TiS pOsT is DeDiCaTed tO JiAQuN. HaPPy B'DaY GeR~

I wake up so early today at 9am.. sat lehz... wad 2 do... our beloved jiaqun wan 2 do sth 4 her b'day... muz gif face lor... saw say hoon doing flag day 4 yellow ribon at tampines mrt, den donated 4 her lor. I tot I going 2 b late, end up I earliest everyone late... aiyo..

den we went ice-skating. got ice-skating phobia lor, but stil go la, since jiaqun pester me all thru e wk.. muz gif face lor... not so bad la, khay teach me, parry teach jiaqun. khay's a crazy terrible coach! go so fast wan me fall down izit! lucky I got e hang of it soon, can wobble & walk on e ice w/o clinging 2 e wall tight. hahaz...

den there's tis little girl very cute lor, tink 4 or 5 yr old ba. she knows how 2 skate le lor. I had tis crazy tinking tt mayb she learn 2 skate even b4 she learn 2 walk la! I wan take her pic la, but she so stubborn, refuse to let us take, haiz...

after skating we went 2 eat edo sushi la.. so hungry coz morning nv eat lor.. we tok & tok tok lor.
forget tok wad aso... hahaz... after tt khay've 2 leave 2 go 2 e nice nice ITE near expo fer rehearsal. so me, qun, parry went 2 play arcade.. me & qun were so terrible! keep losing de. haha... den watch parry e pro play la.. lol...

evening time. parry gotta meet his friend so we dun wan disturb. qun & me go cine take neoprint la, den I tink I veri blur lor, smile aso dunno how de.. so lame... hahaz... den we went shop shop look look.. den veri tired le, walk aso wan sleep le, so we go home after tt lor..

today's veri fun la. other than falling hard on my butt 2x which nw stil hurt~~ hahaZz... fruitful day lehz.. hahaz...

mY sToRy, mY BeGiNNinG, mY eNdiNg....

I dun realli recall wad happen today.. nth exciting I guess... juz another sch day ending wif a java quiz.. seriously, if u ask me again, I wun tell u I hate ahs uniform again.. I miss those uniform days... too much.. SP's hill is molehole compared 2 ahs's hill lor.. I realise I miss sec sch life alot... haiz.. but den, I already finish tt long chapter of my life & muz begin a new 1 wif exciting journeys. of coz, in btw, I've filled in a short but memorable "jc life" chapter wif both laughter & tears.

everyone has their stories 2 tell.

I started tis story of mine 2 yrs ago on 15/11/2002. a common paragraph appear as usual.. nth interesting of coz... den it blossom into more heartwarming & filled wif tender care & love chapters, wif u wif me... it was all laughter & fun at tt time.. not u not me, it's u & me.. soon, it was a twist from happiness 2 sadness. reading on e story, eyes r filled wif tears & anguish.. it's become e climax, deciding 4 a conclusion is so impt. ending is always e hardest 2 write, but I know I've got 2 end my story sooner or later. so I shall let it b & shall end my story wif a single u & a single me.. it's sad, but I know I muz get over it, I muz not fill it wif hatred or remorse.

I juz wish 4 a gd outcome from my story. nth else...


*eVeRY sToRy LeaVeS soMe TrAnCeS BeHinD, FoR mE kNoW & u tO gUeSS*

SuNnY SaT...

been told tt I dun nid 2 go to work.. hahaz... so went to e beach lor... e sun's so hot la, but it's quite fun lor.. den play play play at e beach, den we went crazy & "haha.." 4 no reason when we tried 2 waddle near e water... saw a grp of guys having training in e sea den got a 1 guy veri funny so we laugh til stomach pain.

but e mood was spoiled when my slipper strap drop out.. and it's realli drop out la... lousy Bata slippers lor! $9.90 1 pair, I bought another 1 $3.90 stil so gd lor... it's not abt e price, but e quality ritez... den end up I've to drag all e way go take bus & go home aso.. sianz...

knOw whEn u gEt piSSeD oFF...

well.. I got 2 know onli TP students ve access 2 JJ's ScH concert... how can dey do tis 2 me?! anw, has tis conversation wif wendy which goes sth like tt:

W: well anw u noe jj goin tp?
mE: yah la, but onli tp student can go..
W: reali? can ask lilin get tix for u wad
mE: no la, tink dey nid tp admin card lor
W: u mean 1 person get only get 1 tix
mE: I take sp admin card go slash them meh?
W: no la, ask lilin help u take, can get her frens who are nt goin to show the card wad
mE: take already aso nid admin card, tt's wad my sis says
W: as in dey wan u to show tt u're tp student??
W: haha den take the person's admin card lor
mE: wah, den tell e person I went for plastic surgery?
W: hahaha
W: wah datz unfair man

yah, tt's rite... mean ppl... anw, I dun like pink...

HaPPi DaE~~

I'm back 2 blog again.. been in sch fer 3 wks, poLy liFe's real slack.. everyday take mrt from tampines 2 dover, dover to tampines. it's a torture & I'm supposed 2 survive tt fer 3 yr! I enjoy prac lessons though, it's more interactive in some ways.. sOrt oF e wAy, I've nv fall asleep in lessons in poLy.. hahaz... tt's a gd ting ritez.. Java's hard, but it's 1 of my fav lessons! I LOVE JAVA..

anw, has been quite bz.. print class list, photocopy stuff which nearly killed me, etc. I tot I could get away wif e 4 cca pt. but hey! wad have put myself into? well... time 2 get used 2 it..

SettLed... SoRt oF...

our last meeting.. until e time shall come.. I dunno, but I juz simply agree 2 meet. I tink I'd not ve agreed 2 meet if leng's not here 2 talk me out.. thanks ger.. sigh...

we decided 2 give us all some time 2 tink things out. I cried of coz, juz cant help it.. ='( I've been tinking all tis wk, I've sort of been rash in my decision.. I guess tis's e best way we could settle our problems. til den, we shall not have anything 2 do wif each other. it's a test of time wif e feeling. if feelings fade wif time, we'll know e solution..

no promises tis time. no 100% guarantee... me or u.. or izit me & u?

Sigh...

juz woke up, den feel so lost... stil tinking abt y'day fight.. e bruise on my palm juz keep me tinking... have I done wrongly? I dun feel like tinking abt it, juz get over it & it'll b over. but it's not easy. afterall, humans have feel, dun we? e ting is fer me 2 figure out den..