nice?? JJ lehz...

anw... some of my personal totz.. well.. there's always some things to keep me thinking.:
I've been super bz tis few wks wif assignments dued.. though there're setbacks, glad to have friends out there to tolerate me & support me all along. of coz to a few ppl, bz is juz an excuse, coz to them, I'm nv seem to b free.. well, it's ok.. at least my closest friends know wad's going on on my side & understand.

Having confidence in urself is great, but being too complacent is overdoing.
Tis is sth I've learn since I enter 3D'03. u need e right amt of confidence.

People who wade at the surface of the sea claims the water to be dirty. Only that you swim the depth of the sea before you discover the beauty of the sea.
well... nv c things on e surface & assume. there's sth call inner beauty.

Finally, gotta say tis.. friends who understand me, thanks so much.