today's officially e 1st dae of my poly life. no big deal, juz meeting lecturers & getting to know them, our textbook & all e module stuff. gave cedar her b'day prezzie too. nth quite happening today la.. miss MJ alot, dey went fer MMM today & watch movie today.. was chatting wif laykim on e train on e way home, tok lots of crap la..
it juz feel different over e wkend... have I got over it? I dun tink so. it's like... I dunno how to say, I look veri normal in sch today, but deep inside, it's realli a diff feeling. I initiated it, so shldn't I b happy?? now there's no one to care abt all tis fer me, so I'm lost... I know we're truly affected & heartbroken, but we can get over it real soon, cant we? I dunno, it's like a heartless ting to do, but guess tt shall b it... forget abt me & u.. let's juz carry on ourselves.
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