stressed out

tests r finally over.. assignments juz keep coming... juz screwed up my INSE test badly, atrocious la.. dun wanna think abt it liao. even scare to take back my result.. haiz... now after a week of excitement + stress, all ups & downs, I'm finally coming down.. not to e state of dying la, juz perhaps used up my resources & getting sick.. body ache all over, signs of getting sick.. well.. =.=

for some reasons, feel like crying out loud. I wish I can b as happy as I shld b.

JJ Autograph Session (#209)

can u believe it? able to see JJ twice in a row is a blessing! it's JJ "Cao Cao sign-all" autograph session @CS! 1st time it's so near my house! woots!

went queueing at 10.30am. e place was super wulu, behind e shopping centre. when I reach, not many ppl were there yet, so get to queue inside e 2nd row barrier. coz due to e rain, e place was wet, so had to stand. jiahui overslept, so she came quite late lor. when she come wif food ar, I alr super hungry le. lol.. nice jiahui, bought subway cookies for me! hehe... nice nice! den after eating we went to find e fc to ask for our membership cards & my fc tee. end up our membership cards not rdy lor, den e tees dey had on e spot dun have my size, so I only got a receipt for my payment in e end lor. my membership no. is 209! hehe... after which, we go popular buy his karaoke dvd.. hehe..

at a later time, jiahui's friends & their cousins came to join us in e queue. we waited for quite long lor. abit disappointed la.. coz JJ only sang "Sarang Heyo" & Jinsha sang 1 song den dey start autograph le. nvm, i stil tink it's worth queueing, for e sake of JJ! haha... at 1st dey limit 1 person can sign 2 things, den when e autograph session start, dey only allow 1, coz really too many ppl queueing le. dey hope everyone can at least get 1 autograph ma, so no choice lor. luckily we got 6 ppl there, which jiahui's friends's cousins din buy his album all tt, so can help us sign lor. so excited, get to shake hands wif JJ again. JJ is realli veri sincere de lor, he look into everyone's eyes when saying thank you. I tink tt's e attitude all singers shld have la. we went all e back to queue another time la, coz we got more than 10 items to sign. so wad de lor e security, ask us kindly re-queue, den when we re- queue, dey say us. say we sign alr come sign again! wth! stupid ppl! only JJ nice lor.. e person on stage dun let, he stil got sign la. tt's y we love JJ! hehe...

after tt we stand at e backstage talking lor, so shun bian wait for JJ walk into e room take his things wif e other ppl aso. e security kns lor! we wanted to shake JJ's hand, den JJ aso very friendly wan shake wif us. den e security push our hands & JJ"s hand away! pls lor! we want to touch JJ's hand not ur hand lor! pui sia! den we saw JJ leave in his van den go home lor..

now tt JJ's events r all over.. abit she bu de.. like so fast end le.. hmm... but stil, JJ, u're e best! Jiayou!

Just JJ Concert! JJ, ya rock!

After anticipating for so long, the BIG day has finally come! Yes! JusT JJ Tour@ SG! 24th June, a speical day to rmb. so happy so happy.. so much memories to keep... =P JJ, ya rocks!

met amanda at tampines b4 going to meet jiahui at bugis for dinner. but den jiahui was super late.. lol.. end up eating at mac.. tis jiahui.. lol... supposed to meet fc btw 6-6.30pm, but when we reach indoor stadium near 7 plus le, so fc ppl say go in den say... we went in to go toilet & bought some JJ merchandise.. haha... zx's totally crazy wif jiahui can! den we went to find our seats.. was abit disappointed in e 1st place coz e stage was abit higher than high level. so was praying like siao tt JJ will walk to our side more, den can close up. haha... anw, jiahui & me changed to e 2nd row to have a clearer view coz e stage was sort of to eye level towards e 3rd & 4th row.

was so excited & having alot of laughter even b4 e concert start la! coz we also sitting near the entrance to e backstage, so u can c alot of security, medias, ob, JJ-related ppl walking in & out. den I saw billy(Xu Huan Liang aka Shui shang Piao) coming & told jiahui. den jiahui was like... !!!! coz billy walk in den greeted e security ppl wif his palms together, abit like wad thai ppl do la.. den jiahui so naughty go laugh & imitate him! den so qiao billy saw her doing it & so smiled at us la! haha! so hilarious la! dunno how to paiseh sia tis girl! haha... den after tt, she said she wan go, "Hey Billy! Hey Billy!" whenever billy walk past.. so paiseh sia! so funny e whole time jiahui was there can! we very bad la... juz keep laughing & laughing! den I turn back to c if lilin & co come le not, den so happen saw J3 juz sitting down aso. den we laugh again saying we sit closer to JJ than J3. dotz... =.= den when lilin come, we saw derrick, superstar tt one. he look much better in person lor. hehe... he was sitting 1 row behind & abt 8seats away from us only la.. saw renfred too, in the front facing e stage de, so quite far away. end up lilin's friend sat wif us while she & wendy go sit at row8 in the front..

finally when e concert was abt to start den we settle down abit liao lor. haha... b4 e concert officially start, e famous dance instructor, rambo aka lan bo, came to get us going high! haha... he taught us some simple dance wif hands tt we'll b doing wif JJ's "Jiu Shi Wo" later on. e way he talk so funny aso.. haha.. cute in e way he talk la.. lol... e concert started by showing JJ's music journey 4yrs ago & bring it to tis concert. e visual effects were really fabulous! e concert began wif a guy, cover face cannot c who, wearing cloak & playing flute, "Yi Qian Nian Yi Qian". den JJ came out & sang Mu Nai Yi as his 1st song! so nice! e costume all tt were super nice aso lehz... den jiahui & I naughty again, make fun of 1 of e dancers.. cannot say wad... not very bad de la. haha... den his 2nd song was "Chi Pang", super cool can! halfway thru tis song, dey project tis wings on e screen behind him, making it showing he realli got wings! so cool! I love it sia..

anw, e whole concert was full of surprises! really fascinated by JJ's efforts & performance! all his costumes & images he brought to us were so cool! and JJ's juz so cute in wadever costume he wear can! irresistible! e whole concert we got several close up wif him sia! den he smiled alot to us when he came over to our side. he also twist at us 3x, but we missed taking of it all e time! AAAHHH!! so cute can! but miss taking photos of tt sia.. cant possibly describe every details of e concert la.. JJ sang & interact wif us wif the song item, "Jiu Shi Wo", bring us all high up to e sky liao lor! den he also played e piano, sang his duet, " bei feng chui guo de xia tian" wif Jinsha. Jinsha got sing her own new song also. another guest of the concert was a-do. he sang "I Do" wif JJ, den audience laugh when a-do act BBM wif JJ by holding hands. haha.. hilarious scene! lucky dey explain e "I Do" is sing for us audience not each other. haha... of coz, JJ aso got dance, super nice, den got into tis beat-boxing time, where e dancers are supposed to dance to his beats. veri funny & interesting! JJ's juz so talented la! he sang a few songs of his own compositions for other singers aso! super super nice! oh ya, he thank alot of ppl for helping & supporting him thru his music journey, also those make things happen, including e concert. so he sang a few songs of whom he respect, like Jay's "Hei se you Mo", Michael Jackson's "Heal the World". super super nice.

e encore was e total climax! when he went in b4 e encore, everyone dun bear to let e concert end. so all was there shouting for his name & encore. so when encore begin, he came out wif tis super fabulous wu kong costume & sang cao cao! rocks all e way! den when he sang his 2nd encore song, "Sarang Heyo", tt was e most unforgettable part! when JJ sang to e last line, he couldn't hold back his tears anymore. he's so touched by seeing thousands of sg audience coming to see him. JJ start crying u know! he tried veri hard to complete singing e song a few times, but realli cant control his tears from flowing, til he kneel down to cry, wif us audience watching him cry. so emotional, 1st time c JJ cry, nearly wan to cry wif him. dun bear to see him cry... but wif e encouragement from e audience, he control his emotion & complete singing e song. e whole scene was juz so touched & unforgettable! he end e concert wif his last encore song, "Jiang Nan", which is probably his impt point of his music career.

after e concert, went to find JJFC ppl & join e fc! Yippee! I'm officially JJFC member, dated 24th June 2006. haha... e going home procedure was abit confusing, so shall not proceed saying.

really enjoyed myself totally! an unforgettable nite. e best concert I've been to, really. u'll have to see it to feel it & experience it urself seriously! those who miss e concert, it's a great pity. I wish e concert wasn't over, so I would relish every moment over & over again. but den, good things always come to an end, so we can only anticipate e next JJ performance, a better JJ to b seen! though e concert is over, but memories stay! JJ 1st sg concert shall nv b forgotten! JJ ,ya rock! all e best!

FAther's DaY

16,17/6 - went sch to do assignments.. sian 1/2.. coz SCT was like.. no clue la... wth... nth real big happen la.. was done wif SAPD, wadever supposed to do, except check name. din know it's a muz til like... ya la... so nv ask cher lor.. tryin to figure out.. sianz... gone is my 1 week of holiday.. does it even feel like holiday? I'm desperate to go out wif leng & laykim..

18/6- well... spend 2 days doing assignments. SAPD assignments.. I'm done wif mine la, juz trying to help out those who got error running. so was sort of doing SAPD both y'day today... den shian & hl came my house in e evening to debug lor. coz so many prob.. hl one was more complicated, so we create a totally new folder for him & cut & paste here & there.. got him e skeleton of e most of e assignment lor.. when dey go home at 10pm, was trying so hard to do check name lor. no choice.. coz of somebody... dun wan say le.. those who knows... anw, cher got post on bb, so it's solved! yeah!!!

outta here^^

class ppl went to celebrate jerrl's b'day & watch movie at ps. I dun wan go coz abit sian go halfway muz go off le. heng I nv go, go dey meet to watch 12 or 12.30 de movie, end up many of them late become watch 2.30 de. 2.30 I reach sch for CO le lor. lol... anw, finally saw tis junior of mine. yea! cello de.. she knows how to play de lor, so I stil noobie lor. dun wanna talk abt someone la.. wad kinda of attitude sia.. so biased somemore.. found out my junior from DBA de. haha... den after meet leen, goldie, suet go bugis eat dinner. go walk walk den buy sth den go eat den go home lor. haha.. walk so many times at e same place lor. juz to decide buy wad thing. den b4 going to eat, saw Leo from e Star Idol de. he's tall la, but as dao. =.=

assignments~~~

supposed meet qun at 12.30pm at dover mrt go sch do assignment de, but I got sth on so push back til 1pm den meet her. way make me paiseh on e way to sch lor.. =.= only 2 labs was open.. wth... we cont wif wad we left off wif our SAPD lor, which is like so long ago. haha... den ck came awhile den we pack up go eat at fc4. coz qun & ck haben eat. den after tt climb hill do SAPd again lor. tis time touch til database le, den ask cher come help us. haha.. cher brought her son come leh.. so cute sia.. den ard evening time we pack up go home lor. on e mrt rite, there's tis siao woman who boarded at simei. e clothes she wear is like so er xin la.. e way she put up her hair aso. like some fashionable teenager, but she's alr auntie standard le lor. =.= not like tt I say she crazy leh. muz c e way she walk into e mrt sia! she tot she's some superstar sia. den hor, a man brush thru her shoulder accidentally when walking past her. den she swipe her shoulder like wad sia! u know those rich lady when some dirty beggar touch them. omg lor. =.= not only sia.. she walk to e door of the sides where it wun open at next stop de. she talks to herself leh! siao one...

True as it is...

today qun, jac & shian come my hosue do VDG assignment lor. khay was supposed to b here too but she got sth on. den we spend e rest of the morning planning & figuring e q. den we walk to TM fer lunch. e student offer at Ding Tai Fung only start at 2pm so we went walking ard. den meet humphrey to give him e card reader lor.. den we jiu go Ding Tai Fung for lunch. e fried rice nice leh.. hmm.. den almost finished le khay came in to find us. haha... den sth stupid happen to khay when we walk out la.. she got tis wallet shop bag wif rubbish so she threw it into e rubbish bin at 2nd level. den we went popular at lvl 3 den she realzie she lost her hp! den she realize she might have threw it into e rubbish bin wif e bag! haha... turn out she realli did la! lol... we spent quite long at popular trying to decide wad paper to buy. lol... after buying we went back to my house to continue our assignment. did cutting all tt lo.. den at 7pm we pack up & go for lunch. ck came to join us aso. den decide veri long b4 settling down at hans lo. table not big so ck & qun sat far away from me,shian & jac.. we so loving lor. after our main meal, we bough 2 slices of cake to share. den jac took photo for me & shian feeding each other e cake. trying to make hl jealous next time. we took 1 at Ding Tai Fung earlier too. haha... nv underestimate a single girl like me! muahaha...

on e other hand, I realize I've not been appreciating how well a couple of ppl treat me. come to think of it, I feel bad & sad... coz I've been too concerned abt someone who dun even bother, but yet, these ppl are e ones who cared for me even though I sometimes ignore them & even throw my temper at them. To them, it's nv been my fault whenever I got upset or angry. it make me feel worse. dey truly care, and yet I din treat them as I shld. I know dey've nv asked much from me. all dey wan is a smile from me. tt's all & dey're glad u know. can u juz imagine one who try his best not to pester u, but send an sms at times to ask u if u're ok? dey're so afraid, so afriad I get hurt in some little way & another. and e most mentionable thing is, dey're nt my parents nor my bf. I juz wanna say, I'm so sorry to make u all worry. I promise to keep e smile on my face as much as possible. =)

out!

meet leen & qun at orchard mrt today.. den pei leen go buy food @ taka coz she haben eat mah. den me & qun buy drink. I dun tink e lime & lemon 100plus tt I bought is nice la.. e more u drink e more it taste like... medicine lor. den we went shopping at heeren coz leen wan buy shoes.. but dun have... bought tis No. 89757 voodoo doll from mini-toons.. so cute... hehe... when we come outta heeren it begin to rain lor, so we decide to take e free shuttle bus to marina aquare lo. show leen e luo bo on e way. lol.. marina nth to walk den go suntec. suntec convention thr super quiet la.. haha... qun & leen bought their voodoo dolls dey din see at heeren. went sanrio shop to look at stuff.. paiseh la.. not interested in hello kitty.. den saw tis machine got woodstock.. 1 turn $3 sia, den 1st one is snoopy. for e sake of my woodstock, I decided to spend $6 on it lor.. 1st time e snoopy came out so smoothly la, but when I put in $3 for e 2nd time got prob lor! as if dey dun wan let me get my woodstock! called e no. on e machine to ask them come fix. den muz wait lor. but heng after tt we get my woodstock afterall! e whole process was so hilarious la.. 3 girls down thr. haha... den went carrefour buy leen's hello panda.. lol... went home after tt lor...

060606

today is 060606.. devil's day or lucky day? not my business la.. wanted to do SAPD elearning n e morning, but dun seem to b able to find e folder. nvm lor.. den crap wif jiaqun abt wad I plan for e next 8yrs. haha...

my plan is to stay devoted to only JJ until I'm 25.. y lehz? I count properly de lor.. coz now nobody wan mah.. den now I'm almost 18, I'll graduate from poly at 19 plus, enrol into uni in e same yr at e age of 20. den if study 4yrs in uni, I shld b graduating at e age of 24plus, den in e same yr when I'm 25 rite, can find a bf le.. see see, count count.. when I'm 25, JJ will b 32. so he'll b at e right age to get married all tt le, juz nice liao.. haha... den hor.. den tt'll b 1/4 of the century of me living in e world. no need plan e next 1/4 of e century yet la.. who knows wad will happen next.

there's sth else we crap abt la.. but dun need bother, coz zx siao liao.. who ask ppl scold me stupid.. and I'm realli stupid mah.. nvm la... tt's y I make my plan rite.. haha...

e-learning week.. wad I've learnt...

1st day of e-learning.. woke up at 8am. did SCT tutorial den watch 2 episodes of my dl-ed kangxi series. really funny.. haha... den play maple awhile.. hmm.. went for brunch den come back read INSE de lecture notes lor. den attempt INSE tutorial & quiz in e afternoon. see la.. I'm so hardworking.. wad to do... was crapping wif qun & shian on msn when doing tutorial la.. lol... read abit of my book & abit of shian's comic.. den maple again... veri sian sia... now only 8plus I'm alr sian 1/2..

haiz... everything muz b thot all over again. feel like giving up already... mayb giving it up sooner den I wun feel hurt as badly.. things juz dun turn out as it shld b... I'm seriously tired out, and faster than expected.. thanks for e one who tried to help tis few days, but I guess e prob is me. wo yao kuai le.. but who can give me?

Busy Saturday

meet qun at dover mrt & went back to sch to help out for meet-e-parent session at 12.30pm.. went outside mlt12 to mark attendance den go put our bag in mlt8. den go e slope btw mlt12 & gate6 to do duty.. wow.. now den I know where's e bus-stop tt shian & co come from everyday la.. haha... cannot blame me lor, coz e place is like quite wulu lor.. seriously, we dun have anything to do except sit down there to chat la.. coz only 1 parent came from gate6 lor.. told ya it's wulu! haha...

den at 2.30pm we went back outside mlt12 to report for 2nd duty. was told to hold a placard, but I blur blur de la.. anw, kaixin & renee, wif her friend(in-charge) was in our group. waited for e talk cum q&a to finish la.. almost ending,we went inside blow aircon. SAPD cher was there too.. lol... after q&a supposed to lead grp B go down e stairs from fc6, but FOM cher insist we go down thru e other stairs la. =.= well.. our 1st stop was media studio lor. inside veri nice leh, I aso 1st time inside.. haha... den went dealing room at t22.. me lead abit blur blur la. lucky after tt, kaixin took over. haha... aso went 1 of e labs, retail place, bizIT lib.. bizIT lib was our last stop, so parents are free to go refreshment or go off. abit confused when looking for lecturers for those parents who wan talk to them. finally find finish le, den got a friendly couple parents come talk to us. dey veri nice ppl lor.

we ask e overall-in-charge den we can go off le. decided to take a bus to suntec visit ck & co at e pc show, coz lazy to walk citylink. haha.. end up wait for e bus so long la.. by e time we reach suntec alr 5plus le.. lol... super crowded la! so many fairs held at e same time.. went Creative section find ck & co. wanted to buy a new earpiece, end up bought it at philips there, coz got tis nice nice can change color at e side de. veri cute sia.. after tt too hungry den went pasta mania for dinner lor.. ck came but we ate finish so we sit on e steps while he eat lor. after tt take mrt go home.

started reading 1 of shian's comics.. omg! I realize it's like... wa... yah la, description all so close sia! shocked tio... now it send me thinking liao... lol...

Holidays!

spend e whole day in sch today.. though no lessons, but stil come practise for wsna prac test at 10pm, e test is after sch reopen, coz e lab stuff is we cant do at home de. den so little ppl go for VDG.. after tt go lunch, den went MIT office find Mr Lai for jacq's & shian's study aids endorsement. wait so long den he nv come, so we go find lab do assignment. sianz 1/2 lor.. actu wan do SCT wif qun de, but T2036 no OCF library for jbuilder, so we do SAPD assignment lor. at 3pm we change lab to T2023 coz cher come help us if we got q.. chim assignments we got lor. do til almost 5pm den print our INSE notes. jacq wan go find Mr Lai again, so she go office herself, end up when me & qun left, Mr Lai walking behind us wif VDG cher & another cher.. haha... went for meet-e-parent session helpout briefing b4 going home. e event is tmr, so muz go sch tmr liao..

Last day of term 1 le! going into half holiday condition.. haha... coz stil got lots of assignments & e-learning week to b done la. realize got so many things to b done during e hols la.. e-learning, assignments, maple, unfinished downloaded dramas/talkshows, books from NLB, comics borrowed from jacq & shian, cello practice.... wa... seriously need a timetable drawn up to accomplish so many things in 3 weeks. some assignments muz stil go back sch to do, like SCT which need card reader. 2 tests to prepare for when sch reopen.. hmm... stress & fun! though I'll b veri busy, pls stil call me out ppl! esp those who said miss me & wan a date to crap wif me.. I dun wan to b cooped in e house whole day! haha... I'm waiting! I'm available! haha...